One thing I do remember was wandering around in the woods and meeting the caterpillar that sits on a mushroom. It was quite fun, I love how it can blow out rings of smoke. We talked about a lot of random stuff like “do you think you can eat the mushroom that you're sitting on?” One thing that I didn't like about the caterpillar was that it talked in a weird and confusing way. I could hardly understand what it was saying. It was still fun though since I can talk to it about anything and it wouldn’t judge. 

Wonderland has been my home for so long. I’m not sure if i like it there or I don't like it there, it is kind of just a place i am at all the time. Even if that is the case, I still have many many wonderful memories there. 

If you mean by a person I look up too, then it’s probably this girl I met not so long ago. I think her name was AliceAlice was really nice to everyone around her. I guess you can call her my role model. She’s also super careful and never breaks things like I always do. Alice is also great at solving problems and is also really adventurous. I really appreciate that about her.

If you mean superstars and celebrities, I don't have any, I don't even know who they really are. Even if I do know them, I probably won't choose any of them either because I appreciate people like Alice more. I hope I meet people like them more.

Sometimes, I can cry for the smallest reason. People who know me like a caterpillar know that my mood changes very quickly. I could be laughing so hard in one second and screaming the next second. One day, I was walking in the forest when I accidentally stepped on a tree branch and cracked it. I started bawling and screaming and crying. I don't even know why, the tree branch was already dead and it didn’t even matter if I stepped on it or not. 

Anyways, if you ask me how often do i cry, i would probably say not a lot but by now after you read this thing i wrote, you probably realized that was a lie. Just don’t say this to anyone ok? Just a secret between you and me.

Some tríate i think I have are lacking knowledge. It’s not in a dumb way, its just that i'm not sure how the world works, i guess you can call me naive. To be fair though, i'm still not that old, only 7 years old without adult to guide me is pretty rough. When you go into a 7 year old’s mind, everything is simple, you sleep when you want, eat when you want, you can do whatever you want and if you get into trouble, just make some dumb choices and let the others handle it. 

Something good about me though is that I'm really clever. Remember when i told you about how when i get into trouble, you just make some dumb choices and let the other handle it. Well I usually don't need an adult. Even though i'm naive and don’t know much, I'm still able to handle myself. I remember how I got stuck on a large spider web and couldn’t get out. I just screamed until someone founded me. See i am pretty clever. 

One of my many flaws is being so careless and forgetful. If you tell me to do something simple and trivial, I would probably forget it in the next second. I have come to realize that this might actually be a problem. One time, my friend told me to grab her paper fast. I said ok and ran to the place where we store those. But when i saw the other colorful and exciting things that were stored there, i had completely forgotten my friends request.

My goal is to probably not be so careless and forgetful. It’s really not a hard thing to accomplish but I can't seem to do it. Whenever I remember to remind myself, I can do it. But when I don't, I just keep on forgetting to remember, if that makes sense. But every problem has a answer right? I just hope mine come soon.