https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy a journal for the love of my life. (24/04) en-us 2020-04-17 11:10:08 UTC 2020-05-27 04:17:10 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.net/icons/png/1f49d.png bluebellee https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/512611271 ah, i miss you. i vividly remember us meeting for the first time, and me trying to stand out amongst the crowd to try and catch your attention. how long has that been? 3 months ago? since january. being with you has thought me so many things -- how to let myself go, how to care for someone else other than myself, how to love someone else. i'm not a perfect person, but whenever i'm with you, you make it seem like i'm the most perfect person in the world, with your eyes that only look at mine. 
i love you, seungyoun ah. ]]> 2020-04-17 11:11:34 UTC https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/512611271 bluebellee https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/512611632 it's so easy to fall in love nowadays. people jump on the next person they see, mostly to fill the void. i always thought to myself that i would never jump into a relationship, that i would basically just hoe around, and yet i was so drawn to you when i first met you. and then i realise, you filled the void that i never knew existed. you brought so much joy and laughter into my life and i don't know how i could ever properly thank you for being mine. thank you for being unapologetically and true to yourself, and thank you for being the love of my life. i hope you love me just the way i am too.]]> 2020-04-17 11:11:50 UTC https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/512611632 bluebellee https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/512612338 i woke up missing you, as i always do.  i wonder if you're sleeping well... having good dreams. makes me smile whenever you tell me about your dreams from the previous night. it's cute. 

last night we made cookies, and succeeded! ah, it's such a win for the both of us. it was tasty and sweet, but do you know who is tastier? you. ]]> 2020-04-17 11:12:22 UTC https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/512612338 bluebellee https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/512612738 i'm going to miss this when quarantine is over. staying up with you, talking till the sun comes up. it's all worth it, worth every hour and second for me to see your face, hear your stupid jokes, talk about shit with you. cuddling through the night is my favourite though, i love throwing my leg over your waist, snuggling up to you and feel your warmth. ah, the perfect way to fall asleep every night. i've said this once before and i'll say it again, you make me so incredibly happy. i'm so content every single night.  ]]> 2020-04-17 11:12:41 UTC https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/512612738 bluebellee https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/512613119 your face. have i talked about how handsome you are? you captivate me every single time you're around, and i only have eyes for you. but then again, i'm biased.]]> 2020-04-17 11:12:58 UTC https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/512613119 bluebellee https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/512613404 you're probably asleep. just a moment ago, i was thinking of you and reading back some of the sweet things you've said to me in the past, and my heart is filled with gratitude. so before another moment goes past, i just want to say thank you. thank you for the late night laughs and the early morning messages to wake up to. thank you for your kisses and holding my hand, reminding me how loved i am by you. thank you for your love and friendship. and most of all, thank you for choosing me to be your boyfriend. you have been the most amazing person to have ever come into my life and i don’t know how it would have been without you cracking your stupid jokes, being such a goofball and making me laugh. you’re my happy pill and i feel invincible when i’m with you. i love you, my salty anchovy. to forever and beyond.]]> 2020-04-17 11:13:11 UTC https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/512613404 bluebellee https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/512613804 whenever you're around, my mood instantly lifts up. you don't know how much having you around can affect my mood, making it a good one in an instance. you don’t know how much i love you. it’s been a rough day today, but i’m glad that i have you around to make it better, even the slightest way. i hope that one day i can do the same for you too. rely on me, share with me your burdens. i’m going to be here to listen to them all. when i said i was going to be your boyfriend, i mean every responsibility that comes along with that one word. i’ll be by your side, unconditionally, unwaveringly, without any judgements. ]]> 2020-04-17 11:13:31 UTC https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/512613804 bluebellee https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/512614337 clingy. i'm always so clingy when it comes to you, and it's almost to a fault. sometimes i wonder if i'm bothering you, because that's the last thing i ever want to do. i know you say that i shouldn't be worried about it, and that it is fine. but there's this small paranoia in my mind constantly wondering... what would happen if i lost you? what if my source of happiness was taken away? i shouldn't be thinking this, it's selfish. maybe i'm just bad at this whole thing. but it's all part of the learning process of being in love. it's two people, and not just one of me. i've been egoistical, i've been selfish -- but i know baby, that that's all changing since i've met you. my beautiful butterfly, my everything. there wouldn't be a day that wouldn't wait for you or stop loving you. ]]> 2020-04-17 11:13:49 UTC https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/512614337 bluebellee https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/526451602 the funniest thing happened. both of us had such a good laugh together. the roasting padlet, in turn had just become a place for us to laugh and be dorky with one another. i saved the screenshots on everything that you had said. every single one of them had made my heart race-- just like you always do. i'm so in love with you, younie. and if you ask me to be yours... forever? i'd say yes in a heartbeat. ]]> 2020-04-23 17:27:08 UTC https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/526451602 bluebellee https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/526472792 i missed out on a few days because i was sick. but during the time i was sick, i'm reminded how much i love you and how much you mean to me. not talking to you, even for a day or two-- wow, it felt like a part of me was missing and i never want to feel like this again. ]]> 2020-04-23 17:34:50 UTC https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/526472792 bluebellee https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/526479324 wow-- seriously? two months had already flew past. two months of being together with you, two months of the best time of my life. i didn't use to be romantic, but you brought it out in me. You have taught me so much about love, and i know i will continue to learn more about it each day as we walk down this path together. i mean it truly, when i say i'm yours. i'm only yours to hold, to love, to touch-- you make me feel inexplicable things, i could never express how much you mean to me in words, but... i love you, seungyoun-ah. i love you so much. i hope that by the time you're all the way down this stream of letters, that you'll be feeling a lot of emotions-- but most of all, i want you to feel loved. because there is no one else other than you, that i love most in this world. 

yours forever,
kim wooseok]]> 2020-04-23 17:37:10 UTC https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/526479324 bluebellee https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/584576591 REOPENS the best chapter of my life. ]]> 2020-05-20 10:50:39 UTC https://padlet.com/bluebellee/79edbd5lsfrzfvjy/wish/584576591