meskipun waktu kita singkat, but i doooo feel loved :< serius sumpah lucu banget, PDA-nya juga lucu banget :< mau :< lho :< aku :< ketemu :< kakak lagi :< kakak lucu, AKU engga bohong wktu ngetik kakak lucu sampai belepotan KARNA ENGGA TAU, you gave me an older and stable man vibe, kayak okeeee, ayo emong aku terus-terusan. hufyyyy...

sekali lagi aku mau berterima kasih banyak dan meminta maaf kalau selama sesi aku banyak kurangnya atau ada bikin kakak kurang nyaman :<. get enough rest, kakkk :< get well really soon!

Kamu juga lucu banget ngeladenin aku yang suka tiba tiba iseng gangguin kamu. ANNNNDDD you're totally hot too. 😋 enak 😋 makasih banyak ya Dimudimi udah nemenin (dan enakin) aku dua hari kemariiin! (Tbh, tulisan kamu bagus banget, BENERAN! Kosakata dan diksi yang kamu bawain itu sukses bikin aku jsbdjsbdjsn. Semoga kamu nggak berhenti nulis, ya, Dimi keren! 🐈‍⬛)

Lastly, jaga kesehatan dan semoga Dimudimi selalu dilimpahkan oleh banyak kebahagiaan, makan yang banyak, minum vitamin. I really hope our path crossed again and can't wait to get pampered and loved by you again.

Until then, Dimudimi! 🤍🐈‍⬛

-Ala!

I love how you always give me love and attention, yet we still manage to have playful bickering. So it's not just all lovey-dovey, but fun and alive too. Thank you for giving me such experiences, Dimi. I'm happy we crossed paths. I wish we could meet again soon.

With love,
A.

🍷

Kamu baik banget, lucu banget, manis banget, ganteng banget! Aku suka banget ngobrol sama kamu. Rasanya kayak waktu berjalan cepet banget saking serunya ngobrol sama kamu. Makasih yaa udah jadi orang yang semenyenangkan itu! 🤍

Semoga kamu selalu dilimpahkan kebahagiaan dan kesehatan ya, ganteng. Mam yang banyak, mimi yang sering, hati-hati selalu di jalan. Once again, terima kasih banyak sudah membuat aku merasa begitu dicintai, gantengku! 🥰

Let’s figure out some wilder ideas for our birthday, Dimitri. I keep your jacket for now.

Anw, thankyou for accompanying me the last 2 days. While it feels short, I feel like I’ve known you for years. You’re so easy to talk to (and to tease too) (sorry not sorry). You’re also sweet and thoughtful. Thank you for paying attention to me! (jangan lupa dengerin comeback PCRku itu yah) (cnda)

Please don’t skip meals and maybe I’ll see you when I see you, kakak.

-AJ

In another universe, we may be a toxic doomed yaoi couple. But I’m glad in this one, we got to be an old married couple.

- A.

Terima kasih ya kakak sudah selalu percaya sama mochi, tenangin mochi, dan selalu ada buat mochi when I needed you the most.... Thank you for loving me so sincerely, for making me feel so secure in your arms and words, I seriously couldn't think of anything more but to thank you for everything!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Oh iya kakak, mochi lulus ujian loh!!! T_____T HUHUHUHU mochi nangis besar pas tau mochi lulus ujian..... Mochi langsung kepikiran kakak tau..... Rasanya mochi lulus karena ada peran andil kakak juga disana yang udah nemenin and always whispers kind words to mochi selama persiapan bahkan sampai saat ujian juga, so mochi sangat berterima kasih sama kakak untuk itu ya!!!

I know I've constantly mentioned that I'm thankful for you, tapi mochi juga berharap kakak akan selalu dikelilingi orang baik di hidup kakak ya! As you keep moving forward on your own journey, I hope life returns every bit of the kindness, comfort, and unwavering care you give to others, kakak!! Mochi akan selalu sayang dan doakan kakak dari sini :D

Until our path cross again ya, kakak! Mochi sayang kakak!!! ❤️❤️❤️

You're the definition of adorable. Kakak pengen masukkin kamu ke kantong. Tapi kayaknya Mimi udah tahu itu ya? Makanya sengaja manis, sengaja imut, makin bikin Kakak pengen crash typing dan menurunkan Prabowo–

Talking to you is a huge pleasure. You're very open about your interests... Dan karena kamu, Kakak sekarang jadi ngepoin DC. Tapi nggak hanya ngomongin minat aja, I love how you let me in a little in your life. I feel so appreciated and loved, and for a moment, it really felt like I was sitting beside you. (Semoga suatu hari nanti dapet kacamata dengan model yang kamu inginkan lagi ya, ganteng.)

You're a playful soul and much of a ragebaiter to me. A little dramatic but that is how I like it. Really. My little sunshine. That is one of the many sweet ways to describe you. Meski kesabaran Kakak setipis tisu yang dibagi delapan, tetep aja Kakak berkali-kali tetep gemesan sama kamu. Huft.

Dijaga kesehatannya ya, ganteng? Semangat terus. And know that I cherish you so much!

Regards,

K.

​I honestly lost count of how many times you made me smile, kadang aku tiba-tiba ketawa sampe people around me nanya aku kenapa😭. Anyway, you're such a ragebaiter and so annoying sometimes, I swear to God. But honestly, that's a total plus imo.

By the way, actually ​I wasn't even sure what to write on your Padlet because literally everything we did over the past few days made me so happy, so I couldn't even pinpoint just one thing. Intinya sih, I just genuinely loved spending my time with you.

​Anyway, please make sure you're eating well and staying hydrated (penting ini serius). And also... get enough sleep! I hope kerjaan and kehidupan go smoothly for you :].

Oh iya, I also wanted to apologize if I did or said anything wrong, it was completely unintentional. Terima kasih sekali lagi yaa, until we meet again! :]

Comfort was something I sought for, and it's a defining trait of your presence. Your words always warm and sweet like honey on a sunny day. Consider me thoroughly charmed. In writing this, I'm already longing for your embrace once again.

Take care of yourself, okay? Stay hydrated! I hope you have amazing days ahead.

With love,

H.

- 🪷

Dimitri, my baby, my kitty, thank you for taking care of me. I could still feel your love lingering even though a few days have already passed, because your love will always be etched into some of my fondest memories. You will always be remembered as someone who was so kind to me, even though sometimes you could be such a menace to society that it made me want to punch you so bad (with my lips).

Who would've thought that behind that stern facade, there was actually a cute little kitty hiding? I love how clingy you are towards me, like a kitty waiting for his owner to come home. And I like to think that we somehow share the same humour, because you made me giggle during our session. :3

I like you as my friend—the funny you, the romantic you, the sweet you, the cute you. I like every little side of you.

I hate the fact that I'm sharing my Dimitri with the world, but at the same time, I think everyone deserves to know how it feels to be loved by you. It feels wonderful, though even that word feels like an understatement at this point. If I could find a better word, perhaps I'd give you every beautiful word there is instead, because as I said, you deserve all the love and kindness the world has to offer!!!

And maybe, just maybe, a little more love from me too. ♡

I also want to let you know that being held in your arms feels really good. You were so gentle yet somehow so harsh at the same time—just like my type, unfortunately. You took your time unraveling me, piece by piece, until my thoughts were completely consumed by you and nothing else seemed to matter.

You were dangerously good at it, too. Good enough to leave my knees weak and my mind completely hazy, letting you have your way with me until I could feel your presence everywhere. I was drowning in your touch, melting underneath your arms for what felt like hours, and honestly, that might have been one of my favourite parts—to surrender myself completely and be at your mercy for a while.

Enough with #porntwt. I really need to stop myself here before I say something I probably shouldn't.

Thank you for surviving until today. Thank you for choosing to stay, for being alive, and for allowing our paths to cross somehow. Thank you for simply being you, with all the little things that make you who you are.

I pray that from here on, you're always surrounded by good things, gentle days, kind people, and all the love you deserve. Until then, please take good care of yourself, okay? And if time allows us, I hope we can spend more time together again. I’d love to have more little moments with you.

TLDR: thank you for being my fuck buddy, my bff, mine. <3

-Matt.

Thank you for loving me in the most gentle way possible, for proving to me that love can be easy. Sometimes I catch myself smiling whenever your words cross my mind. How could you be THAT sweet? My heart wasn't ready for your surprises. You crafted your words carefully and it felt genuine, making me feel seen and deeply loved. Can I just stay in your arms forever?

And you're so... fjfhdjdhadhjsk (you definitely know what I mean). I love how confident you are and that perfect balance you have between being mature and playful. Pokoknya tuh... mfjdnsndbsndn. 🫠 (melts.)

May your days be filled with warmth, and may life always treat you with the same tenderness you give to me. With you as my home, I'll definitely find my way back to you. Until then, please take care of yourself (and eat your veggies). 🤍

Kakak aku sudah bengong sepuluh menit di notes karena aku bingung harus nulis apa…. My heart is still overflowing… and I don’t know how to put it into the perfect words…. T___T I really, reaaally happy spending the days with you. Maafin ya, Kakak, akunya kemarin malah sakit jadinya aku cuma tidur tidur tidur aja 😭 but please know that I’m so grateful having you by my side….

I have a certain habit (?) where I always feel unloved and vulnerable every time I got sick but somehow it was all fine because I have you…. Kakak bener-bener nemenin aku and showered me with lots of love and kisses, so I feel less pathetic yesterday—no!! I feel HAPPY!!! Kakak terima kasih sudah rawat aku dan beri aku banyak-banyak kasih sayang, yaaa? I really love how you taken care of me, babying and pampering me, and make me feel like I’m just your little princess :3 I love having my older and mature boyfriend around :3 I love having Kakak Ayi around :3

Thank you for every second we spent together, for listening to all my rambles about having a headache yadda yadda (maaf mengeluh terus 😭), for welcoming my clingy self with open arms, and for making me feel loved and cherished every single second. Thank you for letting me drop my guard, and just be your little baby while I completely wrapped up in your cozy, protective warmth. I love you, Kakak…. Thank you! Thank you! Thank youuu!

I hope love and happiness always revolve around you, and may the world always be your steadfast companion. I’m already counting down the days until our paths cross again, so please take extra care of yourself and make sure to stay healthy until that day come, ya? Don’t forget your meals and your daily dose of vitamin (Kemilauprofen) :P

Until we meet again! 🤍🍀

Little banters here and there while i admire you for being adorable without trying hard are one of the things i still talk about in my mind. You are extraordinary, i hope you know that, little bnuuy.

I might not be in a good condition when i met you yesterday. But you brought the best part of me till i forgot how terrible my condition back then. Thank you, little one. I still can’t believe how a cute little being like you could bring such a big impact in such a short period.

I’ll cherish our memories together like my koala sylvanian families in my table. I’ll keep it close to me. Forever.

Hugs and kisses,

Kakak Baby.

​the way we talk, discuss, and joke—even though we have opposite personalities and interests, it doesn't make me feel like we're different at all. it just feels like we were meant to meet at the right time and the right place

​i hope you can feel the warmth and love i bring to you just as much as the love you've given me for the past 3 days! bcs i want you to feel all the emotion and warmth i have in my life. tbh i don't really like high-maintenance texting where we have to reply right away (as i said), but with you, rasanya mau cepet-cepet bales terus way earlier than i usually do, walaupun kadang suka lupa #maaf #mybad #mybadhabit

​when i'm with you, everything just feels so easy and super fun! can't wait to go on all those dates we talked about hoho. thank you for always being YOU and exposing me to your world and interests, bcs for me, the most romantic thing is when someone opens up to me and brings me into their world. i always believe that's my love language (besides suka gigit :b)

​thank you for being so genuine as a person in every aspect. i hope everyone can see you the way i see how beautiful and gentle you are! that's it for now, kalo dilanjut bisa bikin 10 lembar ini :b

​i wish you well in every aspect of life—your career, your health, and the road you take. hope it brings color and happiness to you and helps you grow as a person! pip pip, see you when i see you kibty ouppy! (eat your veggies)

​your first hater <3

I was so ready facing another dullard of a day with the same mundane and boring routine until your greeting in the morning. You see, I don't get excited often—let alone opening up to people. But with you, everything feels so... organic. It's as if our souls have met once, and now had only returned to rendezvous.

It surprises me to no end to welcome you so easily, sweetling, though I thoroughly believe it's all thanks to your inherent warmth and your cheeky playfulness. We have only such a brief time to be close, yet I feel like I have known you for a lifetime. Perhaps we have, who would've known?

Forgive me for I am as monotonous in writing as I am in person; still, I hope this conveys enough of how much of charm you have succeeded in cajoling me with. You are attentive, but nowhere close to overbearing; fun, but not at all patronising. A perfect, perfect mix of obedience and challenge. There was a little hesitancy on my part about how you set yourself in my rather slow pace, but you're perfect with it. Everything with you is perfect.

I will stop rambling now, lest I begin pining over the time well spent together. May our paths cross again. Until then, I will cherish the memory—and I will still call for a pawang hujan for you.

P.S. No, a cup of coffee isn't a proper breakfast. Eat more greens. And that was still a blasphemy! 🩴

— 🍵

luck is truly smiling upon me for letting me peek what’s behind the tough exterior (which is a very adorable, tiny kitty) and engage in any kind of conversations with you—all of it pleasant; from mocking our g*vernm*nt to keeping up with gen z trends, but especially when you talk about your preferences because i like knowing my loved one’s interest.

despite your work, thank you for making time to tell me when you’re busy and reply to every single message, i tend to get carried away when talking about anything so i really appreciate it. can’t blame me for the talkativeness though, you are just so full of love that every moment with you feel very comforting.

not in the place to tell you this, but at least drink two bottles of water a day, alright? you need to stay healthy to i can annoy you more and slip you that cat ears and pink apron. <3 and, well, i hope everything goes amazingly for you, in any aspects, to the point where it even exceeds your expectations. you deserve nothing less.

your warmth will surely linger for a long time, kitty (hopefully you could feel some of the warmth back when i cradled your heart). kisses all over your face, mwah.

ps: i also haven’t forgotten about the movie recommendations, i shall come back for more once i’m done with these ones

pps: have i successfully made you blush this time?

I hope you're surrounded by love as gentle as you are, D, and that your days ahead are paved with smooth sailing. And I hope that somewhere along the road, we stumble upon each other again and find our way back into each other's arms. Until then, take good care of yourself.

Signed,

your very own Taeui.

He always reacts so strongly, and somehow it only makes me appreciate him more—he never gets truly upset, just adorably worked up, and it always ends with both of us smiling.

He’s mature, fatherly, and endlessly patient. There’s a steady, reassuring quality about him that feels safe and kind, and he never fails to treat me with sweetness even when I’m being a little mischievous.

I like his jokes, even when it’s sometimes out of place, or when he fails to understand me and I have to explain mine. It gives the impression that he’s very patient and interested in me.

May our paths cross once again.

I'm much aware that you love praises but should I hold back so you'd crave me more in my absence. In less than a day, you had become my muse. I hate to admit it that I'll miss those hands against mine and I hate to admit it that you gave me the best body encounter after a long while having all of me for myself. As you can see, I'm full of myself. But I can share a piece of me for you. I'd love to explore things we can do in the future, only if you allow me to.

I might not be able to hold your leash for a while, but I do hope you'll welcome me in my return. And maybe, we'll build a house just a two of us.

Thank you for the best sex of my life. I can't wait to see what antics you'll prepare when we meet again. I hope you like it as much as I do. Because I'm not going to let you off easily after this. You'll be on my mind for a while, shamelessly admitting.

You're the kind of addiction I crave and I indulge every bits of it. Until next time, please eat and rest well. I will be checking.

From your master, with love.

I had a really good time with you, and I'm glad we got to make those little memories together :D you legit genuinely such a lovely person..you are indeed your (UN)funny jokes. it is funny.. the pop culture is pop culture ing and i feel threaten. but seriously, beyond the jokes, I really appreciate how kind you are and yeah, legit clark kent #protagonist like that .. i guess.. you know him better than i am so but yeah!

tbh, i feel bad because im pretty sure I was so sleep deprived those days so I want to DEEPLY apologize if I said or did anything wrong or offend you

lastly (crowds cheering) may you continue to serve, slay, devour, leave no crumbs.. I genuinely wish you the best of luck with your work and all your future endeavours!!

PS: somehow now i think that i've watched Batman before?? my bad..

xx

Hello, my God. I would like to start with an apology (again) because I really am never a religious one. Though I guess it changed the moment I met you. I will try to learn how to pray properly so I can worship you in a way that satisfy your heart. I will repent

You are certified #crazy. My friends are right about you #wow #mindblown #wild. I’m sorry that I couldn’t function well when you did the thing with the uhhh that. You know what I mean. I don’t know. I don’t make sense. It’s just a crazy move to pull. What the hell was that, Dimitri? Is your mission to make my knees buckle? Is that it? Cause if that’s the case then you ARE forcing me to be on my knees in your own way. I suppose the only thing left is for me to rip my chest apart. Show you the heart that’s beating within my ribs is there because you create it for me

Thank you for being silly with me. I enjoy every moment of it. I will always use my silly stickers even when my mouth is messy with your blood :pp ALSO you using one of those meme template thing really caught me off guard. Now I get how my friends feel whenever they told me I look like “bule yang terkontaminasi humor Indo”. You’re basically that, baby

So, Mr. Adaire, you are insane at the core, wanted to be treated as a God, wanted to be worshipped, a nerd, have a funny sense of humor, and on top of that you would feast on my flesh and blood. Definitely my type. 100%. I’m afraid that I have performed a ritual and unfortunately (or fortunately) you are tied to me forever. I love you. I’ll see you again soon, my darling. Until then, take care and stay insane 🤍

— 💫

Yet. I walked out with so much more.

We spent three hours after daylight ceased and I found myself craving to unravel more of you. I am hungry to discover the crooks and crannies of your thoughts. I crave to make an incision on your chest just to see all the little things you hold closely to your beating heart. I find myself so eagerly wanting to disassemble you. Break you down into all the small things that made you you.

Oh... what have you done to me, Dimitri? Not only that you made me go tongue-tied on our first night, now you made me ask questions of you in my own head.

That night, you wondered what's on the table for you if we ever meet again. Well, Dimitri, now I can loudly and proudly say that I will make myself palatable for you. That I will let you consume me raw and bare, down to the marrow. That I will undoubtedly be your sacrificial lamb and let you do your damage to me as you please. I will let you leave your mark on me, to the point that there will be no part of me left unscathed by your hands.

I forgot to mention, Dimitri, that I have always been a devoted worshipper of the deity called love. Now that I have found you, I see no other God worth kneeling for but you.

If I present myself as your feast next time, D, would you go straight for my beating heart? Or would you sink your teeth into my flesh inch by inch instead?

Do show me your answer as soon as I find my way back to your chamber, D.

X. Kairo.

i’m sorry it took me a little while to write you this letter. i hope you’re doing well, wherever you are 🩷

i want to thank you for all the sweetness you’ve brought into my days, Dimitri. not once have i ever felt unloved in your presence. there is always something so lovely about sharing laughter, warm embraces, and tender kisses with my favorite person. even the simplest moments feel a little more precious when they’re spent with you. and yes i’m sorry for making fun of your hair…. i can’t help but to tease you…

thank you for always keeping me company wherever i go, for asking how i’m doing, and for looking after me in ways i sometimes forget to look after myself. i know i can be rather neglectful of my own wellbeing, but you my love. with your endless patience, never seem to grow tired of taking care of me. i hope you know how deeply grateful i am for that. it means more to me than i could ever put into words.

i miss you dearly, my love. more than these words could ever convey. but don’t worry, i’ll be home soon and i look forward to finding my way back into your arms.

until then, please take good care of yourself for me.

with all my love,
your wife 🐶🪻

There's something really nice about meeting someone who shares the same interests as you. From our random conversations about perfumes and movies to our ridiculous flirting and discovering that we're both equally freaks (freak4freak, remember?), everything just felt so natural. I didn't have to think too much about what to say or how to act. I could just be myself, and I really liked that.

I don't think you realize this, but I was at one of my lowest points when we met. I was dealing with quite a lot, and being sick certainly didn't help. But having you around, even for such a short time, made those days feel a little lighter. You gave me something to look forward to, whether it was waking up to your messages, teasing you about something completely ridiculous, or simply knowing my roommate was there. You probably didn't intend to, but you made a difference, and I appreciate that more than you know.

I also really liked how you matched my energy. You entertained my clinginess, played along with my nonsense, and somehow managed to flirt back even harder. Quite unfair, if you ask me. 🤣 It's not every day that you meet someone who can keep up with you like that, especially someone who makes even the most ordinary conversations feel exciting.

I wish we'd had a little more time together. Maybe enough to watch a movie, go perfume shopping, or actually spend more time awake in each other's company. Although, knowing us, I'm not entirely sure we'd be paying much attention to the movie. 🤭

Anyway, I don't want to make this sound like some dramatic farewell because I genuinely hope it isn't one. I'm really glad our paths crossed, even if it was only for a little while. Thank you for keeping me company, for making me laugh, for flirting with me shamelessly, and for being a little bit of sunshine during a rather gloomy time in my life.

I hope life treats you kindly, Mas, and that whatever you've been wishing for eventually finds its way to you. You deserve some good things, too.

Until we meet again, my favorite roommate. Hopefully, next time, I'll be awake for more than half of our time together. And perhaps we can finally do a few of those things we've been teasing each other about. You know exactly what I mean. ;)

P.S. I still think you owe me a proper sniff session. Though I wouldn't mind skipping the perfume altogether. 🤭

-- Ky

A steady force to keep me grounded and at ease, is how I would further describe you. Never been a fan of explosions and surprises, I am truly in my element whenever I orbit around your calming presence. You are here, ever-so-patient, and that will forever be enough.

If I could ask of you, Mimi, I would love to be held once again, amongst other particles of love that you cradle within your resilient arms.

The Sun,

Bat.

I might write a long story about us here, so I'm a little worried to send it or not, but I decide to send it anyway, I think everyone should know just how passionate, affectionate and devoted this Dimitri guy is.

You're passionate in a way that consumes me, affectionate in a way that melts me, and devoted in a way that makes the rest of the world fade. Even on my dullest, grayest days, you has this quiet magic of turning everything around; whether it’s a simple "I miss you" text in the middle of the afternoon, a spontaneous hug from behind while I’m doing something boring, or the way you pulls me close at night and just holds me like I’m the only thing that matters.

You doesn’t just say you loves me; you shows it in a hundred small, consistent ways that make me feel completely safe and cherished. And when we’re alone, that same devotion becomes something deeper and more intense. You takes your time, pays attention to every reaction, every soft sound, every shiver, until I’m completely undone and thoroughly satisfied in a way that leaves me glowing long after. With you, I never feel rushed or overlooked, only deeply wanted, thoroughly loved, and completely fulfilled, body and soul.

Writing all of this makes me miss you already. I think I am more devoted to you than I think I am, and I'm always ready to devote myself to you. You always drive me crazy, you even managed to make my wild side go crazy. And I will always thank you a hundred times just how grateful I am that you always gave me everything I want until I'm deeply satisfied and thoroughly yours. With you, I don’t just feel loved. I feel worshipped, desired beyond reason, and held so completely that my soul itself sighs in relief. You're my passion, my safe place, and the most intoxicating love I have ever known.

Now that I already feel how your love is, I don't think I can get away from it and I will always crave for it like an air that I can't live without. I will find myself comeback looking for your warmth. So, until next time, my dearest baby. I'll find my way back to you.

— 🤍