https://padlet.com/eliane_brunner/5xdeen939tq4 Made with mirth en-us 2018-02-05 08:27:42 UTC 2018-02-16 13:47:11 UTC hello@padlet.com eliane_brunner https://padlet.com/eliane_brunner/5xdeen939tq4/wish/229461199 Hazel (and her parents) talked with Dr. Maria if she could go to Amsterdam. Dr. Maria allowed it but only with an adult intimately familiar, which more or less meant her mother.
At home she wanted to take a nap but instead of sleeping she replayed the whole picnic with Augustus. She couldn’t stop thinking about the little moment when she’d tensed up as he touched her. The gentle familiarity felt wrong for her. Because she wasn’t sure what she felt she called Kaitlyn. While Hazel listened to Kaitlyn she realized that she didn’t have a premonition of hurting him. She had a postmonition.
After a while it was time for dinner. Her shoulder hurt and she had a headache. Because there had not been an earthquake anywhere her parents asked her if everything is okay and stuff like this. Her mother thought that something with Hazel wasn’t right. So she asked again what was wrong. Hazel answered that she was a grenade and she was going to blow up and she would like to minimize the casualties. After she told this she went to her room and read some comments of another cancer girl who died. During read this things she realised that to be with Augustus was to hurt him. She decided to text him and explain him the whole thing and that they couldn’t be together. She hoped that he understood and he understood that. 
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At four in the morning she awoke with an apocalyptic pain fingering out from the center of her head.

]]> 2018-02-08 08:53:46 UTC https://padlet.com/eliane_brunner/5xdeen939tq4/wish/229461199 eliane_brunner https://padlet.com/eliane_brunner/5xdeen939tq4/wish/231817488 7 years later...
Hazel is still alive. She lives with her parents and do some little works like supporting a group with people who also have cancer. But she doesn’t do it like Patrick. They do things together and have fun. But most time Hazel is just in her room and reads some books or she mets Isaac and do something with him. Both continue with their lives after the death of Gus and sometimes they talk about him. The great thing is that they can talk about him without to be sad. Hazel is in her room and reads Harry Potter the deathly hallows suddenly she gets a headache. A few seconds later she couldn’t breathe very good. She calls her parents as good as possible. Her dad comes in and he realises that his daughter is in danger to life. A few minutes later they arrived at the hospital. The doctors give their best but Hazel loses the fight against the cancer.]]> 2018-02-15 08:55:20 UTC https://padlet.com/eliane_brunner/5xdeen939tq4/wish/231817488