anonymous wall by ella

dearmone — 2021-10-27 22:53:04 UTC

kevin (our parrot) flew south for the winter and this reindeer is taking his spot

dearmone — 2021-11-30 00:16:52 UTC

which reindeer is it?
Dasher, Dancer, Prancer, Vixen, Comet, Cupid, Donner, and Blitzen

hok4 — 2021-12-01 21:30:41 UTC

I've been so good,
I've been working my butt off

I've been so good,
but I'm lonely and stressed out

I've been so good,
but its still getting harder

I've been so good,
I've been helpful and friendly

Why am I feeling empty?

- AJR, Karma

KatieKatz — 2021-12-05 14:51:43 UTC

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mahoneyn10 — 2021-12-09 17:15:13 UTC

hey! there is one more thing I forgot to mention.

i love you.............bye!

i feel nothing

mahoneyn10 — 2021-12-09 17:36:32 UTC

i am genuinely not happy. like i don't feel anything anymore. i don't really say this to anyone but i am just left out and don't feel like i don't fit in, anywhere. i literally want to kill myself. i hate myself i hate my life and i hate my friends. and you wanna know the best part i don't even care. i want to cry but i have no tears to give. everything hurts. it like my feeling don't matter anymore. my parents don't listen and make me do things i don't want to do. i don't feel safe and i need someone, anyone who will make me feel loved

Quick Updates for the anonymous wall!!

dearmone — 2021-12-09 22:02:54 UTC

1. I made a new padlet and listed all the music in it here: https://padlet.com/dearmone/music

2. I cleaned up this padlet by deleting all the really old posts and music

3. Just remember you are loved gurl!! and if you ever need to vent we've got you, but please tell an adult just so they know how you are feeling (that's really ironic coming from me not telling my parents like anything, but im trying to get better abt it)

Love ella

I'm never going to be satisfied with myself. I'm never smart enough. I'm never pretty enough or skinny enough. I'm never happy enough. I hate my body. I hate who I am. Why do I feel so horrible. I like feel like a lazy person sitting there. I don't exercise. I don't do that or anything that others do. I can go through part of the school day alright and “happy” but when I get home. I can’t. I’m at my lowest point and I’ve BEEN HERE FOR THE PAST LIKE MONTHS. I don’t know. Whatevs.

hok4 — 2021-12-13 03:23:01 UTC

dearmone — 2021-12-14 21:24:09 UTC

hok4 — 2022-01-06 00:47:15 UTC

I will stand on the side as you shine
I'm not fine
I'm not fine
I can't move the mountains
I can't make the flowers bloom
I can't take a another night up in my room
Waiting on a miracle

Always walking alone
Always wanting for more

All I need is a change
All I need is a chance

Come on
I'm ready
I've been patient and steadfast and steady

- Encanto

hok4 — 2022-01-12 02:05:00 UTC

dudes I feel horrible. Like mans I didn't ask to hate myself! I JUST DO. And its not anyones fault... but I feel mine. Like I felt guilty for eating the food that I do. I. FELT. GUILTY. for eating food. and I can't do anything but think about how my decisions are horrible, when i comes to food or life or relationships. I'm also stressed about school. I also worry about social events and coming back to school. I didn't have the best holiday because I couldn't take the amount of sweets and food there was around the house. and I'm so grateful for everything and everyone and I'm trying to get better but uhm whatevs

Darling Oh Dear

dearmone — 2022-01-19 21:22:50 UTC

Darling oh dear
How you mustn't fear.
You are worth all my love
Here's a hug.
I love you oh darling
My little starling.
Listen to me
When I guarantee,
Beauty is not looks,
Not what's written in those books.
Its confidence,
And feeling yourself.
It's how you feel when you find the perfect pair of jeans
You don't find it by looking at screens.
When you realise your worth,
You become the prettiest thing on Earth. <3

dearmone — 2022-01-19 21:27:07 UTC

Love you!

bonillos — 2022-02-26 20:15:46 UTC

https://padlet.com/whitfielda4/8lrr9e7sjo13z65

KatieKatz — 2022-03-04 13:51:51 UTC

Baby Pictures for 8A :D

Our snowman has melted and Tengo Kevin is back! I think he had a nice vacation in Florida with his friend Dave, here is a picture of them together:

dearmone — 2022-03-22 00:45:04 UTC

Have a great summer!

dearmone — 2022-07-01 13:45:11 UTC