https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc en-us 2021-02-09 14:20:17 UTC 2021-02-17 11:51:10 UTC hello@padlet.com BrandonLeeSears https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182292161 Becky was born in Surrey, to her Mum (secondary school teacher) and her Dad (mechanic).]]> 2021-02-09 14:23:33 UTC https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182292161 BrandonLeeSears https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182408168 Year 5
Becky's Dad committed suicide with a tie that Becky had bought him for Christmas 8 months before.
Becky was aged 8.
Becky begins to stop talking to anyone. She becomes introverted and shy. She loses the friendships she had at school.]]> 2021-02-09 14:41:46 UTC https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182408168 BrandonLeeSears https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182481783 Amanda met Peter through a friend.]]> 2021-02-09 14:53:29 UTC https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182481783 BrandonLeeSears https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182484897 Becky and Amanda move to live in Walthamstow with Peter.
Becky is aged 8. 
The primary school she joins is the same one as Jason. 
She remains introverted and anxious, and prefers to keep herself to herself.]]> 2021-02-09 14:53:59 UTC https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182484897 BrandonLeeSears https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182503581 Amanda introduces Becky to Peter. Becky still refuses to speak. Amanda and Peter start dating.]]> 2021-02-09 14:56:56 UTC https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182503581 BrandonLeeSears https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182508039 Becky starts to talk again, but remains shy and doesn't have the confidence to talk to her friends around her. She is aged 7.]]> 2021-02-09 14:57:38 UTC https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182508039 BrandonLeeSears https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182589920 Becky starts back at school after the summer holidays. The teachers pick up on her introversion and she is given a support assistant who she talks to every week in school.]]> 2021-02-09 15:09:11 UTC https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182589920 BrandonLeeSears https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182785347 Becky moves up to secondary school, the same one that Amanda teaches at. 
Becky doesn't make an effort to make any real friends.
She begins to suffer with depression.
Year7.

]]> 2021-02-09 15:39:39 UTC https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182785347 BrandonLeeSears https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182888134 Becky's Mum gets pushed by Jason at school and she encourages her to talk to the headteacher about it. Year 10]]> 2021-02-09 15:55:39 UTC https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1182888134 BrandonLeeSears https://padlet.com/BrandonLeeSears/8f2mc8lrqvyzq9zc/wish/1207108337 Intentions-
To get the whole situation to resolve itself by getting Jason to go to Henderson:
By attemtping to connect with him
By trying to soften him and think of childhood- trying to arise empathy.
By making it seem simple to fix.
Offering support
trying to make him see how horrible his actions are.
By explaining the affects on her
By trying to connect with him about their shared experience. (shes never had someone who has experienced this too)
By confessing how she truly feels

 feel some relief 
of the frustration
trying to hurt him emotionally







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Becky Woodland
-14 Years old
-5"4, petite build, introverted body language and posture, taking up little space
-Quiet, keeps herself to herself normally, tempo is slow, measured. Night owl. Struggles with sleep.
- Inners: Anxious, a lot on the mind, feels alone, guilt for Fathers suicide, low self esteem
- Outers: Calm, Reserved, Academic(Caused by an anxiety of falling behind.)
-Picks the skin around her nails
- Likes doodling but hasn't recently had the enrgy for it. Used to do lots of reading, but not anymore
- Dislikes Christmas, loud people, arrogance
-Fears: Losing her Mum, having no control in her life, having no plan for the future
-Passions: None, she feels as though she's floating through life with no direction.
- Identities: 

What do I want in this scene?
I want to feel some relief from the frustration I feel from the misjustice my Mum is facing.
I fist do this by trying to convince Jason to confess, by trying to establish a connection with him.
I then want to feel some relief by trying to feel less alone, by talking about my Dad to Jason.
I then want to feel some relief by punishing Jason, by testing him and talking about his mum.
This then changes into wanting to be hurt by Jason out of frustration at the whole situation. I want to feel like I have power
and can control something thats going on in my life, because I feel I have no control over anything.

When does the scene take place?
The scene takes place on a Tuesday mid November 2011, so its dark and the weather is gloomy. Dark vibes.
Whats just happened- I had a falling out with my Mum this morning before school, I didnt want to go to school so I was sat there 
putting it off, I talked to Peter about my Dad and then Mum told me she was suspended from school. She then had a go at me and called me a selfish cow.
I was told that a social worker is coming to see if my mum hits me, fear that it may happen and be completely alone. She then revealed that 
Jasons mum killed herself in year 4, similar to my situation. I realise we have that shared experience. The night before, I was going to self harm 
but my Mum found me and we connected.

Where does the scene take place?
In a stairwell area of the school, in between outside and inside, so we are out of the wind its just a bit chilled. Our school is in Walhamtsow in London.

Why do I do the things I do now?
The sitaution has just got worse and worse and no one has listened to my suggestions as to what to do. I have had enough of having no control of influence 
so I have taken things into my own hands. Finding out that Jason and I have a connection from our shared experience in our pasts makes me believe that 
I will be able to connect with him and get him to confess. The frustration I have felt at myself, my mum, the whole sitation has got too much. I am
now fearful for what the future may hold because I may not be able to be with my mum, which I am terrified of.

How do I try to achieve my intentions (to feel relief)?
-By attemtping to connect with him
-By trying to soften him and think of childhood- trying to arise empathy.
-By making it seem simple to fix.
-Offering support/ putting him on the spot
-trying to make him see how horrible his actions are, telling him how serious it is
-By explaining the affects on her
-By trying to connect with him about their shared experience. (shes never had someone who has experienced this too)
-By confessing how she truly feels to arise empathy
-By punishing him by talking about his mum
-By trying to anger him to get him to hurt her

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