Find your treasure! by R

Starting statement.

perfectmsdn — 2025-05-22 11:56:59 UTC

Hi pacarku 👋🏻 happy 9th mensiversary ♡ Ngga kerasa udah 9 bulan sejak kita mulai semuanya. Kadang aku mikir, gimana bisa waktu jalan secepet ini, tapi ternyata emang banyak hal yang kita lewatin bareng dari hal-hal kecil yang mungkin orang lain anggap biasa, sampai momen-momen yang cuma kita yang ngerti rasanya. 9 bulan bukan waktu yang sebentar, tapi juga bukan waktu yang panjang, tapi cukup buat bikin aku sadar satu hal: I feel really lucky to have you.

I just want to say thank you. Thank you for staying, for being kind, for being patient with me. Kadang aku banyak diem, kadang juga susah jelasin apa yang aku rasain, tapi kamu selalu ngerti tanpa harus maksa. That means a lot. I love how you make things feel safe. We’ve been through ups and downs, but I’m happy we’re still here. Still growing, still choosing each other, every single day. I’m not perfect, and I know I still have a lot to learn. Tapi satu hal yang pasti, aku nggak pernah nyesel udah kenal dan jalanin ini semua bareng kamu.

About my gf.

perfectmsdn — 2025-05-22 13:27:03 UTC

“Who is Cahya?” She's a gentle soul who always knows how to make things feel a little softer, even on the hardest of days. She's the kind of person who sends thoughtful messages without being asked, who speaks with a warmth and care that lingers even through a screen. She was the kind of girl who not only loved with words, but also with her presence-constant, gentle, and sincere. Whenever I think of her, I think of kindness wrapped in patience, someone who is not afraid to love deeply, and who does so with grace.

And that's why I love you, Cahya. Because you make love feel easy, not in a lazy way, but in a way that feels safe and right. I love the way you remind me to not always be perfect, to rest, and to believe in myself when I forget how. You have a quiet strength that humbles me, and a gentleness that heals. Just a small reminder to you, my favorite person: You are enough, just the way you are. Don't let the world push you around or dim the light you carry. I see you, I'm proud of you, and I'm always here.

Love you in every way.

perfectmsdn — 2025-05-22 13:40:35 UTC

I love you in ways I never thought I could love someone. Not just the obvious things-like when you scold me for my inarticulate actions or when you send random, thoughtful messages that somehow make my day better. But also in quiet, unspoken ways. Like when you're tired and don't have much to say, but you still try to be present. Or when you doubt yourself, and I just want to hug you and remind you that you're doing better than you think. I love all of it. Every version of you. Even the parts that you think are messy or hard to love.

Being with you has taught me that true love is not always about happiness, but also about learning to be better than before. True love is stable, consistent, and sometimes found in the smallest things. Like when you say my name adorably, the way you listen even when I babble, or the gentleness of your words when you're being kind. with an l You have a quiet strength that makes people feel safe around you-and I feel lucky to be someone who gets to see it up close.

Meeting you didn't just change my day, it changed something in me. It made me realize what it's like to be seen-completely, without even trying. You've become a kind of home to me, a place I want to return to, no matter how chaotic things are out there. And actually, loving you feels natural. It doesn't feel forced, it doesn't feel like work, it just feels right. Like something that was meant to be.

So if life gets too hard or heavy, I hope you remember this: You are loved deeply, secretly, completely. Not just because of what you do, but also because of who you are. I'm proud of you - how you carry yourself, how you love, how you keep going even when it's hard. I don't need anything perfect. I just need you. And I will continue to choose you, in every way I can.