https://padlet.com/JJ_is_A_Simp/5ivntyk0p7heiou6 Made with my emotions spilling out in an incredibly messy article. en-us 2022-03-27 06:56:06 UTC 2022-05-24 03:39:24 UTC hello@padlet.com JJ_is_A_Simp https://padlet.com/JJ_is_A_Simp/5ivntyk0p7heiou6/wish/2115318045 When I am afraid of something, I feel like I need to put up a mask or a brave face. When I'm at school, I put on a smile, wave and act all cheery. But on the inside, I'm crumbling. I feel like NOBODY understands. But I still smile. If I'm being honest, I sometimes self-harm... Just because I wanna feel some sort of pain. You know you've hit a point of no return when you feel so numb you need to hurt just to FEEL something. I went to a mental hospital because of it... And now I'm back... But I think I shouldn't have left... I just screamed out my lungs because I couldn't handle it. So, all of you who relate and are reading this right now, my word of advice is: Go and TRY to get help. Because you don't want to end up like me. I am on SEVER depression meds so I can handle my feelings. If I keep cutting, I'm going to hit a point where the pain just from cutting isn't enough. I'm going to go further... And I DO NOT want that to happen to ANYONE. Not even those I hate. When people say to be yourself, I say, "Really? You REALLY wanna see the real me?" because like I said, I HIDE behind a mask. And that mask needs to come down. WHO'S WITH ME?! ]]> 2022-03-27 06:48:58 UTC https://padlet.com/JJ_is_A_Simp/5ivntyk0p7heiou6/wish/2115318045