The Songs of my Life by Amy Juhae Lee

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This also resonates to me because it portrays the experience of struggling through my high school years while still moving forward. The words show self-doubt as well as the determination to persevere in the face of adversity. This song reminds me of times in high school when I felt lost or unsure about my direction, yet found the courage to keep pushing forward, even when things were messy or imperfect.

Who Am I?

ajl85_1 — 2025-03-14 03:25:52 UTC

My name is Amy Juhae Lee, but I indroduce my self with Amy. Amy isn't as significant, my mother just wanted an A sounding name, but I was about to be named my sisters name, Abigail. Juhae on the other hand translates to "God's Grace", an influence of Christianity from my family. Usually with this name I let people who are close to me use it, I used to introdeuce myself with this name. However because the a lof of people overthink the pronounciation, I just prefer to use Amy now because its short and easy to remember.

Pyotr Ilyich

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Tchaikovsky's Serenade for Strings Op. 48, Second Movement Waltz

Connect The World

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End of a Life

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Eye of the Storm

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Song of the Wind

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Arirang

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My early years were full of purity and delight, similar to the lovely sounds of Tchaikovsky's Serenade for Strings. Life was simple, and I lived in a world full of curiosity and wonder. The piece's beautiful waltz reminds me of carefree days when everything seemed light and beautiful. It reflects a time when I didn't completely grasp the complexity of life—a time of laughter, learning, and the warmth of childhood.

ajl85_1 — 2025-03-14 04:56:17 UTC

As I grew older, I became more aware of my cultural identity. Arirang, a Korean folk song passed down through generations, connects me to my heritage and family. Though I may not have always thought about it deeply, the song was always present, woven into moments with my family. It reminds me of my background and the history that shapes who I am.

ajl85_1 — 2025-03-14 04:59:14 UTC

As I entered a new phase of my life, online communities became a major part of my identity. Connect the World represents how the internet and digital culture have allowed me to form connections beyond physical barriers. Hololive and VTubers gave me a sense of belonging, introducing me to shared experiences with people across the world. This song reflects my appreciation for those virtual spaces that have shaped my interests and friendships.

ajl85_1 — 2025-03-14 05:00:19 UTC

My parents worked tirelessly to provide a better future for me. 바람의 노래 (Song of the Wind) reflects their sacrifices and the values they instilled in me. As I got older, I started to understand the challenges they faced and the strength it took to give me opportunities. This song reminds me to appreciate their efforts and motivates me to work hard, just as they did. I also want to mention that this is my dads favorite artist and would listen to her growing up, it became my favorite over time.

ajl85_1 — 2025-03-14 05:02:53 UTC

When life became more challenging, I faced moments of self-doubt and uncertainty specifically my middle school year. Scuffed Up Age reflects those struggles—the feeling of being lost, of making mistakes, but still pushing forward. During this time, I questioned myself and my abilities, but I never gave up. The song’s lyrics resonate with my experiences of perseverance, reminding me that growth comes from overcoming difficulties.

ajl85_1 — 2025-03-14 05:10:22 UTC

As I continue moving forward, Shiny Smily Story represents the hope and excitement I have for the future especially since i am in the 2nd year of my university year. Life isn’t always easy, but like the lyrics say, I want to keep chasing my dreams with a smile. The song reminds me of the friendships and experiences that have shaped me, both online and in real life. No matter what challenges come next, I know I have the strength to keep going—one step at a time.

ajl85_1 — 2025-03-14 05:11:40 UTC

Now, I find myself reflecting on the past while looking ahead. End of a Life captures the bittersweet feeling of change—leaving behind old parts of myself while embracing new challenges. Though the road hasn’t always been easy, I continue to grow and learn. This song reminds me that while some things fade, they are never truly lost. They become part of my journey, pushing me forward.

ajl85_1 — 2025-03-14 05:13:28 UTC

Near the end of my highshchool years I was burnt out and everything was overwhelming, but I learned how to stay strong through the chaos. Eye of the Storm symbolizes those times when everything felt uncertain, yet I managed to find peace. Whether through faith, family, or personal resilience, I realized that struggles don’t last forever. This song was played growing up as well and explains the faith my family followed. It reminds me of a simpler time.

ajl85_1 — 2025-03-14 05:17:46 UTC

Ryan Stevenson’s Eye of the Storm echoes my experience of overcoming hardships. The song captures the internal battles that come with challenging circumstances and the hope that guides us through. This connects with W.E.B. Du Bois’s concept of "double consciousness" in Darkwater, where Du Bois discusses the psychological toll of living with two identities: one shaped by internal aspirations and the other by society's prejudices. Du Bois writes: “I have been in the world, but not of it. I have seen the human drama from a veiled corner, where all the outer tragedy and comedy have reproduced themselves in microcosm within.” (7). Du Bois’ reflection of being both an observer and participant in his society resonates with the way I often feel torn between my own identity and the societal expectations around me. Eye of the Storm reinforces the idea of finding strength in the chaos, much like how Du Bois found strength in his intellectual and political activism.

ajl85_1 — 2025-03-14 05:19:10 UTC

Shiny Smily Story represents the hope I carry with me. The song encourages perseverance, even in moments of uncertainty. It speaks to the belief that no matter the challenges, it’s possible to smile and keep moving forward. This connects with Du Bois’ idea of intellectual growth and the collective push for justice, as seen in his work with the NAACP. In W.E.B. Du Bois: A Biography in Four Voices, Du Bois’s shift from believing in a "Talented Tenth" to advocating for broader collective empowerment highlights how we must all strive together for success. Similarly, Shiny Smily Story carries the message of resilience and hope, emphasizing the importance of staying positive in the face of adversity.