https://padlet.com/noone_cares/explanation So, yeah I-i'll explain..... en-us 2018-03-27 13:54:18 UTC 2020-10-13 18:05:39 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet-uploads.storage.googleapis.com/248429470/d6c56ed3b9ff6fad801e0d67018ca638/depressed_pro.png noone_cares https://padlet.com/noone_cares/explanation/wish/246498290 So I've been off for so long because I've been going through some stuff. My friends from school might not have realized this because i haven't been talking about it much. I've been having family problems lately and it's been pretty hard to keep up with especially since I've been going through my own stuff myself. I really hope you understand.
~ Sey]]> 2018-03-27 13:57:01 UTC https://padlet.com/noone_cares/explanation/wish/246498290 noone_cares https://padlet.com/noone_cares/explanation/wish/247210730 Ok, so i did something unusual last night. I usually try to cut into my skin but give up. this time i actually did it. I might send a picture later but for now ill just keep it down. My mom is getting better from being sick but she and my step dad are now getting on me about my grades which are all A's and B's. They really want me to get into the National Honors Society but they don't realize that I can get it in high school or frankly any other grade. They kept yelling at me, telling me everything I did and do wrong everyday. now everything's just getting worse with me and i finally reached my point where i thought that physical pain would take me out of my mental pain. It kind of helped a little but i still feel horrible. And i know that you guys are here for me but I kind of need my parents to realize the pain i'm in. They never had to go through this in their lives so they don't get it. They don't get how much each word hurts. they don't get that i'm trying to block out what everyone else says. i act like i can but even though i know that the kids are talking about someone else but my brain finds a way to switch it and put it all on me. I just can't do it anymore and i'm tired of pretending to put up with it. I can't stand up to my parents because then ill get into more trouble. Just.... dont be surprised if you see some red marks on my arm....
~ Sey]]> 2018-03-29 12:05:09 UTC https://padlet.com/noone_cares/explanation/wish/247210730 noone_cares https://padlet.com/noone_cares/explanation/wish/252243575 So, you know when you get SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED that you start to cry? yeah my mom is getting on me about that and she's saying i need to figure out another way to control my frustration because im "embarrassing her." like, NO! It's NOT that easy! NOTHING is! but she just doesnt get it! she's never had to deal with any of this. she LITERALLY had a perfect life with the most perfect family. she had EVERYTHING she wanted and went to preppy private schools. yet im here like this and she had the chance to get me, to save me from all of this, yet she didnt. im so FUCKING PISSED and i want to die because of all the pressure on me at the moment. it's not even my mom it's all my teachers all the work i have to do.]]> 2018-04-16 16:55:09 UTC https://padlet.com/noone_cares/explanation/wish/252243575