My fearless padlet by Roan Jackson2025

all about me

roanjackson2025 — 2024-03-07 15:45:33 UTC

it all started when I was 6 my mom and dad got divorced, I dont really remember stuff from when my parents were together but I heard some stories though, then my mom moved out and got a apartment and it was just me and her for a while till she started dating this new guy Justin and he's been a family friend for a while but I never really met him. Then came his kids, he had 3 plus his twin brother who also had 3 kids so that's basically the environment I grew up in we were poor it wasn't uncommon to hear someone was in jail, they tried to hide the fact of they were all doing drugs except my mom, she was the most clean out of any of them so I never really had a positive role model growing up. My dad was a drinker and was also poor so my and my 2 half sisters had to put up with him a lot and his weird antics and going to jail a few times, so growing up I never looked up to anyone I just did what was good for me and lived in the moment

before I was there

roanjackson2025 — 2024-03-07 15:53:51 UTC

before I was put into this world my mom was raised in Iowa deep in the corn fields until my grandma and grandpa got divorced they bounces around the Midwest. she grew up a normal childhood except she was always considered the bad kid because she got caught with everything she did even him her brother and sister were doing it to she always got caught. when she go out of highschool she go a job at Riverside inn where my aunt worked and that's where she met my dad and Justin and his whole family because they're family owned it.she said she had never done anything until she met my dad she smoked cigarettes and weed but she never had done any nose related things and or pills but when she go with my dad she did a lot of things then she went to collage to be a teacher so she only smoked cigarettes and weed again, then I was born.

suddenly I became

roanjackson2025 — 2024-04-16 14:54:05 UTC

I was born on June 29th 2007 in cox south I was a emergency C section because I rumbled and tumbled a little to hard and go my "below avarge" (it was massive) umbilical cord wrapped around my neck and when I came out I pissed all over my mothers liver that was chilling on a random table, first couple years of life weren't the best but it was a lot better than later on but I can remember me and my dad would play catch in the yard while my sisters would paint rocks with my mom. I had two older half sisters I remember me and Trinity(the younger of the 2) would torment the hell out of each other. one time when I had long hair she came up to me and got this toy monster truck and rolled it in my hair until it got stuck and we had to cut my hair and go bald... the clippers broke halfway through cutting it so we had to go somewhere to get it cut

school bells

roanjackson2025 — 2024-04-25 14:48:43 UTC

first day of kindergarten I was scared I didn't want to leave my parents but I knew I would make friends, I got on the bus and sat next to this kid named Zane he was a short blond kid with curly hair me and him were friends after that we would always race because we were the 2 fastest kids in kindergarten, I went to my teacher Ms.foxes class she was nice then I saw my worst enemy... claire Rutledge she was the devil and she still is... I've never liked her but elementary she was the worst. 5th grade I remember that's when I stopped caring about what the teachers say me and my 3-4 friends would go down to the field during recess and pick wild onions and throw them in a pile and when someone would come and tell us we cant do that we would grab a few onions and proceed to beat the shit out of them with the onions till one day there was a bee next to us and we waited for it to land on a flower and someone stomped on it and killed it,after that that was our new thing we would curb stomp bees thinking we were helping the world but we were in fact not helping at all. but that all stopped when we got stung to many times and the teachers blocked the field off

I grew up here

roanjackson2025 — 2024-04-25 15:07:39 UTC

HERE WE GO THIS IS THE "FUN" PART. I grew up for the first 5 years of my life in Ozark I lived at Riverside inn, there was a apartment on the end of the restaurant and my mom and dad worked at Riverside so it was to good to pass up,when I was 5 my parents divorced and my mom moved to nixa and my dad was still in Ozark,that didn't last long because my dad moved to the North side of Springfield like 6 months after the divorce so did my mom but with my step family now and we all lived there until my mom moved back to Ozark, but while I was in Springfield you better believe I got some interesting story's. I never had and neighborhood friends so it was always just me and my siblings, this one time this car with two big girls in it pulled into the drive way and all the adults went outside but after a bit we heard yelling and then my mom pulled in the drive way I look out the window uncle Cody is on the ground my step dad Justin was helping him up and my mom had a empty glass bottle in her hand and aunt Amanda was yelling at the car as the peeled out of our yard leaving deep tire marks in our yard that didn't go away till we moved

my fist gf

roanjackson2025 — 2024-04-25 15:16:57 UTC

my first gf was josie orellana we "dated" for 1 week back in 3rd grade. but my frist real gf was a girl named kayla base we dated for 14 months back in 8th grade. it was a good relationship up until the 10th month when we started arguing alot and alot and alot then one day she decided she was done and so did I so it was mutual and we never talked after that until her new bf called me saying she cheated then her next bf wanted to kill me then after that we had classes freshman year then she diapered 2 weeks into the year and i never saw her after that

i wish i could see....

roanjackson2025 — 2024-04-30 14:39:31 UTC

i wish i could see jaydon again, i see him like never anymore i consider my preteen/early teen years my childhood, he moved after 3 years of living next to each other and we had done some of the most craziest thing together he was a short fat black kid with a long Afro he was funny and loud we built so many forts around the neighborhood we also had a lot of illegal adventures but he had to move for a bit then he came back then i went on vacation for about a month then after that we just didn't see each other that often then he moved to republic and i didn't hear from him in about a year then we see each other about once a month now

best friends

roanjackson2025 — 2024-04-30 15:00:32 UTC

my best friends would have to be kaleb,caydon,kenz,lilly these 4 people were able to get me out of my shell and go out of the house and go have fun. last summer was when i started going out and doing things and i can say that was the best summer and i cant wait for this next coming one if im not in trouble with the law then i didn't have a fun time. One time we all snuck out and were driving around but everyone left their phone because we all had life 360 except me my mom didn't have the app so i was good but lilly left my phone number just in case her mom caught her and wouldnt call the cops but we were all driving around then i see lillys phone number calling me...need less to say we all were in big trouble

lets take a vacation

roanjackson2025 — 2024-04-30 15:13:36 UTC

the summer after freshman year i went to Thailand with my dad,step mom, little step brother and sister. my step family is from there so we went to visit their family even though i had no clue what anyone was saying it was still fun. we were there for the whole month of June we spent 10 days on grandmas farm we went to the lake right down the road and i saved my step cousin from drowning then he wouldnt leave my side for the rest of the trip after the farm we went to this resort house for 15 days then after that we stayed at my step aunts apartment for the rest of the time until we went to the airport we went and saw so many things the most notable is the biggest wood sculpture done by hand and its a giant wood building that been under construction for 45 years and is still going on

favorites

roanjackson2025 — 2024-04-30 15:22:41 UTC

i have alot of favorite things so heres some of them. My favorite color is orange because it makes me happy to look at, my favorite food is sushi my favorite, i really like hip hop my favorite artist is $B ($uicideBoy$) my favorite song by them "this just isnt empirically possible" but my favorite song of all time has to be V-Man by That Mexican OT my favorite movie has to be deadpool and my favorite family member is me