Things you didn't know. by 🤍𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕖𝕟 𝕠𝕗 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖🖤

Things you didn't know. by 🤍𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕖𝕟 𝕠𝕗 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖🖤 https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies This a more in depth version of living with DID and what the life of an alter is like. en-us 2021-04-29 21:39:44 UTC 2024-10-13 10:33:13 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.net/icons/png/1f48e.png Nova being nova Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1476048675 2021-04-29 22:07:30 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1476048675 Camila 💄~ Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1476075117 2021-04-29 22:21:52 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1476075117 Alaska!! ❄️ Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1476102560 2021-04-29 22:36:57 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1476102560 A thing I made Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478361033 2021-04-30 14:24:31 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478361033 I made two! Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478366544 2021-04-30 14:25:35 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478366544 Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478369539 2021-04-30 14:26:08 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478369539 I had fun with this :) Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478372319 2021-04-30 14:26:42 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478372319 Finally did mine! Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478428324 2021-04-30 14:37:49 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478428324 A song that discribes me Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478658196 2021-04-30 15:23:56 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478658196 Many songs can describe me but I'm going to post two Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478668434 2021-04-30 15:25:56 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478668434 Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478671987 2021-04-30 15:26:41 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478671987 💗 Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478677333 2021-04-30 15:27:45 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1478677333 This is what I look like In the headspace. This is also how I want people to see me Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1479558612 2021-04-30 18:37:33 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1479558612 Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1479561580 2021-04-30 18:38:17 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1479561580 Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1479563144 2021-04-30 18:38:41 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1479563144 Cindy won't really be here so this is how she looks Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1479565540 2021-04-30 18:39:16 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1479565540 Are family Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1479987028 So I kinda already said this in my recording. But we do all say we are sisters but as you can see we don't have the same last names or race. Alaska basically adopted rose. So rose with call Alaska mom or sister. Owen just kinda drifts around but I consider him my son because the gays will take over at some point. But that's mostly it we say we are sisters for the sake of it. But there's deeper roots ]]> 2021-04-30 20:59:38 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1479987028 How I know the difference between fakeing D.ID (coming form an alter who knows what Its like) Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1480008415 1. Not being diagnosed. Okay so I know not everyone has the money to go see 5 different psychiatrist to tell you about the people in your head. BUT let me remind you that most people who have D.ID don't know they have it UNTIL an alter talks to them. For example I've been around for a while but I didn't start taking to Isla until rose showed up. It's all about communication. I am my own person so I chose not to talk to her. So when I finally steped forward Isla told her therapist which later told her psychiatrist with led to a really long rabbit hole.

2. Every alter getting along and always listing. Look, I know that some systems can have a good schedule but there is no way that every single altar gets together all the time!! clearly no way possible because they are all their own person so they're all going to have their own opinions on stuff.

3. Same systems. Okay as I said before my system is unique everyone who has dissociating disorders system will be unique no system is the same because no trauma is the same. and when I introduce myself and I took about my system and other people come in like oh my gosh it's just like my system no it isn't. there is no way you can have exactly as many alters is exactly as many personalities as my system because you have not dealt with my trauma.

4. The trauma. Okay look an altar cannot form without traumatic experiences I've met people who be like "oh I don't have trauma. no that's not how it works if you have ulcers you have trauma.

5. The missing alter. Okay let me explain this once an alter can vaguely step out of the picture for a while but you never ever lose an altar there are no past altars there are no altars that died an altar can just step out of the picture for a while.just like Alaska and Owen did all they did was take a step back but an altar can never fully leave the system. ]]> 2021-04-30 21:09:36 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1480008415 Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1480017452 2021-04-30 21:14:11 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1480017452 A video that lives in my head rent free Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1480042755 2021-04-30 21:28:19 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1480042755 Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1481266665 2021-05-01 18:57:53 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1481266665 Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1481267224 2021-05-01 18:58:24 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1481267224 Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1481282284 2021-05-01 19:11:11 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1481282284 A video that lives in my head rent free Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1481295502 2021-05-01 19:22:20 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1481295502 Cid asked me for my favorite video. And this puppet makes me laugh Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1481297421 2021-05-01 19:24:00 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1481297421 Idk a song I like ig Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1481394627 2021-05-01 21:02:32 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1481394627 Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1481408108 2021-05-01 21:18:44 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1481408108 It makes me cry Everytime I listen to it Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1481444770 2021-05-01 22:04:33 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1481444770 If I had my own bio~ Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1482492142 Call me Cami 🌺
Latina Mami 🌹
Love is everything 💎]]> 2021-05-02 14:20:02 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1482492142 (yes I'm copying cami) Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1482496547 Hurt me once shame on you
hurt me twice shame on me
hurt me 3 times fuck the peace sign 💯⛓️]]> 2021-05-02 14:23:20 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1482496547 Ooo I wanna make my own bio! Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1482499488 💖 wanna be my friend? 💗
🎂life is sweet, take a bite🍩
🌈 Your loved and vaild🌈]]> 2021-05-02 14:25:18 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1482499488 Rapid fire questions (I Cindy will be asking cami questions Camila answers.) Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1482511618 How old are you?
17
What is your favorite color?
Umm..red?
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
6
How many times do you fix your make-up?
Too many times
What's your favorite day?
Friday
Favorite food?
Anything sour
A goal in life?
Too love my self better
Favorite sister?
😐....rose
Favorite place to be?
The Beach
Who do you love right now?
Too many people
Have you ever cut pepole off for no reason?
Yes
Have you ever wanted to end someone's relationship for your own benefit?
Kinda...
Have you ever cheated?
Yes..
Have you ever gone on a sex spree?
Yes..
Have you lied to get what you want?
Yes
Have you tried to kill yourself
Yes
Have you used your body to get what you want?
Yes
Do you think you should be sorry for being yourself?
No
Do you believe in people to help you ?
No
Do you have a crush on anyone right now?
Nope
Was that a lie?
No
Final question....what is your relationship with the people around you?

It's...rocky...

]]> 2021-05-02 14:33:31 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1482511618 My favorite thing from the office Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1482521124 What is my perfect crime? I break into Tiffany's at midnight. Do I go for the vault? No, I go for the chandelier. It's priceless. As I'm taking it down, a woman catches me. She tells me to stop. It's her father's business. She's Tiffany. I say no. We make love all night. In the morning, the cops come and I escape in one of their uniforms. I tell her to meet me in Mexico, but I go to Canada. I don't trust her. Besides, I like the cold. Thirty years later, I get a postcard. I have a son and he's the chief of police. This is where the story gets interesting. I tell Tiffany to meet me in Paris by the Trocadero. She's been waiting for me all these years. She's never taken another lover. I don't care. I don't show up. I go to Berlin. That's where I stashed the chandelier.]]> 2021-05-02 14:39:59 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1482521124 Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1482913244 2021-05-02 18:54:38 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1482913244 Are littles.... Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1483084710 Okay this has always been a sensitive topic.. mostly because you never know who you can trust. So rose is 15 but very joyful and she will act child-like so we do consider her a little but she can still act serious when needed too. jaxx and owen on the other hand are actual children...and we normally try to keep them away from padlet or other online chats because again there children who can very easily get hurt or attacked. We normally don't tell people about are littles because if we aren't there to protect them then they can get hurt or worse. So if you're wondering why jaxx is just now showing up..it's because he is young, and we really wanted to be more careful, ever since rose got tricked by brad. ]]> 2021-05-02 20:47:52 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1483084710 A frog that jaxx made and wants everyone to know about it. (Yes they have me permission to post this) Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1483086696 2021-05-02 20:49:26 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1483086696 Non human alters (hang on tight) Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1483097775 Ok tavia and Lilly are both unhuman. But I don't know exactly what to call them, BUT they should still be treated with the same respect as anyone else. And YES! You can have non human alters!! It's totally fine and there's nothing wrong with you if you have them. Some non human alters are named after the greek alphabet (omega, alpha ect) witch is why I thought cody had D.ID.. my bad 😗. But that's basically it. ]]> 2021-05-02 20:57:53 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1483097775 The 💎 official💎 picture of jaxx since he didn't like the other one Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1483103605 2021-05-02 21:02:32 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1483103605 It's hard to hear but it gets better! 🌺🌼 Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1502870149 2021-05-07 15:45:40 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1502870149 Love_me_hard https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1503637857 2021-05-07 18:32:13 UTC https://padlet.com/Love_me_hard/Stay_for_cokkies/wish/1503637857