Trying not to fall off the edge, try not to cry when I go to bed, mom telling me it is all in my head, not gonna lie I would rather be dead,

Well shit I am mental, wish I could say I don’t talk to the devil, in a dark place I am falling not leveled, got so much stress I am pushing my vessels, wish I could say that this shit accidental, all in my head i'm not using no pencils, i'm going crazy im no where near settled, im looking fine but inside I just tremble, hope i won’t be on in this mindset foreva

like what do I do when the time comes, I deal with my problems like no one, like no one to help me I feel numb, I keep goin to sleep in the am, Im exhausted from all of this mayhem, they still forget all that I gave them, 

Feel like I don’t got no options, got me riding around i'm not stopping, got me going insane take precautions, I make movies like Alli and Austin, but i'm not gonna lie you a toxin, Ima get way too high Mary Poppins, this gon go way to far I been poppin, takin all of these drugs way to often

Well shit I am mental, wish I could say I don’t talk to the devil, in a dark place I am falling not leveled, got so much stress I am pushing my vessels, wish I could say that this shit accidental, all in my head i'm not using no pencils, i'm going crazy im no where near settled, im looking fine but inside I just tremble, hope i won’t be on in this mindset foreva

Why it's been so long, I been getting stuck and now I can’t get my flow on, I been getting stuck I can’t do it just hold on, I can't make these lyrics so I just play my old songs

These times getting tough, don’t wanna think about it cuz I cry enough, these girls on my phone but you know it's not for love, stick with my bros there's nun to discuss, Ima keep on goin til I am above, life is too short so I’m gonna live it up, i’ll be in my bag lookin at what I have become, what I’ve begun, when I grow up

Got this feeling in my head got these feelings in my brain, when i try to go to bed I go slightly more insane, when I think of you instead, got this anger I retain,  i could picture you as dead, i got no time to explain, and I try to look ahead,but it just adds to the pain, and i wanna get the bread but i hesitate, because I used to be afraid, So i gotta stay awake,

When I open up my heart only think about the times, I was looking in the dark and I didn’t see the light, I came close to getting scarred and it mighta been for life, and I couldn’t reach my mark you know I was asking why

Why it's been so long, I been getting stuck and now I can’t get my flow on, I been getting stuck I can’t do it just hold on, I can't make these lyrics so I just play my old song

Ay yuh, I am getting cash then, I feel like the greatest so im countin up the stash then, i been in my bag them blue hunnids just keep stackin, you used to be the best yea but now you know that's past tense, she don’t got no guns but her words feel like the mac 10, 

When I open up my heart only think about the times, I was looking in the dark and I didn’t see the light, I came close to getting scarred and it mighta been for life, and I couldn’t reach my mark you know I was asking why

Why it's been so long, I been getting stuck and now I can’t get my flow on, I been getting stuck I can’t do it just hold on, I can't make these lyrics so I just play my old songs