It has been months since school.

Weeks since I last had contact with friends. 

And days since I saw anyone other than my mother. 

And I swear its feelings like freaking years since I had chipotle. </3

I know this is my first blog but I hope people will support me as I go forth with this…

I Kiki, let’s see how I put this...have been in my feelings. I swear I'm NOT using the song so let’s not go there. I miss my friends for one, my favorite foods, and I miss my phone. I sort of have a “liking” for this boy--let’s name him Prius. Prius is absolutely amazing. He’s funny (but I do call him boring), energetic, lively, caring, and sort of makes me feel special. Idk who I can't get the words “You are special” out of my head when he said that. No I'm not deep in love, but think about it. In the name Prius. P-R-I-U-S the I and U are together making an US. I know it’s cheesy but hey it’s smart. But with my situation (which will be another story) I don’t know If I’ll be able to make time for him. So I’m thinking maybe just friends? I don’t know. He just seems like he likes me as a girl gamer friend he can hit up to play COD and Identity V. Let’s just leave this conversation before I rant...changing the subject…

I miss my best friends. My girl gang. I miss Taki and Peachie. We’ve stuck through thick and thin--breakups, arguments with parents, depression, counseling, behavior, and so much more. I know that makes us sound like bad kids but they really are amazing. They’re supportive and goofy, always dancing on facetime, making tik toks together, and shouting song requests during vc’s. I’d say that Taki is the more quiet one (who constantly mutes), Peachie is a man’s lady (always finding a boyfriend every week), and then there’s me. I guess I'm the one who tries to make everyone happy. I hated blocking, muting, or banning anyone. It just wasn’t in me. Maybe that’s why I'm not a successful owner. But these girls...I could NOT function without their funny comments, heart touching words, and of course our goofy laughs when we get off the phone. 

But what I really miss aside from my friends and my maybe crush…

CHIPOTLE. 

I AM GOING TO GO INSANE. 

I literally have it as my background. Really. 

I told you I wasn't lying.