" ι ¢συℓ∂ вє ѕα∂, вυт ηєνєя ωιтн уσυ." by 𓆩♡𓆪♰•..𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝓒𝓙..•♰𓆩♡𓆪

ᴡᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ᴠᴇɴᴛ ᴘᴀᴅ

We_Are_Buddys — 2022-10-12 12:44:12 UTC

This is a pad of how I feel and share during Bad days or Good days. I don't always share my feelings all the time because I do like knowing how others feel because I care ((Unless I do not like them :D)). But you can leave a comment if you like or like my vents if you don't like any of them..Let me know! :) Bye Bye Buddy's.

Ｖｅｎｔ　Ｏｎｅ　わケ英 ((My very best buddy's I care about.))

We_Are_Buddys — 2022-10-12 13:08:11 UTC

Honestly, I'm not sure what to say But I made some new friends. So I'm gonna share how I feel and what I know about them.
_____________________________________________
I feel like I new Shino for years. She is amazing. She also reminded me of someone I had envy towards. But Shino is better, She's like a sister to me as well.
--------------------------------------
Kanashii. She is also my best friend. I knew her for a long time. I used to have envy of her but now..Everything is okay. I still love her dearly because she was always there for me.
-----------------------------------------
Another person I adore, Is my best friend.
Yurei. I knew him for a very long time. And he did as well. I thank him for always being there when I actually needed him. That's why I'm always there for him.
---------------------------------------
Niko is a good friend in all but she's..an interesting person. She's kind, Funny and I guess a little hard headed?-..I dunno. But all I have to say is shes a good friend. ((Just..a little annoying- :[))
---------------------------------------
Ren was my son, ofc. I guess. But he's also a good person. I just don't understand why he dates so many people and just randomly have sex with them- ~^~ Idk if I'm wrong or not but its weird so. I still love Ren. Dearly
---------------------------------------
Chris. Everyone knows Chris. Yurei's "Father". I do not hate him I just do not like him. I do not like how he would seem like he's using me. i get he's Poly but still. And also it is my fault for liking him in the first place. But..He is a good person as well.
---------------------------------------
Luna. Lulu is a very kind person, she's also really sweet. But the thing is..we don't always hang out :< Kinda sucks but she's still my buddy.
----------------------------------------
Julian/Jupiter/ Harlow.
She is a very kind person! I like her a lot. I guess thats all- :>
---------------------------------------
Vee.
Vee is also a very kind person as well, Where not always together but yknow its fine.
-------------------------------------
~((More info of my buddys will be soon. :) ))~

ᐯ乇几ㄒ　ㄒ山ㄖ

We_Are_Buddys — 2022-10-13 18:23:45 UTC

Today was a very stressful day. I have so much to do. I have to babysit, do a project, homework, clean the house, take care of my dogs, deal with my mother and ect. It might not seem that bad but ig it is for me.

All I want is to at least chill but I cant because of my mother, I cant do anything about it because if I hit, yell or do anything that offends her she'll kick me out. I don't have another place to go so..I am not patient to wait in 4 more years just to get my own house. I'm not.

But thats life..I'm just really stressed today and tired. As usual. Y'know?

~ᵥₑₙₜ ₃~

We_Are_Buddys — 2022-10-26 14:34:00 UTC

So. This week..well the whole month has been off lately. I do not know why but I am constantly angry at someone. I know its prolly not me because everyone has a habit touching me and yelling in my ear.

I don't like being yelled at because my mother and every family member I know yelled at me for something I did I don't know about. All I do is be myself but I can now see that that's not enough.

I have been constantly angry at my teachers and everyone I am around because they always piss me off and sometimes I am not sure why I always mad.

But at least I am not mad at people I love most. But if they are mad at me. Thats fine..

...

I hope.

.𝓥𝓮𝓷𝓽 4.

We_Are_Buddys — 2022-11-12 22:59:28 UTC

I have been going through some stuff these past months.
================================
Let's start.

So. I have an IRL boyfriend. For some people reading this, you should be shocked as I am.
It is my first time dating someone I have liked/loved for a long time. But my mom doesn't like him which is the thing that's ticking me off. She always claims me doing drugs, smoking, drinking, and possibly having sex with him.
I see why she thinks that because I don't always talk to my mom anymore because I dislike her.
The point is, I am sad because I am never around my boyfriend. He doesn't even go to my school. I am always alone there. That's why I hate school.
My friends are not even in the same classes as I am.
I am growing to become sad because I feel alone and I'm losing people I love.
And my mom makes it worse for me.
All she does is complain about how bad I am at things and the only thing I have to say is "Sorry".
My mom thinks the worse for me. All I do is try to make myself happy but she makes it worse. All I want to do is spend time with people I love..And it's like I can't..ever.
It breaks my heart honestly. I have been going through this since I was born.
Just abandoned..Like my biological abandoned me.

What I'm saying..is I can't stand losing and not being around people I love and being hurt and being around people I do not like.

I miss being happy with those I most care about. But..It'll never happen again.

...

I suppose.