Anyway, to be honest, I don't think we've been too close in the past? Like I know you  were always closest with Pika. Only after Winkers did I feel like our friendship really bloomed. (I don't know, is it just me? Oops xD) I think it may be because during Secret Santa, I caused u to have a misunderstandig and a breakdown, and I was so scared and sorry. So I couldn't bring myself to try and get close because I'm scared my actions may unintentionally hurt u, especially when I'm in dictator mode. But I remember I ended up giving u a "talk" again after that, because as much as I was guilty, I also don't like seeing u feeling that way. And assuming that is the chat that i screenshotted, I'm touched. :')

I'm really happy we got closer in Winkers. I feel like u appear more often to chat as well, and it makes me happy too~ Especially since we're both in the mmmmmmm ;) squad. Hahahhahaha (keep the long tongue sticker to urself) And I do appreciate that u opened up about ur past, or whatever it is u wanna rant about. Cause as u open up more, I take it that u reaally really trust us. So thank u for the trust <3

Also, I am veeery veeery proud of your youtube achievement and with meeting Bohyung. Honestly, if it were any other person, I think I may have envied it and wished it were me. But you, there is this strange sense of pride. Like.. yupppp that's MY friend right there with 101k views B) Yupppp, my friend who translated for Spica member and has an idol's contact. Maybe it's more of a, since I can't get to that point, I am glad someone dear to me could. I will always support u! And remember my Likey parody if anyone ever leaves a hate comment. Even if it's those that question ur religion, I guess it's mainly because they don't know and are curious rather than trying to attack you. So don't let it offend u, consider it a good opportunity to spread ur faith.

You will succeed in the things u do. Just calm down, calm down, and stay loyal. Jongdae is watching, and I am too xD

An anonymous but extremely loyal Jidae shipper =_=

Man yesss that what describe my life as well, so definitely I understand your struggles. I'll share you my secret to fight it, sleep. It helps XD, Whenever problems hits you, don't be bitter, sleep, it helps! (Yeah i know running away from it, not solving but.... at least you're not always haunted) after all in this life we are given, we have no other choices than keeping up with it, When life throw you lemon, eat it and get immune ;)

OH! also its okay to wink at another guy when you're with your boyfriend, just as long as you hands off myungsoo /judging/ You can see, but not touch /eyes on you, giving you two fingers -sign of watching-/ 
hahahha XD /referring latest update of cress/ 

and also you're unnie taste chingu which I don't feel it from lyn and melody, they're grandma taste kids HAHAAHAHAH (I hope none of them reading). You open up so much to us, makes me feels like a real family minus we never meet, so I DOOO LOOK FORWARD MEETING YOU <3 and I wish my wishes is granted, god if you see this, read this, helps to changes my mom mindset and also while you're on it please make her less sensitive. 

I love you now and foreverr, I wish we all stayyy friends forever until we're all rest in peace <33 This is jongdae shippers, Hwaiting to fight the life! Let's fight together and beat them!! 

And alsooo, as a preach I give to everyone elsee, be strong facing the haters, you're awesome and they're not, keep that I mind. Even I can be this cool, so do you! Welp, you're cooler than me obviously :*

NUMBER ONE: stay loyal, just as you are right now. I always complain when you’re fangirling about my bias, but hey, I’m just kidding ;) all the men belong to you in the end amiright? ;)))) get that harem goin gurllll xDDDD poor jongdae poster I feel so bad for him, always falling off your wall… honestly I find that so amusing ahahahhaa it’s so funny lololoL BUT OMG-

OK YOU MET JONGDAE. YOUR HUSBAND. You have no idea how happy I was for you >.< I didn’t even go but as soon as you told us you were getting on the flight to go, I felt so genuinely happy because o m g the jidae ship was coming true :’) It made me so happy! And because regardless of the shit that went down because of that asshole of a girl that hoed you while trying to get tickets, nothing could’ve separated you from jongdae! It was meant to be~

Mmmmmmmm..what else is there to say? I remember the first time I was in a voice call with all of you guys during Psych, everyone was just saying mmmmm everywhere and I was lost and confused. Now I’ve grown to appreciate and embrace the mmmmmmm ;) ALSO OH M Y GOD IDK I JUST FELL IN LOVE WITH YOUR BYE BABE DUET COVER. LIKE. your voice matches perfectly with jongdaes. Like im not just saying this because jidae is a ship, but like legitimately, hearing your voices side by side is like hearing honey and milk tea mixed together~ ahhhh <3 (sorry i really have weird comparisons... maybe I’m just rlly craving milk tea HAHAHAHA) 

But more serious note; You just wrote your resignation letter, right? Work seems to have been really taking a toll on you jihye :( Health is the most important thing, and if work is making your mental health worse, there must be a way to look for an alternative. I’m glad you took the step to resigning, because honestly being in such a hostile work environment is not good for anyone. I wish you the best on trying to get a good new job and to be successful in your future workplace. I really do hope you will find a better boss as well. All the best, Jihye!

Love love love,

Potato gurl <3