I knew it well the moment I started my day with Kayel that he had read my form really well. I said that I’m more into a lovey-dovey type of relationship and oh well— he’s more than I could ever ask for. He’s always been so lovely and gentle towards me … he keeps finding so many ways to show his affection, and I’ve been giggling and kicking my feet like a high school girl in a romance-comedy movie because of how FLUSTERED I am to be with him. (Cengengesan).

Words are definitely not enough to describe how deeply I’ve fallen for you, Kayel … BUT ANYWAY, hopefully you’ll have very beautiful days ahead, Kayel. Ayayu. I’ll see you again next time, hihi.

— Sincerely, your Ruru.

aduuu masii mau ngetik tapi takut kepanjangaan jadii UDAAH DULU YAA, BABAII KAKAA AVELSS

You were so attentive, so lovely, but also lead me so well. I love how you pay attention to every single thing I showed you and even seem excited with the book I shared.

It was short but amazing, you're verryyyy communicative, you always make sure you share what you're up to. So thank you soo much for thaatttt.

Jangan lupa kita mau nomaden yaa, first stop Austria, please!! I hope your city sparks your motivation always. ❤❤

avey…you’re so imut it’s actually kinda unfair :( without even trying?

being with you was really nice. like… genuinely. everything felt lighter and easier, and i didn’t feel like i had to try too hard to enjoy it.

and hey, thank you for that one day, really. for your time, for talking with me, for just being there. it meant more than you probably think.

remember i once called you a magnolia… and i still mean it. you have that kind of presence—soft, warm, calm, quietly beautiful, the kind that lingers without trying.

so please be kind to yourself, okay? take your time, grow at your own pace, keep blooming like you always do!✿

i'll see you again, avey! <3

—nca🌹

Here’s a song for you: https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=egiA5kWtvb0&si=1b9pZHNEH4zSPXh_

Well… You really don’t leave such bad impressions on me because you literally are perfect PERFECT. Aku bisa yapping panjang lebar, tapi karena baru bangun, aku takut jawabanku jadi ngawur #ngehe. I’ve learnt a lot from you, baobei :—( Yk… Lately, everything feels like a burden and I couldn’t even process my own feelings because everything overlaps each other. But when I was with you, I could at least swallow what had happened to me! Are you a guardian angel or what, Ave u_____u I have many things to convey, but for now, I think segini dulu aja, yap. Once again, thank you so much and may you have a nice day! ♥️

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=41ZO96uDekc&si=ZZIn2atFruZJ53E-

All good, Kakaak. I can feel how genuine your love and care for me. Denger kamu manggil aku Iting itu beneran bikin aku deg-degan. I love the petnames so much... Attie, Ating, Iting. Manis banget bacanya, suka banget. My heart feels so warm padahal hanya petnames. The way you call us pakai "us" juga bikin aku deg-degan. Kecintaan sama Kakak kali, ya?

Our relationship is the kind of relationship that my heart has been longing for. Aku kangen rasanya pacaran dengan gentle dan manis gini. That's why I told you that it feels like coming home. The way you show me love, the way you take care of me, the way you did everything for me. Ternyata ini sesuatu yang hati aku kangenin banget banget. I never realized about this until yesterday. Aku nggak sadar sampai kita pacaran yang bikin aku mikir "Ah... sekangen ini ternyata disayang dengan cara begini."

So, thank you for reminding me how it feels like to be in crazy madly deeply in love, Kakaaak. I appreciate it a lot. Aku beneraaaan sangat berterima kasih untuk ini! Iting will always pray for your happiness.

Kakak Khai.

Aku tebak, kamu suka laut, ya? Kalau benar, (boleh cium aku) kamu pun terasa setenang laut, Kakak. Rasanya aman dan damai, persis seperti suara riak ombak dan semilir angin yang senantiasa mengalun di cakrawala. Pula terasa menyenangkan layaknya tawa anak-anak yang sibuk mencari kepiting di tepi pantai. Sayangnya, aku hanya bisa merasakan itu semua ketika berlibur. Maklum, tempatku jauh dari laut, yang ada hanya hiruk pikuk manusia yang sibuk bertahan hidup.

Senang, senaaaang sekali rasanya. Aku harap kamu rasakan senang dan riang yang sama, ya, Kakak Khai. Kalau boleh jujur, akhir-akhir ini energiku memang sedang menipis, tapi sama kamu rasanya tangki energiku penuh kembali.

Terima kasih untuk semua keriangan yang dibagi, Kakak Khai. Aku harap Kakak Khai selalu menemukan alasan untuk tersenyum (lah ini mah gw), selalu dikelilingi hal-hal baik (lah gw lagi), dan semoga dunia memperlakukanmu selembut caramu memperlakukan orang lain.

Aku sudah titip ke Tuhan untuk jagai kamu selama aku lagi nggak sama kamu. Tolong tetap jaga diri sendiri, ya? Makan dan minum yang cukup, istirahat yang cukup, semua harus cukup! Semoga semua urusanmu dilancarkan selalu. Jangan lupa untuk bahagia dan senyum setiap hari. I’m sure smile (and me!!!) would look good on you. ;)

May the world be your steadfast companion, sayangku Kakak Khai. Sampai bertemu kembali! <3

Tertanda,

K. ☀️

Thank you for listening to my nonsense rambling, for welcoming my clingy self with such open arms, and for making me feel so deeply adored every single second. Every gentle praise that made me melt, every tender reassurance, and those fun movie date felt so beautifully real. Thank you for letting me drop my guard, tease you by being flirty a little (or much), and just being myself while completely wrapped up in your protective warmth. You gave me the exact soft, devoted presence my heart longed for.

And I pray that life always treats you with the exact same gentleness and kindness you showered upon me. May your days be endlessly bright and your beautiful soul always be surrounded by love.
Thank you for being the sweetest, my other half. Until our paths cross again, always take care of yourself. 🤍

— Vals.

Terima kasih banyak ya sudah temani aku sidang kemarin…. Huhuhuhuhu aku lancar sidang semua karena doa-doamu itu aku yakin. But really, your presence itself makes me feel at ease, terima kasih sudah ikut deg-degan sama aku, ya? Sudah semangati dan beri aku bunga juga T_____T huhuhuhu aku bahagia banget kemarin nggak bohong my heart is so full having you by my side in my big day :> I’m so grateful to have you!!!

Tolong jaga diri kamu baik-baik, yaaaa, Kakak Khai! Jangan sampai sakiiiit lagi, istirahat kalau badannya sudah capeeek!! Semoga kuliahmu termasuk printilannya itu lancar selalu okay :3 I’m always rooting for youuuu!!! Nanti kita lanjutkan lagi agenda music date sambil sayang-sayangan itu yah :3 Nantikaaaaaaaan musiiikkkkk 😝✌🏻

Until next time,

K. ☀️

terima kasih kakak tantik, karena kakak akhirnya aku produktif WKWKWKW. aku seneng deh sumpah karena kakak bisa ngimbangin aku yang kadang suka ga jelas ini #GOKIL atau emang karena kakak juga suka ga jelas? #JustAsk makasih udah bangun percakapan dengan baik dua arah #SERU aku senang bisa mencintai kakak dengan alay (inilah my jiwa gwejh).

apalagi ya, aku cuma bisa berdoa dimanapun kakak berada semoga selalu dikelilingi kebahagiaan yaa. tolong, jaga kesehatan dan makan minum yang cukup, hidup menjadi WNI butuh kekuatan yang besar (presiden kamu soalnya p word) daaaan tidur yang cukup ya!! semoga kita bisa bertemu lagi dilain waktu ya, kakak!

— 🐠

jangan lupa jaga kesehatan & good luckk with your thingsss, semoga cepet beres dan hasilnya sangat sangat baguuus

Cant wait to talk to you agaain semoga gak kapok ketemu aku :p

-kakak cantiknya khavy :3

Thank you for taking care of me so softly, but also for gracefully letting me pamper and spoil you back. Having that safe harbor where affection flowed so naturally both ways where I felt so loved and was equally welcomed to love you back was exactly what my tired heart needed. You balanced that soft presence with such warmth, and I appreciate every little gesture more than words can say.

I pray that the universe treats your heart with the exact same tenderness you gave to mine. May your path always be illuminated with peace, your health be steadfast, and your days be filled with soft, unburdened happiness. May you always find places that welcome you as warmly as you welcomed me. May the tides of life always carry you toward soft shores, and may you forever be surrounded by the warmth you so effortlessly give. Until we meet again soon! ♡

I really hope life lets our paths cross again. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but someday. Until then, I’ll be wishing you nothing but happiness. Take good care of yourself, and remember that someone out there will always be grateful for the time you shared with them. Until our paths meet again, I’ll be looking forward to that day with a heart full of gratitude and fond memories. 🤍

being with you has made love feel a lot softer than i ever imagined. thank you for always listening to me, making me feel seen, heard, and important, even on days when i don't know how to explain what's on my mind. you never make me feel like i'm "too much," and i don't think i'll ever be able to thank you enough for that.

one thing i admire most about you is how willing you are to reflect on yourself. you apologize when you know you've made a mistake, and you always try to become a better person, not because someone forces you to, but because you genuinely care. that's something i deeply appreciate >___<

i'm really, really happy to have you in my life. thank you for being you, Aviee. bb loves you. 🤍

Sincerely,

bb imuy!

first of all, i would like to say thank you berry berry much for the one amazing and wonderful day spent together. i had so much fun and the best time with you... you were so kind and soft hearted. of course, you were very loving too. you really are a real life warm and cuddly teddy bear full of love. how is that even possible...? (teary eyes)

although our time was short, i was really happy and glad to have met you. i was happy with myself as well actually.. for choosing you tehee, not an ounce of regret found :9 ah, i'd like to talk about movies with you again... it was a bummer that we didn't get the chance to have a movie date, so next time it is! but really, i was so happy that i have someone to talk about movies together... i had so much fun really... oh, how i miss you so much :-(

i hope you are doing well and eating well, khavesss. thank you for surviving and always working hard getting through each days. all my good prayers with you and i hope to see you again (very soon)!

Love, Mae.

sebelumnyaa, aku mau bilang terimakaciterimakaci super banyaaakk karena udah nemenin meng dua hari kemarinnn. meng senengggg banget baanget banget pokoknya seneng maxxing ‼️ karena bisa ketemu dan habisin waktu sama abaangg :< (cayang abang supelbanyak)

terimakaci ya abaang, for taking care of meng so much in subtle. meng merasa disayaang cekali sama abang dan super happi, soalnya celetukab abang tuh ada ada ajaa.. 😭 meng ngerasa se-frekuensi sama abangg jadi ngobrolnya juga nyambung cekaliiii.

pokoknyaa meng senenggggg banget banget banget! bisa disayang abaangg 💗

abangg, cemangat kuliahnya ya nantiii. jaga kesehatan selaluu dan happihappi celalu ya abaangg! see you when i see you, abaang cayang 🤍

meng 🐈🍓 cayang abaang landak! 🦔🤍 hihi :3

You’ve done well, I’m so proud of you. I hope that you enjoy the cute things that you’ll be able to buy. May anyone and everyone you encounter cherish you and treat you like you are more than a thousand men, you are more than what you serve and shall God be its witness as I saw you within my eyes. Best of wishes, take care and remember to pray well for youself, Ameen.