About me and a little more by King Of Caldera

juggernaut0717 — 2023-09-08 01:23:58 UTC

Born to be great,I was made to make history,born to be big.What did i do to deserve this?you kidding me?I mean like what specifically.

juggernaut0717 — 2023-09-13 01:29:29 UTC

I can't lie my mind is lost in time, can you help me find it?
I'm just being honest.
It's like I can't sit still up in my seat
I'm like a brand new person every week way too busy splitting personalities
Maybe I can find the answers in my sleep.

juggernaut0717 — 2023-09-13 02:25:45 UTC

today i was told this by my teacher from the 8th grade he wants me to figure out what it means.I figured it out and i told him what it was then he said great then how does it compare to who you are now,this is what he said-you are the oceans gray waves, destined to seek. Life beyond the shore just out of reach.-I was confused and was like wtf but then i realized what i told him and why we have this convo in the first place.I wanted to know who i was and why i existed and was important to people that i ran into during my life and it makes all makes sense to me.I know why now but i dont want to share this much right now so ye short event that happened today

juggernaut0717 — 2023-09-13 02:30:36 UTC

I recall the last I spoke
With the ones the Reaper chose
Smiles and laughs and last phone calls
All before they greeted palls.I'll listen to the whispers every dawn.

what is a juggernaut? :(

juggernaut0717 — 2023-09-14 23:27:47 UTC

juggernaut0717 — 2023-09-15 02:06:30 UTC

you live longer if you mind your business, 'cause I'ma mind mine
I grab a carbine, lil' boy, my bitch, she fuckin' on toys
Bored, then jump off the porch, smokin' opp pack in the Royce

juggernaut0717 — 2023-09-19 01:00:39 UTC

Man, I lost too much
Can't afford to play around 'cause that cost too much
I can't focus on you, that's for all of us
We gotta give it our all when it's called of us
When it comes to trauma im no stranger
I lost love, I lost hope
But the things we lose be the things that make us stronger
Got me reminiscing on times I would long for
No, I can't go back for that, I can't run after that
I gotta leave that in the past, mistakes that I made, I can't ever reenact
If I ever look back, I remember that Things ain't really been sweet for me
I lost that peace of me
I don't think there's peace for me
That might not be meant for me
I know my heart not something they need
And your love not something I need
Tough love when you coming 'round me
Wait, I'm the bad guy, that's what they need.It is what it is, if I gotta be the bad guy
I had some bad times, so I'm moving a little different now
Just another face within the crowd?

juggernaut0717 — 2023-09-19 01:04:59 UTC

Spend my days just looking 'round
I'm tryna find my purpose, but I know that my purpose is not to please you
I don't need your love, man
I just wanna be sure that y'all don't go through anything that's worse than what I been through
This world just don't feel right
I need you to understand, this universe is like a rubber band
Anything is possible 'till you snap just like that
It feel like the devil just grabbed the upper hand
I'm on my grind again, these thoughts enter my mind again
Could've died for my sins, but I ain't cross the line again
I'm really sorry that my heart's turn cold

juggernaut0717 — 2023-09-20 23:51:36 UTC

Coming down with the sickness I am so disturbed
I wish I could put this feeling into words
I thought me and my mind were on good terms
Now all I have left is a curse

juggernaut0717 — 2023-09-26 00:32:56 UTC

I'm never getting any sleep
I'm losing all my sanity
Have you seen what I've seen?
How beautiful the night can be?
I'm living in a memory

juggernaut0717 — 2023-10-05 01:11:00 UTC

Mamma told me it's ok to cry
she told me¨pain is apart of life
You'll understand it when you're older"
I don't wanna call my mom a lie
But this understanding moment isn't getting any closer

juggernaut0717 — 2023-11-03 00:17:17 UTC

You don't know how I feel, I'm swallowing tears, I wallow in fear Really been gone for an year, you don't know how it is.What you know about gettin it out the mud.Really out here fighting, flesh and blood.Told me that they love me - that's a lie Got me lookin around like who are you?

juggernaut0717 — 2023-11-07 01:30:38 UTC

I have a head ache 0-0

juggernaut0717 — 2023-11-08 02:04:09 UTC

if my brother keeps falling im picking him up,aint gotta worry about me giving him up we brothers forever just different in blood.hearing the hate but im feeling the love.what a wonderful feeling it was.So im just like "Hey,talk nice when you talking to me this pain in my heart makes it harder to breathe"anonymous to my family tree,never knew this could happen to me :( . my journey started from a causality...cant do this alone dawg,cant do this alone dawg strong but not on my own dawg 😰?

juggernaut0717 — 2023-11-08 02:09:07 UTC

I ain't ever had love, I ain't ever had hope, all I ever knew was hate.I never been enough, never learned how to cope, and I never feel safe.Ain't no one I can trust, I ain't really have a home, I was just a mistake.Wanted something I could touch, but when I got closed everything got erased.

juggernaut0717 — 2023-11-08 02:09:51 UTC

Through the night.I can't seem to see it.What is light😗?Darkness covers me Like a wave.I'm just losing all my faith, I cause pain I just watch my heart decay.The love - it fades.

juggernaut0717 — 2023-11-14 01:20:39 UTC

I was looking for a queen.Saw her in the corner with the vibe, yeah, I like what I see. Shawty my type - OD, "Come, Link"
With a guy like me, girl, I got what you need.Little shorty come rely on me
By your side anytime you need, we ain't even gotta speak.I'm just saying, that's just how it's gonna be.All your worries, you can put it on me Ay, I thought I told you.you need a soldier, somebody ready to hold you.

juggernaut0717 — 2023-11-28 02:48:08 UTC

And I'mma stay true, to me and to you and I wish they could too
But I guess that it's hard if everything feels like it's win or a lose
Every decision they choose has always been apart of you
So what can you prove, just take a good look at yourself, and tell me if that's really you.I can tell that it isn't, acting like you're somebody different
You hide every lie inside of your mind 'cause nobody wanted to Listen.
Almost out of time, just look in my eyes, tell me where that passion was driven
Never was isolated when these people made it really easy for me just to fit in
Whenever it rains, we just want to make it so people feel happy again
But I get it 'cause nothing in life can ever be the same, how can we change?

juggernaut0717 — 2023-11-29 02:37:59 UTC

I struggle with some things inside my mind
You thought I was okay. I wasn't fine
Tell me how you say you love me, you didn't even see the signs
Nah, did you cross the line? yeah
Man, I walk my own path, don't want to prove you right
I'm at war with myself, don't want to lose this fight.
I may be cold as ice, my past it wasn't nice
I tried to hide from my other side.

juggernaut0717 — 2023-12-01 19:13:50 UTC

my heart cold as stone.-But really it isn't, that's you catching feelings.You hurt and offended, you mad I went ghost.Cause girl you was down bad, bad, bad.I done dipped out fast, fast, fast.Only pulled up just for a minute, came through with the clap, clap, clap.

juggernaut0717 — 2023-12-07 22:40:29 UTC

Don't tell them how you feel cause I promise they won't call back.Everybody's in it for money, so it's all bad,I ain't gotta Prove nothing to them.They ain't done nothing for me, for me?

juggernaut0717 — 2024-01-19 02:43:26 UTC

I lost all our love.Deep inside is were it cuts me,But I won't give up on love.Though I know I been unlucky.

juggernaut0717 — 2024-01-19 02:45:24 UTC

I been fighting off demons
I been feeling dreamless, life wasn't scenic, I know
People need something to believe in
We just want freedom from every bit of pain that we knew
I feel heart break
How much more can my heart take?
Peace seems for me so far away
Lately all I've ever known is heart ache
But it's back on me, I can't flee
I can't run from what's in front of me
Take my time, let me breathe
I ain't gotta panic, understand that where I meant,Ain't nothing new.

juggernaut0717 — 2024-01-30 23:09:23 UTC

You plague my life, but do you even care?
Try to speak my mind, but you're not even there, I fall into despair
But they're unaware, they think the feeling's rare.sirens ringing in my head
Will I choose to heed the signs, or cross the edge?I try to clear my head, but now there's nothing left,Guess I have to make a leap of faith with no regrets.

juggernaut0717 — 2024-01-30 23:21:15 UTC

I don't know what I'm supposed to be, I don't have nobody close to me
Looking way back in the past, I really always had a hole in me
Everything is feeling cold for me, I don't know what feeling supposed to be
I feel nothing, you searching for my heart, I can't find nothing
I been on this road searching for something
That's just different, you persistent, nah nah
But you missed it, I can't change how I'm living

juggernaut0717 — 2024-01-30 23:27:29 UTC

Been through so much, I know enough to make a grown man cry
Been down so long, I know what's up 'cause I'm the goat that's why
I seen the best one die, I seen the worst one's try
You can be as high as you want, but this is No Man's Sky,
I'm devastated
I know some people I grew up with that have never made it
I've had some moments in my life that ain't been celebrated

juggernaut0717 — 2024-01-30 23:54:49 UTC

lately im not were i want to be things aint going they i wanted them to be,im stuck somewhere in between the man that im and the man that im gonna be.sometimes its hard to picture it this life of mines i havent figured it out.i never let god enter it thats why my decisions are filling with doubt.emotions is something i never met,im always ok if you ask :) .love i didnt understand it was something i could never grasps i didnt love who i was no wonder our love didnt last.I dont have money in my pocket i been kinda broke for a minute :( .happy that my heart never stop atleast my pockets arent the only thing i need fixing.you told me you can relate but it feels like i live in another dimension.i guess what im tryna say is that i feel alone sometimes,i just wanna find purpose.

juggernaut0717 — 2024-01-30 23:57:09 UTC

i know your love never leaving me i cant say the same for my mama you left me when i needed you the most instead of your kids its a car you picked and none of your actions i never forget,but im not gonna lie i feel ashamed im feeling drained i still feel the pain

juggernaut0717 — 2024-01-31 00:22:22 UTC

y'all high off of pride, delirious
Jumpin hurdles of hell, I'm clearin it
Yeah my blessings came fast, they furious
But they shouldn't be mad at me period
I don't fight against flesh and the blood
Yeah I fight the unseen bacteria
Read the word I follow criteria
Too much wisdom it come with experience
Rock supreme but God is superior
Changed my life he cleaned my interior
Blowin up, they think it's mysterious
Buildin up, like I got materials
I got opps, they lurkin, they curious
Come and talk, come get some deliverance
Don't get mad, just stop and consider it
All that hate in your heart, get rid of it.

juggernaut0717 — 2024-01-31 00:23:10 UTC

Jealousy all in your voice you can't be for real
Saying i got it all wrong i got it all right, you can't be for real.Judging me off of a post when we never spoke, you can't be for real.

juggernaut0717 — 2024-03-12 02:07:54 UTC

My dear world.What have we become?After all this time I find myself right where it all went wrong,One more turn.Have I come so far to find out that we never did belong.I'll fight for the answers,There's no second chances.My dear world Here we go again,In this wasteland of corruption here that never went to plan,Watched it burn And left it all for dead,But there's secrets underneath it all I gotta understand.

juggernaut0717 — 2024-03-23 01:03:02 UTC

Its hard enough to love someone,but hard to let them go,every time i think i love someone i have to let them go then i fall apart.need more love just to heal my heart.when we fell in love i became so strong.i hate when i have to restart again.

juggernaut0717 — 2024-05-03 16:14:01 UTC

Darling I know that the fire’s gone
Our history's tiresome,But I simply cannot Close my eyes without the thought of what could’ve been If you hadnt left me.Although I’m sick to my stomach I won’t pull my punches any longer, darling.I’ve Been digging all through the rubble,While that’s asking for trouble,it may be worth a try.Though we were awful for each other.Two star-crossed lovers
I’d do it all again,For just an hour more
Of laying on the floor,And looking in your eyes While you tell me it’s alright
But for now I’ll reminisce of once upon a time

juggernaut0717 — 2024-09-05 01:21:46 UTC

school grades make no fucking sense bro,like how does a binder check cause 60% of your grade bro and let me get started with chem how can he even make test and quizzes 80% of your grade niggas be praying on anyones downfall fr😭.like i already have 3 Fs cause of a binder check bro im telling you i have no idea what my chem grade is bro and i have till October 18 to pick up my grades but these test are gonna be my biggest problem and a fucking binder even finals dont drop your grade like that its a fucking binder to keep me organized not a give me 3 essays about solving word hunger even essays dont drop your grade!

juggernaut0717 — 2024-10-17 05:05:30 UTC

im tired

juggernaut0717 — 2024-11-06 01:30:08 UTC

I don't fear death, I fear living like a joke.

juggernaut0717 — 2024-11-13 02:40:10 UTC

one thing i hate about people is when they say the most random shi for no reason like I ain't asked you,like ok Fuck around and put me in a bad mood,like just watch your mouth around me, shouldn't act rude especially to me o.0 gotta be crazy tryna talk bout me like that and another thing I got fucks to give so you can hand these out,fuck the law, fuck the 12, I'm ma stand hеre proud,And fuck the peoplе in my DMs saying "hand me clout"
Take my hand-me-downs and be happy. and to a specific person that i know that is reading this just show you know your a Stupid motherfucker fuck you Bitch got me writing this shi

juggernaut0717 — 2025-01-10 01:12:22 UTC

chat?

juggernaut0717 — 2025-01-10 01:13:02 UTC

black ops red light green light😭