A Boring Life by John Wesley Tangapa

Introduction

jtangapa — 2024-12-06 04:03:54 UTC

I'm John Wesley D. Tangapa. For my whole life, I've been doing the same thing. Even when I try something new, I never get that sense of fulfillment that I've done something great in my life or am proud of my achievements because I already know that someone has already done it, better than what I can do. I always tell myself that I have reach my limit in what I can do know this is a bad way of thinking, but I've gotten so numb from the pain mentally that I've become used to it. Insults don't phase me anymore because I tell myself you can't insult something that has no meaning. Life only has meaning when you try to seek it, but I’ve already forgotten why I was trying to find it. All I can do now is help those who are struggling with the same thing I was going through. Even helping people doesn’t really bring me joy anymore. If I had to choose to go through this for my entire life, but everyone else would never go through this, I’d always choose to bear all this pain.

jtangapa — 2024-12-06 08:24:18 UTC

I love watching Technoblade back then and I still do today he was very funny I was really sad when he died due to cancer but every good thing must leave every now and then but that does not mean we can't rewatch his videos on his channel right now I don't really have a favorite Youtuber. I love watching anime on HiAnime cause I don't have to pay anything to watch anime I'm currently waiting for Renma 1/2 to get new episodes I have watch this anime before they did the remake of it. The games I currently play right now are Minecraft, Pokemon (Emulated cause I'm broke), and any game that can really challenge me If you are wondering how I got the games "cough cough" puts pirate hat on with eyepatch.

Reflection

jtangapa — 2024-12-06 08:51:25 UTC

I couldn't really have made it this far with out the media cause it was the only thing I use to escape when I just can't do it anymore overall I'm really grateful of the creation of the internet cause It has shown me such wonders to me like how It's ok to cry when you can't really take it it has taught me that you can really achieve about anything as long as you are persistent and have the determination to make that impossible possible