Out of the Darkness NC Experience HOPE and Memory Wall by

Out of the Darkness NC Experience HOPE and Memory Wall by https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny We have created a virtual HOPE wall where you may post messages of HOPE and LOVE to inspire those who have been affected by suicide. Because we are not gathering in person, we created a virtual space to share messages of hope and love and share our Out of the Darkness Experience activities. Anyone can post to these walls, share stories or just take a look. These virtual walls will stay up until the end of the year, so make sure to check back! We will have to approve every single post to make sure all images and texts are safe, therefore it might take a few hours to show on the wall. Thank you for understanding! en-us 2020-10-20 16:15:00 UTC 2025-10-02 16:44:26 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet-uploads.storage.googleapis.com/800082386/f6c9b14b88291bead3cebd0ed94e9f0c/Out_of_the_Darkness.png Thank you to all our amazing Out of the Darkness walkers for joining us for the 2020 Out of the Darkness NC Experience! northcarolina https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/845566407 2020-10-20 16:19:34 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/845566407 bmwrhodes https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/845611900 Happy memory from our TRIAD WALK leaders in 2019. Wish we could gather this year, but we will be safe and be together virtually on Nov. 7. Virtual hugs and love to the TRIAD LEADERS!]]> 2020-10-20 16:28:44 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/845611900 Fun at Walks danamcea https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/852293910 That time there was a baby kangaroo at the TriCounty (now InnerBanks) Walk!]]> 2020-10-22 13:16:06 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/852293910 Walking in Charlotte & the Inner Banks walk in memory of these 4 amazing men! ~Amanda https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/853547934 2020-10-22 17:38:11 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/853547934 While the walks are always a time of honoring & remembering our loved ones, they are also a time to come together with friends and feel the connection & understanding of the AFSP family (including so many not pictured). https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/853579948 2020-10-22 17:44:27 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/853579948 https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/857388285 2020-10-23 21:32:04 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/857388285 The Mission Continues https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/863944891 As I reflect on memories from last year's walk I want to encourage all of our fellow advocates, survivors, volunteers and extended family to continue to push forward in this life changing mission and know that you all are making a tremendous positive impact on this world.
#NCExperience
#BeTheVoice
#OutoftheDarkness ]]> 2020-10-27 00:13:19 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/863944891 I’m walking for Blake https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/865766247 I’ve had a poster of Blake Brockington, my foster son, on the memory wall every year since his death in March of 2015. Thank you, Out of the Darkness team, for making space for a virtual wall. ]]> 2020-10-27 14:06:24 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/865766247 Walking for Jerimiah https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/880762620 On 23 April 2014, we lost my brother Jerimiah by way of suicide. Every year since then my husband and my 4 kids, along with any of our family that comes to town, walks to remember him and to raise awareness. We pray that by bringing the community together every year, we can save at least 1 life, help someone to find hope and bring peace to those families who've lost someone they love so dearly. ]]> 2020-11-02 01:08:35 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/880762620 I'm walking for Luke bmwrhodes https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/891994433 It's been over 17 years now since you left our earth-bound family. I know from your "visits" that you are at peace now and surfing the clouds daily.
Not a day goes by that I don't have a Luke Moment. I thank God for those moments, even when it hurts. Your Momma Dukes misses you so, so much, sweet boy.
Until we meet again, please know that I've done all I can to help YOU live longer and larger. I hope you are proud of me. I was always and will always be so very proud of the amazing Man of God you were here on Earth and know that you are happy and hanging out with Jesus, no doubt keeping him in stiches with your humor and wit.
I love you, son.
forever,
Momma Dukes
(AKA Betsy Rhodes)]]> 2020-11-04 21:47:30 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/891994433 What I Wish https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/892088950 This quote says so much about what I wish I could say to those I have personally lost to suicide as well as to all of those who have struggled. We can lose sight of our own light but others can still see it. It IS still there. If you can't see the light, please keep looking.]]> 2020-11-04 22:32:39 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/892088950 https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/892673995 2020-11-05 04:20:08 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/892673995 https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/893779866 In memory of my cousin Oscar. You’re the reason we have gotten so involved and why we will continue to fight for this amazing cause. Together we can do more. Keep the faith, stay strong , you’re not alone, stay hopeful. God bless.]]> 2020-11-05 13:04:52 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/893779866 Lawrence https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/893801555 I am walking for my nephew! He was a father of two and a wonderful husband to his wife! He never showed any signs nor did he say anything about ending his life. He just did it on August 13, 2019. Please tell your family that you love as much as you can and please hug people you care about harder. You never know what is going on in their lives. ]]> 2020-11-05 13:12:15 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/893801555 Walking for Dillon https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/893984246 I am walking for my 18-year-old son Dillon. I miss him everyday. ]]> 2020-11-05 14:01:53 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/893984246 Hope message https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/894908784 I have had a couple of my friends struggle with thoughts of suicide, my cousin, my aunt, and even myself at one point. I know it's heartbreaking to lose someone you know and love due to a feeling of them not being loved when in reality, they were and still are loved. Go out and spread as much love as you can because you never know what a person is going through or has been through, you never know their mindset, but know that each and every human being is loved by someone. Never. Ever. doubt your worth. These thoughts of suicide, it's just the devil trying to get into our heads and take over because he knows that we are worth more than we think, we CANNOT let him win! We have to fight together and pray. Never lose hope. I want to take the stand. I want to save at least one life. Let's be the light in this darkness and honor and celebrate any of those who were lost on the way.

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2020-11-06 14:06:03 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/897571051 northcarolina https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/897581294 2020-11-06 14:08:48 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/897581294 northcarolina https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/897586296 2020-11-06 14:10:04 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/897586296 We All Have Hope https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/897904524 We lost our youngest son, Colton Ayscue, in 2011 at the age of 21. The pain and loss is a daily struggle but we have to do all we can to stop this from happening. We are “Colton’s Crew” and we have walked every year in hope of raising funds to help others and to stop suicide. We also walk to keep his memory alive! AFSP has many ways to help others-just reach out!!!! You are not alone!!!!!]]> 2020-11-06 15:28:02 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/897904524 I walk for Jeanie https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/898816333 2020-11-06 19:04:34 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/898816333 https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/899050266 I lost my boyfriend to suicide 2 years ago. So I walk to raise awareness and let people know that they aren’t alone. When everyone comes together you can just feel the hope there. ❤️]]> 2020-11-06 20:14:42 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/899050266 https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/899094363 In Loving Honor and Memory of our Beautiful Granddaughter Kayla R.D.Evans.Miss you much!! I think of you daily and know we'll see you soon ♡♡♡♡]]> 2020-11-06 20:31:28 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/899094363 Team Shawn is walking and remembering https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/899550082 Thank you for the opportunity to reflect and remember those lost to suicide. This has been a struggle for me. I used to have very negative thoughts about suicide and those that would consider it an option. Even after losing my Uncle, I held on to those beliefs and ideas. It has been a long journey for me to get where I am to have a better understanding of what brings a person to consider such drastic measures. I now walk and plan to continue to walk to raise awareness and bring hope to individuals struggling on either side of the fence, those considering it, and those that are struggling because they have lost someone.

Why ever you are here looking at this page, there is hope, you are not alone.]]> 2020-11-07 02:00:09 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/899550082 https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/899633774 In loving memory of Fran...In support of all those who fight the battles...In support for all those who are left behind...Fight on...This world needs you❤️

]]> 2020-11-07 03:52:29 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/899633774 IN MEMORY OF TOMMY https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/899670183 I participate in the Out of the Darkness Walk each year to honor my son, Tommy, who died by suicide on March 24, 2017, at age 37. Grief is a complicated companion, and raising funds for the lifesaving work of the AFSP helps me find some meaning in this wilderness of sorrow. My efforts every year are in memory of Tommy's love, life, and light, and to give thanks that he continues to illuminate my life and to guide me to love as he did and as he continues to do.

]]> 2020-11-07 04:53:30 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/899670183 Blue Ridge Pride in Asheville https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/899947065 2020-11-07 12:36:13 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/899947065 SURVIVOR DAY EVENTS IN NORTH CAROLINA https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/899963585 International Survivors of Suicide Loss Day is an event in which survivors of suicide loss come together to find connection, understanding, and hope through their shared experience. This year, International Survivors of Suicide Loss Day is Saturday, November 21, 2020.

Most events will be virtual.

Go to AFSP NC to register.

https://isosld.afsp.org/charlotte-southern-piedmont/

https://isosld.afsp.org/greenville-north-carolina/

https://isosld.afsp.org/high-point-north-carolina/

https://isosld.afsp.org/hickory-north-carolina/

https://isosld.afsp.org/jacksonville-north-carolina/

https://isosld.afsp.org/north-carolina/

https://isosld.afsp.org/winston-salem-nc/

]]> 2020-11-07 12:59:20 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/899963585 ❤️Cassie❤️ https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/899980863 Love you eternally sister.]]> 2020-11-07 13:21:34 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/899980863 rosey2519 https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900049125 I loving memory of my son Ryan, you are missed every day . We love you , I walk every year for you and others we have lost to suicide .

]]> 2020-11-07 14:38:55 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900049125 For daddy!!! https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900096303 2020-11-07 15:23:16 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900096303 Law Enforcement https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900105610 My friend Winston was an amazing police officer who sadly took his own life. ]]> 2020-11-07 15:31:28 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900105610 Lawrence Caddell 1982-2019 https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900121387
I walk in loving memory of my husband of nearly 14 years. There is not a day that goes by that we do not feel your absence. You are so tremendously loved by your children, wife, family, and friends. The hurt is unbearable and still so shocking after more than a year. We love you. ]]> 2020-11-07 15:45:21 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900121387 I shine my light for Lance https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900139099 I participate in Out of the Darkness each year in loving memory of my special son Lance who left the earth in December 2016. I miss you sweet sweet son so desperately and I continue to do all I can to keep you alive for all to have a touch of Lance in their lives. I miss you from the bottom of my heart Lancey Poo until we meet again on the other side of the stars.

]]> 2020-11-07 16:00:39 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900139099 https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900187875 In Loving Memory of my sweet baby girl, Kayla Riley Dawn Evans May 1, 2004-June 10, 2017- Forever 13 Mama Loves and Misses You So Much! ]]> 2020-11-07 16:42:09 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900187875 In memory of David Rose https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900204798 Died by suicide on May 18, 2013 😞 ]]> 2020-11-07 16:55:14 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900204798 https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900222908 In memory of Shannon. I miss you, girlfriend. ]]> 2020-11-07 17:09:37 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900222908 https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900301864 I walk in memory of Quincey, Candice, and Parker. I walk for those who are struggling. I walk to bring awareness to suicide and mental health.]]> 2020-11-07 18:17:22 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900301864 In memory of my dad, Quincey Dwight Green. Passed away October 16, 1992. https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900329899 2020-11-07 18:41:47 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900329899 https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900364439 I memory of my wife Dorine...July 26th 2018, and myself overcoming an attempt. See you on the other side angel! There is hope. Transparency with support is key. Prayers and thoughts to everyone going down this journey. We all can overcome and give back. Much love! ]]> 2020-11-07 19:14:15 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900364439 https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900546158 2020-11-07 22:28:09 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900546158 In memory of my brother, Patrick who lost his life 2/14/2020. Always missed forever loved! https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900715257 2020-11-08 02:56:40 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/900715257 For my son, Nick https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/901967343 2/10/1996 - 4/3/2014 💙]]> 2020-11-08 18:27:51 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/901967343 https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/902168034 In loving memory of my brother John. ]]> 2020-11-08 21:02:21 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/902168034 Breelyn Jeanai Holloman https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/914706633 My baby girl. You're forever missed and forever loved. Your heart will forever speak #BreelynsHeartSpeaks]]> 2020-11-12 00:48:40 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/914706633 ❤️MoM❤️ 12/18/60-10/11/2019 https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/918835661 2020-11-12 23:40:21 UTC https://padlet.com/northcarolina/828lnqc8i6eu5nny/wish/918835661