Just ended my 8th show at Columbia!!!

Schapiro Operations Crew at CU

Receptionist at MTC

Trying to learn Western Apache

Ive seen so many families come and support their kids at Columbia I'm jealous I don't have that. (To add on to it my mom was asking about tht and I was telling her tht most parents don't have to cross the country to see their kids shows so it makes sense tht she hasn't seen any of mine... even tho last year she travels out here to see Ali's softball games...) (But its fine im used to it)

Once I get my first contract:

• Buy a Quirky Cup Reading Log for your travels

• Maybe a daily Journal?

• DEF GET UR NAILS DONE

Gonna be Cinderella Themed

Fuck Juliana and them all for coming to Bettys Shakespeare shows and not including me in the pic cause I was backstage

Update:

We are still txting every once in a while and idk he seems lik he's asking me what my career goals are and trying to see if we can both live our lives together once we get out of school

Do an Off Broadway show (Of my own merit)

Have a Quince X2 in NYC

Do a Disney Show (IDK where)

ALSO the DM is lik "proud" that many years ago he "defended" the one guy from being bullied by another player and its like WTF its basically happening to me but im suppose to smile and take it??? naw, im too old for this shit bye

HAHAHA a little birdie told me tht they are gonna "visit" me but they are going to be in JERSEY!!! HA just fucking spit in my face at this point wtf, so instead of visiting me they r just gonna hav a bois week I guess, and honestly makes sense, im not one of them and they have made it SOOOOO fuckign clear these past few months

They chose neutrality, they even chose it over me

Im done for realsies. Columbia is literally rioting rn and 1) its taking me back to all the performative shit they all do 2) they haven't checked in on me and 3) lik I was talking to Matt about the whole Josh thing and he was lik he didnt want to tell josh to be better because he didnt want him to get sad and depressed during the game and I straight up said well now im probably going to leave the game and was quiet. lik im sorry you made the choice to have the game be toxic for everyone because u didnt want to hurt his feelings but fuck that, I dont want to be an afterthought for people I once considered friends.