https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w ᴘᴇɴɴʏ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ? ᴍᴏʀᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ꜰʀᴇᴇ ʀᴇɪɢɴ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ .................please don't make posts, just comment ig en-us 2022-04-18 21:55:22 UTC 2025-11-03 07:26:50 UTC hello@padlet.com Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2149305538 𝐃𝐢𝐝 𝐈 𝐝𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠? 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝? 𝐑𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭? 𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠'𝐬 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭? 𝐑𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭?... 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐤𝐚𝐲. 𝐑𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭?]]> 2022-04-19 21:26:37 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2149305538 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2149308142 2022-04-19 21:28:42 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2149308142 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2149309066 2022-04-19 21:29:49 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2149309066 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2149309355 𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐈'𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡. 𝐍𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡.]]> 2022-04-19 21:30:07 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2149309355 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2157577632 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲'𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧..]]> 2022-04-26 01:00:22 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2157577632 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2194946521 I hate the fact that I can't be there for someone]]> 2022-05-23 00:55:22 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2194946521 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2194947297 I hate the fact that I can't hug them
or give them affection 
or highfive
tackle
anything 
:(]]> 2022-05-23 00:56:04 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2194947297 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2194947403 I hate it so much]]> 2022-05-23 00:56:09 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2194947403 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2194947595 I hate that I'm never on]]> 2022-05-23 00:56:21 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2194947595 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2194982688 bye bye?]]> 2022-05-23 01:25:45 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2194982688 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2196189343 isn't it fun getting left out :)]]> 2022-05-23 16:39:40 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2196189343 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2196190037 like, just ignored and stuff. You're haning out and all of a sudden they just start ignoring you. Isn't is so much fun?]]> 2022-05-23 16:40:09 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2196190037 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2196448240 2022-05-23 19:59:54 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2196448240 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2196495280 History: deleted
Holy water: needed
Phone: yeeted
Therapist: greeted༎ຶ‿༎ຶ]]> 2022-05-23 20:49:15 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2196495280 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2198097041 okay so like ik so one is probs here but imma go on a rant. OKAY SO lIKE IN SO MANY FANFICS THAT IVE READ AND THEY HAVE THE MAIN CHARACTER HAVE DEPRESSION THEY WRITE IT SUPER DRAMATIC LIKE THEY SLIT THEIR RISTS EVERY DAY AND LIEK SUUUUPER DRAMATIC THINGS. and I'm like honey that's not how depression works. depression isn't just cutting yourself until you pass out. It's so much more. It's deeper, and raw, and contains so much emotion you can barely take it in. People stereotypically think people who suffer from depression are all sad and "emotionless" but NOOOOOO. ]]> 2022-05-24 17:45:43 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2198097041 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2199767458 PEOPLE WITH REAL DEPRESSION ARE USUALLY THE HAPPIEST PERSON YOU KNOW. They're always trying to make someone's day better. They're happy. but they just have immense amount of self doubt that they're not good enough that they're alone. and not some stupid sad little shit who's only happiness is slitting their fucking wrists. ]]> 2022-05-25 18:09:51 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2199767458 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2199767742 When you have depression. you don't want to get up in the morning. you can't find a reason too. but you get up anyways. wanna know why? BECAUSE YOU FRIKING CARE. because you care too much. because you don't want people to feel how you feel. you want attention. you've been neglected and they hurt you. you fall into this state of sadness because people neglect you, because you feel as though you don't matter.]]> 2022-05-25 18:10:06 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2199767742 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2199768034 and I've gotten way off topic, but it annoys the absolute frick outa me. When someone writes a book or someone and they make someone depressed and its so fake. it doesn't happen in real life. The type of depression they write isn't real. It never was. ]]> 2022-05-25 18:10:19 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2199768034 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2199768282 Real depression. Is when you have so many reasons to get up. So many people to care for. yet you don't believe you're worth it. you believe you fell short of everyone's expectations. You feel as though everyone is better than you. you feel as though they look at you like you're horrible.]]> 2022-05-25 18:10:32 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2199768282 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2199768629 and yeah. I may not seem like I have depression. And some may not believe I have depression. some may even think i do it for attention. But I sure as damn get those moments when I fall into this state of sadness. Thinking of all the worst scenarios, and having so much self doubt. That my mind is on an endless loop of sadness. And I can't think of anything else. I can't pull myself out of that mindset.  So I just sit there, in my head, watching as my mood gets darker and darker.]]> 2022-05-25 18:10:51 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2199768629 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2199768918 And I just can't. It's not like I can't do anything. I'm just unable to be. I'm unable to be present, I'm stuck in my mind. Like I'm in a different world. 

And nobody can understand because they don't go through the same things.]]> 2022-05-25 18:11:06 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2199768918 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2199769187 You can't put your exact thoughts into words because they aren't really words. They're like words. But they're words and emotions and colors woven pictures, and landscapes, and textures. emotions sown into the seams of the fabric of your mind. Just exactly put in your mind where you can remember. But you can't form the exact picture and turn it into words.]]> 2022-05-25 18:11:19 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2199769187 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2211102983 must be bad ig]]> 2022-06-04 22:46:33 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2211102983 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2211103558 im so tired :]]]> 2022-06-04 22:48:20 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2211103558 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2211103606 so so tired]]> 2022-06-04 22:48:32 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2211103606 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2211103763 non stop watching minecraft yep watching someone build random shit for the past 3 dys straight]]> 2022-06-04 22:49:12 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2211103763 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2211754487 CAN SOMEONE PLATONICALLY JUST LIKE CUDDLE WITH ME AND GIB ME KITHES ON THE TOP OF THE HEAD PLS IM SO TOUCH DEPRIEVED ]]> 2022-06-06 04:04:16 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2211754487 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2211754706 I WANT HUGS SO BAD UGHHHH LIKE GOOD HUGS WHERE THEY SQUEEZE THE LIFE OUTA U UUU UFJSAFAKSJSADFJDFSJDFDFHDFJDJD]]> 2022-06-06 04:04:38 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2211754706 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2212125448 my post disappeared-]]> 2022-06-06 12:04:58 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2212125448 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2212125863 also my boobs feel like they're suffocatin' im wearing shcuh a tight braaa CUZ I CANT FIND ANY OTHER ONEEE UUUUUUUG I CANT BREATHHHHHHH]]> 2022-06-06 12:05:38 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2212125863 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2214054697 avacado]]> 2022-06-07 20:14:40 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2214054697 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2214055200 my youtube shorts is messed up :)]]> 2022-06-07 20:15:28 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2214055200 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2215806800 my eye is twitching]]> 2022-06-09 04:33:26 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2215806800 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2216110554 I HAVNENT SLEPT IN THREE DAYS]]> 2022-06-09 09:47:34 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2216110554 da_breezyboi_himself https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2216412150 2022-06-09 14:44:36 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2216412150 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2217571720 2022-06-10 14:40:11 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2217571720 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2217645670 2022-06-10 16:04:41 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2217645670 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2230964207 so like ya know the brain thingy where like it doesn't like let you hurt urself like with alot of people ur brain like won't let you bite ur finger off and stuf well mines brocken- I legit just dislocated my toe uh hehe]]> 2022-06-27 02:16:17 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2230964207 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2231612707 The cartilage in my knee is messed up so when I lock my leg for too long it starts to hurt really badly and I end up not being able to lift my leg, like if i put any weight on it, it will legit start shaking so badly and collapse 

it also collapses randomly alot :\]]> 2022-06-27 16:27:53 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2231612707 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2232611089 my coach makes me feel like I am the worse player on the team so now I'm crying ]]> 2022-06-28 16:26:03 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2232611089 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2233641365 really fucking sad rn :)]]> 2022-06-29 19:44:57 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2233641365 Cheri_marshmallow https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2242791342 2022-07-13 18:27:30 UTC https://padlet.com/Cheri_marshmallow/57y465ld8qymcz2w/wish/2242791342