coming from a world like heaven

everything was just so perfect

no tests or any project

all the worries left for others

i just cared of gathering flowers

i had fun even at school

with guys that now are just as fool

as i was then with all my friends

and by all means not to an end

i changed a lot while time passed fast

i may not recall all my past

that doesn’t mean it’s been erased,

it just means it’s been misplaced

and then suddenly i was 12

and my life was like a delve

all the darkness and the madness

caused by love or just by sadness

and i couldn’t help but wonder

did i get a lot more fonder ?

how was i then, or before that

Was i gentle? Maybe lazy?

Did i fight? Was I weak?

Did i talk? Or Was I shy?

But most important above all, Was i happier or just too small?

Now i feel so alone on my own

I feel like there’s no one that cares enough

Now i feel to the world so unknown
I don’t want to change, again at all
Unless like that I won’t feel alone
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Now I’m just fourteen
All the people I meet
No one was different,
The society become so judgmental
 It turns out so ungentle
People haven’t realize
They have to open their eyes
That the world became so careless
Some ones became brainless