https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3 bit.do/1ex1teacher en-us 2018-07-03 11:56:36 UTC 2018-07-25 01:04:36 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099150 i did not do well for my exams.i do not know what to do. my dreams had been broken when i received my paper from my teacher.i failed my exam badly as i saw the red mark stating i have gotten F9.i wanted to buy a house for my mother and my siblings and now i lost my dreams.Now i do not feel that i want to live as if i did i would be in more tragity and i do not want to see my father beating my mother .i could kill my father but i am no monster like him.Sadly i have to go away........bye mother.......bye my beloved siblings............bye..........:(]]> 2018-07-13 00:38:20 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099150 liau_wei_tong_isaac https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099157 A curtain of rain beats from the heavens,the bad new struck like hammer blows, i got a F9 for my EL ,now i cant go no where .My dream job have been gone .My face was a picture of desolation when i saw my grades,I could feel my throat constricting and closing.I dragged my feet all the way home.on my way i realize that i was a burden to the family.My plan all failed.It felt like my heart have been ripped our from my body.I have failed my family and this is the end.The only way to get out of this is to KMS. I hope my Mother and siblings are not sad.This will be my last words before i die.I have been tired of my father and my life.My life has been a lie,I HATE ENGLISHGood bye cruel world.( she committed suicide on top of a hdb block she jumped of the edge of the hdb block.)]]> 2018-07-13 00:38:26 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099157 https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099169 "Geok Peng, here is your essay." "What" "I" thought in my mind."How can cher no know what I mean and instead, mark it and how is it a F9?I tried my best to tell cher about and all I have is a F9?A F9?"But I decided to go back home and wait for the next essay and give it a try.I opened my's home door only to see my drunk father walking in with all the compos that i did."You little brat!"Do u think im stupid enough to not know what you are doing!As he throw the compo on the floor."I agreed to your mother and this is the piece of bullshit* you give me?!"MY father then took a broom and starting punching,slapping and hit me with the broom for a excruciating 1 hour.After that I started to realise that n one can no longer help me as my father have found out what i have done.I felt trapped,depressed as my hope to be a nurse now seem gone.
I went to the 11th floor of the building and started to think what will happen if i do it."No more,nothing can save me any more as i jumped from the 11th floor.MY life started flashing quickly to a time when me and my sister playing together."Bye world, bye mom,bye sis,hope that you can forgive me for i am doing."...

]]> 2018-07-13 00:38:36 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099169 https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099175 I could not study because my father continued caning me even if]]> 2018-07-13 00:38:42 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099175 https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099202 My  father was toturing me when i  go to the house and I felt depressed as  i got a F9 in my english and i felt like my life was pointless and how can i help my mom and my sister and if i also cant achive my ambition to me a nurse and help my family i am just gonna die.]]> 2018-07-13 00:39:16 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099202 https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099266 After getting the F9, I was sobbing with tears. Not being able to face my family. Not being able to help them escape from misery of getting abused. I felt like a failure to them. I dont blame my teacher but i certainly do blame my father. If only he didnt abuse me and i can concentrate on my studies. I also blame myself of not being able to gain courage and tell people around me that i am going through a really a hard time. Not being able to go home and get abused again. I promised i would stop all this abuse once and for all. However, my mom would be burden over the passing of me. I know i am selfish doing this but i really cant live with this anymore. Not being able to have communicate to other people certainly i am sure that when i am gone that would be people laughing about this. I took the final step going to the rooftop. Said "im sorry" and went to take my own life]]> 2018-07-13 00:40:17 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099266 https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099269 I am very tired of my dreams  being shattered by my father and English teacher. I am scared I will not become a nurse and escape from my father's beatings. my teacher cannot hear my cries for help and he only cares about my O level exam. My hard work is not good enough and i cannot become nurse. The F9 is the death of me. i do not want to be  a nurse anymore, I want to jump down the building and die. A nurse? Forget about it. Goodbye I am now in a better place.]]> 2018-07-13 00:40:21 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099269 kok_qing_ping https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099274 "After getting a F9 , my life have no meaning as I is taking the exam soon and  my ambition is being a nurse. But now, I just cannot be now as I fail english and also get beaten up and I am raped by him. I just cannot take it any more. And my teacher is not helping me as well.Good bye to my mother and sister and brother. I cannot help you guys any more . GOODBYE" This is what she write before she die and she put this letter under her school bag where she jump down . ]]> 2018-07-13 00:40:26 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099274 https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099284 All of my plans cant be achieved anymore,I know i will be beaten up badly if my father saw my grades.I feel useless now as i cant help my mother and siblings anymore.]]> 2018-07-13 00:40:35 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099284 https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099287 I am so sad. I try my best but still failed. And now that no one wants to help me, i feel like i want to end my life right now because it is all my fault and there is nothing i could do. I wish i could tell my mother and brother and sister that i love them. I hope that they will be happy after i committed suicide. ]]> 2018-07-13 00:40:37 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099287 chew_kim_yee_avril https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099292 After receiving my compos back, I realized that I'm just a disgrace to my family, my class, my teachers and... my life... I scuffed back home hoping my father wouldn't beat me up after all the F9 I've got. I quietly put my bag down and saw my father coming back home, drunk. He started beating my mother up even though she didn't do anything. I gather up all my courage and shouted" Stop beating Ma up! Or I will kill myself!" " HA! As if you have the courage to, you stupid girl !" My father snapped. I lurched out of the door, waited for the lift to come, pushed the button of the last level of the block. I climbed on the edge of the block.." Bye Ma, bye Di, bye Mei, I'm sorry......." and waited for my death..........]]> 2018-07-13 00:40:39 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099292 https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099308 An F9? Is this seriously what I get for working so hard to achieve  my goals? If I can't do well in school, means I cannot help my family. Then i have to live with my heartless father. Then I useless la. What am I actually living for. But if I commit suicide, what will happen to my mom and siblings. Will they be able to live without me? I think my siblings will be able to do better than me. So they dn't need me]]> 2018-07-13 00:40:52 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099308 https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099345 As I am a waste to the society and l am obviously a burden for everyone l  must not disturb anyone anymore as I am going to end my life


]]> 2018-07-13 00:41:32 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099345 https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099347 Life isn't fair. I was saddened after receiving my horrendous results. I felt that I am really a disgrace to my family, I let my mum down, my dad down, the whole family heartbrokened. I had soaring expectations for myself to benefit my family and all of that, shattered into pieces. I had lost every single hope I had. My father will beat me bringing back the results. I give up.]]> 2018-07-13 00:41:33 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099347 lim_hon_lin_gavin https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099357 My name is Ton ahGeok Poeng.
 A nurse? More like a cleaner. I can't believe it! I failed again?! Another F9! That's it! I hate this kind of pathetic, life. 
Bye, my dearest Mama.....
Bye, my dearest siblings....
I'll see, you all, in a better place.
I lick you, my Mama and my siblings.]]> 2018-07-13 00:41:41 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099357 https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099358 F9?Where i can go with the grade?My dreams are crash.I put my all into it yet no one noticed.No one cared. My father,he the one. He ask to sell cake.How to get clever like that? All my efforts goes to waste.There is no use of living. What is life? no purpose in life. I cannot make mother happy.Might as well die. Am i a ghost? invisibel? It time to say bye.I love you Mom and siblings. I take care of you when i up there after i dead. Good bye. I sorry for be a big burden. Sorry for be born. bye.]]> 2018-07-13 00:41:42 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099358 https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099388 I fail my exams ,I canned achieve my dreams and now I have no idea what to do now,I cannot evan free my family from my father.Goodbye cruel wold.........]]> 2018-07-13 00:42:17 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099388 lee_tian_eng https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099389 Why must i be born in to this world,mother has always been protecting me from my father since young . I hate this world ,i want to die. dream,should i even have dream,failure like me should not even live.my teacher destroy my dream , my plan and my life! now i can not save my mother and sibing.
my father the wost people i know he betrayal my mother and has a another woman behide my mother and is my teacher. i hate them. i can not trust not one but her.i jump , down to end this hell,maybe next time when i reborn i will kill them all]]> 2018-07-13 00:42:17 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099389 shaavinrao_sandran https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099400 After knowing that my dreams will never come true and i am a dissapointment to my family.i decided to end my life.if i am still alive my family need to spent more money so if i am dead they will worry less about money. To my teacher " i tried to ask for help but you did not ask me what is happening" I think of killing myself ever since my "dad" started caneing my mom. I am sorry to let you down.]]> 2018-07-13 00:42:26 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099400 https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099444 I scored F9 and failed my exams again,i cannot build a home for my mother and my siblings.Why no one understand me. I am not fit for anything i am not able to save my mother and sibling from my dad.I spoilt their hope on me. I wish my teacher could have understood my situation and helped me.I am stressed and depressed.I cannot face anymore problems. Is it right if I end my life now? but i  have no other choice rather than doing that.But i am very sorry to disappoint you mom.I know if i die you will feel very hurted.Eventhough i realise all these i am not going to live my life anymore. I cannot face anymore problems.This is my last compo ,its not just a compo it my heart my feeling.Bye mom,bye world]]> 2018-07-13 00:43:12 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099444 ng_keng_chuang https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099477 Why is me fail? Me did so well, yet I is failed terribadly. Me want to die. Let it go..... I suck so many. When I try so hard but I don't succeed. What will happen to my famiry? They will sulfer. My father is going to keel them! It's okey, I will let them die, so they will leave wif me forvever! Bye bye Singapore, I am who I want to be, Dora the explorar!!!  (And then she committed suicide)(Orange justice)]]> 2018-07-13 00:43:34 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099477 https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099482 My dreams are shattered no that i have failed my exam.F9,SERIOUSLY!!!Now my mother and siblings will suffer from my drunk father.How this happen to ME.I have have let them down because i could not pass.No house,no money,what to do!!?!
I have no choice but to leave this cruel world.]]> 2018-07-13 00:43:42 UTC https://padlet.com/MsStella/7zrjyswrgpn3/wish/270099482