Recently, I reflected on the lives of cancer patients like Nightbirde as well as those who are terminally ill and on the verge of dying. I do sometimes conclude that "Life is unfair or Canvas is a bitch (😌😌💅💅💅)", but I do awakened that this is my old familiar mental trap. For cancer patients, "Life is terminal." It doesn't sound motivating from a lower point of awareness, because who really wants their lives to end. But opening yourself to the mystery of death leads to opening yourself to a lot of questions on Life.  

There is a lot of grief, pain, and trauma on this pandemic, and we share the reality of suffering. And we can never feel true pleasure when we shut down from our pain. I do have phases wherein I want to run away or be left alone in my thoughts... but it does not reflect my True Nature. Sometimes I need a beam of light to remind me of Who I Am.🕯️🕯️

Nightbirde once said, "“You can’t wait until life isn’t hard anymore until you decide to be happy.” That left me on a commitment to have an inner shift towards Life and be fully present for it. Sometimes I truly wished that the energy of depression leave me in peace, but that is shutting myself to my core trauma. I was in the constant pressure to contribute something into this planet, but as I see everything in it's utter perfection... my spirit and faith grew.

From where I stand now, I hope you get closer and closer to your own truth. I deeply believe that Life is one curriculum we are bound to experience. I hope you plunge yourself in the dance of Life and experience the deep welcoming of all its changes. Play with Life. Embrace its unpredictability, its uncertainty, and its fluidity. 

I wanted my life to reflect that I loved everything in this Universe. My life is not about me anymore as I have behaved this way in my immature past. I always remind all of you to have the candle of faith to walk your own pathways. 

We all came from stardust and we share the DNA of the Universe so from one cute soul to another: I wish all of you loving kindness, peaceful awareness, and deep realization of Self.

I am deeply proud 💟 and appreciative of you all who are bound in my Presence.