https://padlet.com/jongeenn/1121 Don't see me after you read this. It's too embarrassing. WE'RE AT OUR 8TH MONTH AND I STILL EMBARRASSED AT YOU en-us 2016-11-21 09:56:58 UTC 2025-04-24 07:10:03 UTC hello@padlet.com jongeenn https://padlet.com/jongeenn/1121/wish/139036108 2016-11-21 10:19:22 UTC https://padlet.com/jongeenn/1121/wish/139036108 jongeenn https://padlet.com/jongeenn/1121/wish/139037742 2016-11-21 10:27:58 UTC https://padlet.com/jongeenn/1121/wish/139037742 jongeenn https://padlet.com/jongeenn/1121/wish/139038873 I was never good with an introduction which is why I refuse to make letters yet, here I am writing my heart out to you. Eight months has never looked so beautiful and I hope we will continue to make more memories together. Doesn't matter how good or bad there are. What matters more is spending them with you. So, table for one again? Never knew that the two of us could make such a team. 
 
You're my pride, my joy, and the person of all my affection. We might be away for miles but you make it feel like you're only one grasp away. When I call out your name it only takes a minute to feel your warmth around me. Yes, you do have your faults like anybody else but that doesn't make me like you less. In the person you are right now you remind me that perfection exists only when one learns to accept the person for what they are made of.  From the cry, your heart sings when you're lonely, the crinkles of your eyes when you smile at me after throwing a pick-up line, down to the stolen moments where you tell me you love me despite sleep who robs your presence of mind. 
 
I will come up with the definition of beauty and I want it to be you. You never lose interest in me after the many excuses I've said, complaints and unnecessary comments I carelessly expressed. When I was on the verge of breaking you stood up for me. you served as my pillar and my shelter when the rest hold spite in their mouths against me. You cheered me up with your lame jokes. Suddenly, I forgot the hardships life has brought upon. You're like  the light that guides my path during the darkest hours. 
 
I know you have problems of your own. You might probably cry in secret, yours tears dried against your cheeks, and your eyes swelled with hurt. By this time you might have cower in your sleep, lose the courage to let your voice be heard. Just so you know that there is me who longs to see the smile that got me mesmerized. There's me who won't give up on you. There's me who's heart aching at your defeat. And there's also me who will help you get back up again on your feet. 
 
Never ever think, not even once, that you're my burden. Do you think I'd go through those heights to get myself one? I courted you because I want to be with you. Have you felt it? When we met I felt a strong connection that draws me closer like a bug tempted by the fire. I relate well to your stories, we laugh at the same jokes, whether I make sense or no longer capable of, I refuse to share that privilege with anyone but you. 
 
When I lose the motivation to talk to others or when I resigned caring, there are also days I'm impatient. Obviously, these are bad timing I catch occasionally. In all of those, I want to be with you still. It's impossible for you not to get annoyed especially when I'm being irrational. I'll push my luck until you accept me again. 
 
Truth is, I can leave anyone in a heartbeat. Leave this all behind. I mean roleplaying. I realized this a long time ago. Guess maturity came early to set my priorities firm and straight. But no. I won't leave you behind (and the real chili too!). There's hope in me that someday we will meet as friends and eat until we run away from food. I'm staying for good. I'm happy here. Happy with you. 
 
It's inevitable there will be days where we will not meet. Please don't be scared. Love isn't measured by the hours we spent talking each day. I could be away from you for days, don't easily jump into conclusions and make your nightmares into reality, where I got tired of you. Our time together will not remain constant but my love sure does. I believe there is no such thing as busy because a person will make time for what matters to them. And you do. That's why in days where I'm away I'll make time for a minute or two to remind you, hey! I thought about you. I did not forget that you're waiting for me to come home when the day is finally over. 
 
There's not a lot you can say or do to make me walk away, Happy eight months to us. I may be in love with the idea of us but I love you more than that. I love you, Chou. We just have to take life one step at a time and as we walk further, together we can do exactly as that. Just one step at a time. 
 
Love, 
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