Who am I? It's a question that has echoed in the depths of my soul as I asked myself. As I reflect upon my 20 years of existence, I realize that my journey has been defined by a relentless battle amidst hardships and challenges.

From a young age, life seemed determined to test my resilience. I grew up in a world where positivity was a constant companion. A lot of people see me as someone who perceives the world of happiness, but little do they know that I have this mask of sorrow that imprisons me in the life of sadness. Financial struggles, family turmoil, and even depression became the backdrop of my existence. But, amidst the chaos, I refused to let these circumstances define me. Every day was a fight—a fight to survive and a fight to rise above the limitations imposed upon me. I witnessed dreams shattered and hopes crushed, but I refused to succumb to the weight of despair. Instead, I embraced the challenges as opportunities for my own growth. The exhaustion of life was overwhelming, but it fueled a fire inside me, igniting a determination to create my future.

Family struggles also became the crucible in which my character was forged. The weight of it all threatened to break me, but I discovered an inner strength I never knew existed. I became the pillar of support for my loved ones, offering a listening ear and a comforting embrace. Through it all, I discovered that my identity is not shaped solely by the hardships I have faced, and I am not defined by the battles I have fought, but by the resilience and courage with which I have faced them. I am a warrior, a survivor, and a dreamer. Yet I am the voice of compassion, nurtured by the struggles I have witnessed. 

Who am I? I was once lost in the middle of nowhere; perhaps right now, I am a fighter, a survivor, and a channel of hope to myself. The culmination of my experiences is shaped by the hardships I have endured. As I embark on the next chapter of my life, I carry with me the lessons learned from my 20 years of existence. I unleash the spirit of uncertainties, knowing that they hold potential for my growth and self-discovery.

Answering the question "Who am I?" I realize that I am an ever-evolving masterpiece, a work in progress. Hence,with each passing day, I uncover new layers of my identity, embracing the complexities and contradictions that make me uniquely human. Beyond dreams, I explore my purpose, because when there is a purpose, there is life.

Who am I? I am me, and that is enough.

My biggest fear in life is to lose myself again. As someone who has experienced depression, it's really hard to cope with something that you cannot control. Also, I am afraid of judgment. In life, there will always be mistakes, and that is where I am still learning. The fear of upsetting someone because of my own optimal performance can be a positive objective to overcome. Once I overcome that fear, I have more choices to do what I want instead of what others want me to do.

Another is that I am afraid of having my parents fail to meet their expectations of me. I'm always cautious about not making my parents happy with my accomplishments, which means that I don’t want to disappoint them with any mishaps. I’ve come to the realization that I can’t be perfect for other people. It’s about how much work I put in just to prove myself to them, despite the outcome. In life, you go through trials and errors and must learn from your mistakes and grow from them.

Of all my fears, I would say that my greatest fear is losing my parents and failing to live. This is not just plain failure, but it’s failing in life, like not having a career or not finishing college and ending up working a job that I don't like for the rest of my life. Not being successful in life is my greatest fear because everyone wants to be somebody in life. No one wants to just sit there and watch everyone else rise up in society.

Nevertheless, in life, you make choices, but choices make you. Acknowledging every moment will help us grow as individuals. Fear is part of our lives, and in a life full of uncertainties, be certain of it.

Life is a journey filled with ups and downs, challenges, and triumphs.

Throughout this journey, there are certain factors that keep me motivated and give me the strength to keep moving forward. In my case, the reason I'm moving forward is because my family, my dreams, and my friends are the driving forces that fuel my determination and keep me going. The purpose of my life gives me a sense of responsibility and motivates me to keep pushing forward, even in the face of adversity. Beyond dreams, I explore my purpose because when there is life, there is hope.We should never quit when there is still life because nothing is truly lost until we stop trying.

My family is the foundation of my life. They are the ones who support me unconditionally, provide me with love and guidance, and stand by my side through thick and thin. My family is my source of strength and inspiration. Their unwavering belief in me and their constant encouragement push me to overcome challenges and strive for success. The thought of making my family proud and repaying their love and sacrifices keeps me motivated to work hard and never give up.

Dreams are the fuel that ignites my passion and drives me to achieve greatness. I have always been a dreamer, with aspirations that push me to reach for the stars. I always remind myself that there is so much more to life than the present moment, which inspires me to keep pushing forward, even when faced with obstacles.

Another is my friends; they are also the ones who lift me up, provide me with support, and share in my joys and sorrows. My friends are my pillars of strength, and their presence in my life brings me immense happiness and fulfillment. The bond I share with my friends is a constant reminder that I am never alone in this journey called life.

Nevertheless, they provide me with a sense of direction, support, and motivation to overcome obstacles and strive for success. Each of these aspects reminds me of the beauty and potential that life holds. With these driving forces by my side, I am confident that I can overcome any challenges and continue to pursue a life filled with purpose and fulfillment.