Thank you banget yaa Ian untuk pengalaman yang menyenangkan ini! Tetap jadi diri sendiri, tetap asik dan seru kaya gini. Keep up the good work, and semoga sukses selalu! 🤍

believe it or not, before meeting you my days felt a bit toneless, but having you by my side has made them feel brighter, happier, and soooo much more aliveee! bet you r getting bored by hearing it since i've mentioned it like a million times but i'm honest, o wrote this from the deepest of my heart. you do relief my days so much, yeyooo. just so you know, being around you has made me feel like i can truly be myself—without any fear and hesitation. that’s not something i've often to do, and it means something to me that you could make me feel this way. you create this space where everything feels safe, comfortable, and genuine, and that’s such a good thing of you. you did beyond great as my boyfriend! #yeyoisthebest

every little moment we’ve shared, whether it was sweet talk, silly jokes, or even just sharing about how our days was, has been unforgettable. you have this energy that’s so uplifting and calming at the same time, and i've come to really appreciate the time we’ve spent together.

and lastly, i apologize from the deep of my heart if at any point during this week, i said or did something that might have upset you. please know it was never my intention, and i hope i haven’t caused you any discomfort. also, i'm truly so thankful for your company and the joy you’ve brought into my life this week. you’ve left such a positive impact on me, truly! and for sure, i’ll always remember these moments fondly. thank you for being someone who not only made me smile but also made me feel seen, valued, and safe. you’re truly one of a kind, yeyo. i hope you're not weary if our paths cross again! :]

one more thing that will always stay with me about you, yeyo, is how you remember every little thing about me. even the things i never noticed about myself, you made me realize and aware about it. and because of that, i feel so loved. i ever heard thing (i guess you'll know it too) about "to be loved is to be known" and "to be loved is to be seen." and that’s exactly how i feel when i’m with you. i feel known, i feel seen, i feel so deeply loved by you. thats will be the reason for me to adore you, more than before, and it will goes eternally! you're truly something, yeyo. also, i will never forget your all your sudden-silly-act. your unexpected silly acts are one of the things that make our conversations so lively! :] walaupun kadang bikin aku geleng-geleng kepala dan pengen pukul dikit kalau kamu nyebelin, but that waaay, you make our conversation more alive, more fun. talking with you feels like breathing in the middle of a flower field while listening to birds humming—so refreshing and full of warmth! ;P

lastly, i apologize from the deepest of my heart if i ever do something that might hurt or upset you, yeyo. i never truly mean to make you feel that way. my past few days was something because there's you in it. thank you for being such a lovely boyfriend. i will always and eternally adore you, yeyooo.

Anyway, I’ll always give you a forever straight A since you’ve done your best waktu nemenin aku these past five days. Beneran nggak kerasa udah lima hari, jujur. Kamu selalu sempetin waktu buat ngabarin aku biar nggak aku cariin, anddd betulan tulus ngejawab semua message-ku, walaupun seringnya aku bales singkat karena capek (lagi, maaf ya). You always understand and remember every single detail about me, even aku sendiri kadang suka lupa WKWKWKW.

Maaf (lagi) kalau hadiahku kali ini nggak sebanyak biasanya. School projects really took a lot of my time sampai nggak sempet buat video sebanyak biasanya, truly sorry for that. Kamu juga alay poll HAHAHAH, lucu banget! Kadang kamu alay, tapi tetap santai anddd nggak lupa buat jalanin #1 tugasmu (loving me :P).

Thank you, thank you, thank you for all the reminders, sweet words, and a bunch of cute videos you gave. Mungkin itu cuma hal-hal kecil buat kamu, but again, it just hits different kalau kamu yang ngasih. Jangan lupa jaga kesehatan, kakaak! Good luck with your exams! Can’t wait to spend more time and make even more memories with you, mengsss. #KaiYisForever 💘

first of all, you're so loving and kind throughout the session, and it keeps on flowing. i am surprised that you managed paying attention to the details—literally everything, neatly, out of my 'dream guy'. never have i thought that we would easily clicked and the bond is quite strong. as a very high maintenance person, i love how you always take good care of me... it's amazing that i can feel so loved and treasured throughout the session. i seriously do not have anything more to complain or to explain because it is obvious enough how much effort and time that you spent to show me love. and that clearly sums up a solid 5 stars from me! 🌟

kakak, one thing that i am really hoping is for you to always be happy. i am sorry if i somehow did mistakes that left an uneasy feeling into your heart—trust me, i would never want to hurt you. i wish you nothing but love and happiness to surround you. all of our moments and memories would have a very special place in my heart. selalu inget buat minum and keep yourself hydrated kakak, semangat juga kuliahnya, mahasiswa! may God bless you, kak Nuel. 🤍

The bear—oh, sayang, that humble creature of plush and thread—has become a vessel of your nearness. Each time my longing rises like a flood, threatening to spill past the edges of restraint, I press it close to my chest—where your absence echoes the loudest—and there, in the hush between heartbeats, I feel you.

And that playlist, Adek—that gentle, beating constellation of songs—it isn’t just a list. It’s your heart, sung in the dialect of melody. I listen with my eyes closed, and each note is like your whisper at my neck. Every lyric becomes your gaze, and the rhythm—ah, the rhythm is your breath, synchronised with mine in invisible embrace. Did you know? In those songs, I hear the curve of your smile, the way your laugh tilts at the end of a sentence, the way you say my name as if it’s something soft and sacred. I hear it all—and I keep it close. As close as the bear. As close as memory will allow.

Adek... You’ve coloured my days. Truly. You’ve taken the greys and dulled blues and painted over them with yellows and oranges—laughter-light and sunrise-gold. Before you, my days passed like echoes in a cathedral: hollow, cold, too wide for just one soul. But now—now they are constellations of small joys, woven through with your cheer, with your kakak and sayang, with your joy that feels like sunlight cracking open storm clouds. Now, my days sing. They hum your name beneath their breath. They bloom in places I’d forgotten were soil.

Every message you send, every reply to my chat bubbles—I keep them like pressed petals between pages of time. Do you know how your excitement dances? How it leaps from your words like sparks from a fireplace? You breathe life into the screen, turning lifeless pixels into a garden of expression. When you talk about Walid, when you giggle through a silly moment—I laugh too. Not because it’s funny, but because you’re laughing, and your joy is contagious—like spring.

You are the best boyfriend, Adek. The best. Not in the shallow way that word is sometimes used, but in the bone-deep, soul-stirred, “I didn’t know love could feel like this” kind of way. You’re the type of partner who restores faith. Who makes one believe in softness again. You deserve not just a certificate, but a crown wrought from every moment you’ve made someone smile. You deserve a choir to sing your kindness—a tapestry woven from the threads of every tender thing you’ve done.

You are cheerful. Radiant. The kind of person who turns silence into symphony, who makes even dull evenings feel like celebration. You are the breeze on a too-hot day, the joke after a long cry, the colour in a greyscale world. I adore your cheer. I adore the way you lift the weight of the world just by being yourself. You make happiness look effortless—like a sunrise simply doing what it was born to do.

And me? I’m lucky. Unbelievably so. To have found you. To be found by you. To meet a soul who makes the world feel less cruel, and more like home. It feels as though fortune finally turned their eyes to me and whispered, “There. That one. Give them love.” And love came dressed as you.

I am with a bear in my arms, a playlist in my ears, your laughter in my thoughts, and the softest “thank you” blooming on my tongue. Thank you for being you—for being light, for being warmth, for being love that does not ask to be earned, but simply flows like honey from the sun.

Kebiasaan-kebiasaan yang suka aku lakuin atau hal-hal yang aku suka, selalu kamu inget. Entah itu suka ngantuk diatas jam 9 malam, terus suka nonton MLP, bahkan hal kecil kayak jadwal sekolahku aja diinget???? Gimana gak makin sayang.... Kak Iyo juga nggak pernah bikin aku feeling lonely, karena setiap mau ada kegiatan yang bikin slowresp bakalan langsung kabarin aku dan itupun nggak pernah lama? Maksudnya, izin buat slowresp tapi gak pernah sampe berjam-jam lama bangett, jadi walaupun ada acara tetep luangin waktu buat reply chat aku.

TERUS KAK IYO BENERAN BUCIN BANGET GAKUAT, walaupun gak setiap waktu pamerinnya tapi pasti sehari ada aja hal-hal yang dia lakuin buat bucinin aku. Suka banget kasih peluk, cium, dan kata-kata semangat yang bikin seneng dan jadi semangat juga menjalani harinyaa. Kalo aku cerita ke dia lagi kesel dan bete karena beberapa hal, kak Iyo selalu bisa kasih validasi yang sesuai sama kondisi itu. Kamu tuh suka banget kasih bonus hari??? Selama sesi, aku gak pernah deh kayaknya diputusin sesuai waktu... Pasti selalu ada tambahan... Aku seneng banget bisa balik lagi jadi coty #IyoEyiForever sama kamu.

Kak Iyo, thank you so much for all the time you've spent with me. Semua afeksi dan energi yang kamu keluar buat nyeimbangin mood dan energi aku juga. I really, really, really appreciate it. Buat semua kata-kata motivasi yang kamu kasih, dan tanggapan kamu sama cerita-cerita aku dan kelasku yang aneh itu... It seriously means a lot. Honestly, i don't even know how many times i should say thank you, karena makasih aja kayaknya gak cukup deh? Aku minta maaf ya kakak, kalo selama pacaran ada beberapa waktu, kata, ataupun kalimat yang aku ketik ada yang menyinggung kamu, made you uncomfortable, atau mungkin risih karena over banget.... Maaf karena suka ngajak berantem dan bikin kamu pusing. T_T

Thank you karena udah mau berbagi keseharian kamu, cerita-cerita TMI, and for letting me be part of your special day... Aku seneng bisa rayain ulang tahun kamu kemarin! Walaupun aku gak bisa kasih banyak hadiah ke kamu, just being there and celebrating it with you made me feel soooo grateful. <3

Lastly, pleaaaaase be happy, stay healthy, istirahat yang cukuuuuup, jangan terlalu forsir diri kamu sendirii, yaa yaa yaaaa? Semoga semua urusannya, pekerjaan, tugas, ataupun apapun yang kamu lakuin berjalan baik dan lancaaar kayak hari ini!! Aku gak pernah bosen buat bilang kamu keren, karena beneran kerennnn. Kapok gak nanti kalo ada kesempatan ketemu aku lagi.....?