as I said, you're unexpectedly very sweet and you tend to me a lot even though mostly I talked nonsense and gave you bunch of songs... like... thanks for bearing me and my repertoire.

if anyone to see this writing of mine and you happen to look for a boyfriend that listens to you well, support you no matter what, and is overall a very good company - please come forth to greet Sadajiwa. I promise you'd have a sweet time with him. <3

may we meet again,

your little rockstar.

Yes, I admire you so much to the point everything I did was a bit loser-coded when you're around:

• Salah ketik nama oknum padahal mau dijadiin modus bercanda dan bikin kamu makin naksir? Checked. ✅

• Bilang nggak pernah tahu judul buku yang kamu mention dan ternyata kamu lagi ngomongin judul film? Checked. ✅ (Refleks mau resign dari komunitas persinepilan ini)

• Nggak jadi nangis nonton film yang bikin PTSD gara-gara bocah rewel ngomong skibidi? Checked. ✅🤗

• Melted immediately the moment you called me pretty then almost cried on my SEAT..? Checked. ✅

I'm very certain I haven't said this enough... loving you feels so natural it made me not going through a hard time to follow your flow— knowing that I'm actually awkward in person, but it's easy to approach you, as if there were no walls between us. No deep secrets, just genuine mundanities being shared to each other for fun and giggles.

Our time was not long, yet I still managed to see why people would grow fond of you. I guess (beside your ketengilan dan asbungitis), it's because you always pay attention to the smallest details, and when I told you the most unimportant stories, you didn't only listen, but you listen LISTEN. You remembered things very well despite of the goldfish branding (thought your memory term will be just as much as goldfish usually have alias PIKUN ABIS), and that's one of your endearing habits that I love from you. Also, you really went through many processes of thinking before saying or doing anything, and that made me very content that I started to feel drowsy during our midnight conversation. TLDR: I didn't feel threatened with you.

Really... thank you for everything, Jiwa. I really enjoyed each seconds spend to get, and I never spend any moments without being loved by you. Keep up the good work, ya? Please always stay as the same goofy Jiwa I've known.

Until we meet again, pecandu judol-ku.

- Your iismatwt studytwt ambis boyfriend. ☺❤

PS: Maaf kalau kosakatanya pada NGUAWUR soalnya jujur mata saya berat banget pas lagi ngetik ini gan...

i don't know what gotten into me that night, but hey, i have no regrets since it brought me to you. or you to me. well, same difference, right?

i must really thank you for bringing so much warmth to me. even though our session was quite brief, i had so much fun talking with you and dare i say, you give me lots and lots of energy to face the next day! i suppose it's true that nothing feels better than spending time with someone warm and comfortable after a long and tiring day (of doing virtually nothing, heh).

again, thank you so much! i really enjoyed the time we spent together and i hope your paths crossed again.

xo, pingu.

I hope this letter finds you well. First of all, I apologize for the delay in sending you this message; you must've been waiting, and I appreciate your patience.

I'd like to thank you from the bottom of my heart for spending your days with me. Your company genuinely comforts me; with you, I feel a sense of relaxation and ease. Gege, I must admit that I'm not very good at expressing myself, but I need you to know that I appreciate the time we spent together. You have a special way of making me feel at ease. Your jokes keep a smile on my face, and your presence adds sprinkles to one's mundane days. You have an exceptional talent for brightening someone's day and making it more enjoyable! Thank you for keeping up with me despite the many times I experienced -1000 aura loss!! I enjoyed chatting with you of our shared interests, and I'm glad that we got to tick off an item on our watch list together.

Gege truly deserves all the cute edits and more. I hope you continue to receive even more cute edits from now on!

Until fate brings us together again, Gege. Take care!

小弟弟

Until then, please take care!

Xx,

Rm.

Days feel passing faster than the wind when it is spent with you. Imagine how affecting your presence is. I hope that would be enough reason for you to keep in mind whenever you feel like you're not worth to breath the oxygen in the earth, actually you deserved it.

You might be one of the reasons why someone choose to wake up and smile knowing that they will meet you for a moment, to create something called memories and store them inside a box by the end of the day.

Just like the dandelion seed, I hope wherever the wind takes you, you will find a place to bloom better. There's always another chance to see the world that is full of love. And there's always another chance to see the world that there's you in it.

Even if we parted path, you'll always remain within me.

The every seasons to your breezing wind, M.

Age is just a number right, Sada? That's why even if we live in different ages, doesn't mean I am good at everything but I can tell that you are very good at it—and it is proven by the way you treat me well, especially in bed. You really know where is my weak spot, you really know how to make me feel satisfied and loved at the same time. You know how to degraded and praised me. You know it so well when it started getting hotter. But, yeah... You may have different taste from mine, but I always admire how you are capable to adapt with how I want the making love scene to happened.

Sada, I am glad I could find you in a right time. It is funny because it is truly fate I don't even know who you are before. You were not under my tweet, either you did promotion, but I found you just...

Sada, thank you so much for bringing the light and joy. Thank you so much for always being an active listener, I really want to hug and caress your hair (well, maybe next time?). I hope you are happy and well.

💐

Aku mau bilang terima kasih karena sudah nemenin aku seharian waktu itu. Rasanya seru banget bisa habisin waktu sama kamu. Apalagi kita ternyata sama-sama suka Seventeen.

Ditemenin kamu itu rasanya macem-macem deh. Aku merasa bisa istirahat karena ngobrol sama kamu tuh nyaman banget. Tapi at the same time, aku bisa recharge energi dan semangatku karena topik obrolan kita yang seru. Terlebih waktu kita movie date, rasanya aku kayak lagi fast charging soalnya langsung semangat.

Sekali lagi, terima kasih ya! Senang sekali bisa habisin waktu sama kamu. Nanti kita lanjut lagi ya nontonnya? Hehe. Jangan lupa istirahat yang cukup dan makan teratur biar sehat terus!

Sincerely,

Aruna.

Jiwa, my cutest validation seeker (past-tense), every time you told me, "Udah gak sayang ya..." it made me want to wrap up your mouth with plenty of duct tape or maybe turn you into a keychain so I can show you that your presence meant something for ME.

Once again, thank you, Jiwa. Please stay healthy, pay attention on what YOU eat, jangan makan pedes, dan jangan telat makan yaaa.

I wish you well in all you do

by E.

Being with you is like floating in a sea of calm, serene, and contented peace. I have so many verbs I could use to describe how I feel when I’m with you, but they all lead back to you, because you embody them all.

I love how you always keep me updated on this and that, so I never have to worry about you disappearing. It makes me feel included in your daily life, and I treasure that.

I won't say much more here, but thank you, once again. I’m sure we’ll see each other soon, as I’m already thinking about planning another movie date. Until then, take care, separuh Jiwa-ku.

With love,

K.

it was a really relaxing and great memory for me to spend the whole day with you. your nature truly making things so easy to do, falling in love over and over with you for instance. yep, you guess it right, i’m DOWN BAD for you. and i’m blaming you. 😋

as someone who always take care of another, i feel a bit overwhelmed {in a good way} that i get to be the one being taken care of when you’re around. unknowingly, my brain shuts down and just letting you leading the flow of our day. safe to say that i’m beyond grateful for having you in my day, Kak Jiwa. glad that i took the chance to finally meet you!

i hope we have the chance to meet again in another day, Kak Jiwa. until then, i hope the universe would be kind to you and gives you a lot more bright and happy days more than the cold and blue days. i hope health and well-being always surrounding you so you’ll get through any day safe and soundly! until we meet again Kak Jiwa, i cherish and adore you so much. 🤍

with love, bakpao coklat.

I wanna take a moment to express my deepest gratitude. Thank you for embracing me with open arms and for treating me with such kindness. Your presence has filled my life with beautiful memories that I will cherish forever. Thank you for the moments we've shared and for loving me so genuinely.

Wherever life takes you, I hope you meet only the best souls. May all your dreams come true and may each day ahead be filled with joy and warmth.

I’m not the best with words, but I want you to know that my love for you runs deep and sincere. I will miss you more than I can say. Until we meet again, know that you hold a special place in my heart.

— With all my love, your little one, H.

I hope happiness and good things will always follow you.

With love,

One and only, B.

Your asbungitis is my favorite part. Selamanya menyenangkan ya, separuh Jiwaku? Kalau Sal Priadi mesranya kecil-kecilan, nanti kita besar-besaran aja.

I hope happiness always surrounds you. And I hope we both always eat well.

Sepenuhnya punya Jiwa,

Mara.

I remember being very excited to steal some time to reply or just send some updates from my side to yours, regardless of the time. Sneaking seconds to peek at your messages and feel all kind of warming gush within my heart, and all that jazz. You have a hold of me that no one else ever did, and you did it so flawlessly.

Sharing pieces of our days and just blurting out many silly remarks alternately is something that I wouldn't trade with anything. You perked a lot of smiley moments and giggles within me, and I'm the happiest to be the one who had the chance to experience that—even more because it was you I got to share them with.

My puppy-shaped sunshine, the warmth that you left behind still lingers on your side of the bed, and I still find an immense amount of comfort in it. Tomorrow is no longer scary, and I still believe that it brings hope. Know that I'm going to live my life with the little wish that tomorrow will always bring you along, as you're the only form of hope that I know of.

XO,

Your cat-like daydream.

Mungkin memang seperti yang Jiwa tulis di laman profilnya—semua pertemuan, semua perpisahan, sudah ada yang atur. Makes me all the more grateful to have stumbled upon his existence, here in this vast realm. Thank you for holding me ever so gently, Jiwa. I truly and can only hope that you continue to love and be loved, as tenderly as can be.

Until our paths cross again,

E.

Sada, Sayang, aku biasa habiskan waktu dengan yang aku pikir akan sefrekuensi. Sebab jauh dalam lubuk hati yang terdalam, agak lelah jika aku harus ubah ini dan itu hanya untuk bisa menikmati waktu dengan tenang. Jadi, Cintaku, sebersyukur itu bisa temukan kamu di antara riuhnya dunia.

Mungkin, Sada, belum banyak hal berarti yang kita tukar, mengingat kesibukanmu dan aku yang cukup mencekik. Namun, Sada, aku sangat menikmati dan kuharap kamu juga begitu.

Barangkali, kita bisa jumpa lagi suatu saat nanti? Nanti, nanti, nanti, saat dunua berikan restunya lagi dan aku bisa mensyukuri hadirmu lagi; tanpa perlu terburu.

Penuh kasih,

Hatter.

Thank you for spending time with me. The time we spent together had been nothing short of fun, and I look forward to annoy you once again.

Who knows, this time you may just get a level up from a boy friend to something more.

People, people, listen. Sadajiwa betulan bisa menyejukkan jiwa.