𝒕𝒐 𝓗𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒖 by pazzie

𝓜𝒚 𝓯𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒇𝒍𝒚,

crippledtunes — 2020-10-31 23:27:36 UTC

This is just a little something I made for you to know how much you're missed and loved, and for you to use as a place where you can come back to whenever you feel like you're alone— you're not.
You've touched and changed the lives of each one of these people somehow, so never doubt about how much importance your own life and existence hold.
I'm grateful for you everyday and you know that, I'll never get tired of saying this. But I'll be brief here.
I just hope that you like this, my love.
From your Sunflower 🌻💛

my little otter.

2020-11-01 00:27:28 UTC

you really have a soulmate in saiph. she put this together to help remind you just how loved you are. because you really are. as much as the mean parts of your mind tries to tell you you’re not or that your ball of light isn’t bright enough to offer us solace in the dark — they're dead wrong. the louder they get, the meaner they get the more they try to conceal the love and care that surrounds you. they don’t want you to see it, to see us. but we’re bringing our light to you. you’re such a beautiful person. i’ve seen you grow and grow the last few months into someone you once wanted to be. but because we’re constantly striving for more, for better it’s hard to stop and see we became who we wanted to months ago in the midst of wanting to be who we will be even better. you are light and love and warmth and irreplaceable. i love you so very much. so fucking much. thank you for loving me and shining your light for us to see.

Jo ❤

2020-11-01 00:38:43 UTC

My friend,
I hope you know the impact you've had on people's lives. You are and will always be a beacon of love to everyone you touch, be it with your words, with your energy, your kindness. We've talked in the past about the way we see ourselves and I remember what you said, I remember us talking about if we were bad people and me reassuring you that we weren't. I really wish you could see yourself through the eyes of those who love you. Because even with our flaws, you, my love, are so utterly loved and appreciated. I miss you not only because we have had deep conversations about the world, life, growth, but because in our fragility, both mine and yours, I saw a friend. And one that I want to keep in my life for as long as I can and you allow me to. Remember what I said, you before anything else, and we're all here to remind you that you are loved, missed, cherished. You're stronger than you think and surviving is hard. But we're all walking towards living instead of just surviving. It's a long, hard and tiring path, but we all get there, Jo. I have faith in your resilience, even if sometimes you want to just rest. I have faith in your heart above anything else. <3 We love you.

𝑺𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝑯𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒖

2020-11-01 00:55:10 UTC

Dear Harou,
First, let me start by saying if you haven't heard it today, you are very much loved, and thank you for being you. You have a way of making those around you feel so special and wonderful. Harou, the way you just let people be themselves around you while also offering kind words makes you so special. You rarely find people in life who make you feel instantly comfortable in their presence, and yet you do that for all the people who have crossed paths with you. To this day, I still remember confessing to you that I wanted to dim my light from shining so brightly in the world, and you said to me that I should never dim my light for anything and anyone. So I hope you're not dimming your light because you shining your light into the world is what makes this world a better place. I miss you immensely. I love you. Until then, sweet Harou, you are in my thoughts, and I'm sending you all my love and light.

Of course, I can't leave you without some new music.

Songs for Harou:
Mine- Alex Isley, Jack Dine
Out of the Blue- RINI
All about you - Leon Bridges, Lucky Daye
High Schol Me- Sasha Sloan
Beautiful Superstar- A. G. Cool
Kings of Summer- Ayokay, Quinn XCII
Take Care In Your Dreaming- The Avalanches

2020-11-01 01:05:03 UTC

My Harou 💜

You came into my life in the rudest ways but I wouldn't change it for the world ; after 7 months I finally came back from a bad relationship and reconnected with you— you are the embodiment of love and peace, a light for so many people. You are so strong and brave even at your worse moments. You protect your love ones so fiercely, that is what I love about you.

You are never afraid to be yourself

Even in your darkest moments, you put others before yourself but remind yourself, that you need to put yourself first, love yourself, and be you.

we wouldn't want anybody else but you 💜

You are perfect, loveable and irreplaceable

I love you so much and everyday I think about you, care for you and hope you are okay because you deserve love, care and just everything

My dms are always open for you 24/7 💜 I love you so much

Minnie 💜

My Haroubear

2020-11-01 01:06:30 UTC

God I miss you so so soooo much and I really hope you're doing well and taking care of yourself. You know if you're not, I and many other people will be so mad so 😡
But I know you're doing that, I have no doubt.

Anyways, Saiph did this and I think it's the cutest thing ever. You're really lucky to have her Roubear, you better take good care of her and cherish her forever.

You left a big empty place, it's not the same without you. Everyone is missing you and thinking about you all the time, that can tell how much you mean to us and how much we love you. You're an amazing person and honestly one of the BEST people I've ever met. You're so strong, the things you've gone through and you're still standing like the king you are! You're so sweet and so nice and friendly and understanding and great and wonderful, and you deserve nothing but happiness and well-being.
Never forget how great you are, I know sometimes your brain plays games with you and makes you believe other stuff, but you're strong enough to win all those games. You're strong enough to realize that you are one of literally the bestest people and that you matter to many many people. You're enough, you're more than enough, and you're worth it, and yes you deserve all the beautiful things in the world.

I could keep talking but it'll be too long so I'll stop here, I hope you know how much I love you and how much you mean to me 💓
I'll be waiting for you to come back and yell at me to go to sleep again 🤲🏼💜

Strive for Greatness

2020-11-01 01:07:35 UTC

First off, I want to give Saiph a bit of recognition because she was the one who put this together. Second, I would like to thank you for being such an amazing human being. See, I know how tough life can be but you always seem to get through it. I hope you’ve been taking proper care of yourself, 𝒏𝒐𝒕 drinking water and eating well. 𝑊𝑖𝑛𝑘. 𝑊𝑖𝑛𝑘. Before she beats me up, I just want to say that was a JOKE. Anywho, we all truly miss you and hope to see you back and up again soon. I love you, loser. Stay safe! — ZIYA ♡

Harourururu

2020-11-01 13:37:53 UTC

It is the first of November. I am writing as if this was some sort of diary but then again, I trust you to the point where you could be.

Hey sweetums, clicking my fingers over here to get your attention. (Wiggles brows) Guess what? It's November. So that means no nuts and yes, that includes the edible ones too. Sorry, not sorry. Nuts aren't a necessity. I hope otter boy is well. We all miss you dearly. Wracking my brain for some motivational speech but it's never been my forte, you see. But if we go for something a little suggestive then I've got you. Heh. Anyways, do anything fun for Halloween? I just sat around like an old man. Didn't even get any candy. Not even dick dipped in it. The audacity. I hope you enjoyed it. Even if all you did was sit around like me. Hope you got some candy at least. Or spent it with people that you're happy to be around. And if not? There's always Halloween next year too. Fingers crossed that it's better.

I miss you. And your company. And maintaining eye contact with your ass. Not your ass literally though- but I'm sure you know what I mean. Not that I'd be against staring at your ass either but still. I'm looking forward to holding your ✨hand✨ again. Soft harou. Also purring. I know you liked hearing that.

I've discovered a doodle feature on this odd website so I'm going to test it out. Kudos to noona for creating this whole shabam.

Harou hyungie!! 🥺💓💞

2020-11-01 17:26:50 UTC

for starters i miss you lots and lots and lots, bu i know you’re doing your best and im proud of you!! also, thankies to saiphie for allowing me to be part of something so sweet! it makes my heart go bimpitty bump!! so read this whenever you feel like giggling and smiling! i promise i will do my best!! so as we both know, you’ve become someone i can really trust in the last couple of months and i’m so very thankful for it! you truly are someone so very kind and gentle!! every day with you was a new laugh, a new lesson, or another day of being red in the face, hehehe! every day spent with you around brings nothing but joy and is so special. i’m so thankful to have you become part of my life and will say it over and over!! you truly are special to me, hyungie! and i can’t wait for the day you come back! we’ll make lots of more memories and smile lots together. please continue taking good care of yourself and eat lots of yummy food for me, okay? also, drink lots of water!! so you can recharge and come back fully ready to go cwaaazy with me and everyone else!!! okay? pinky promise, Harou hyungie!! puppy love you lots!!
With lots of love,
Joonie 🐾 (ggukie)

𝑻𝒐 𝒎𝒚 𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒚 🌹

93hentaiboi — 2020-11-05 09:24:11 UTC

My dearest Rose Mallow,

My precious purple love,

Everyday I look forward to our next connection, no matter how far off or how long the space and time passes between us we always manage to find a way back to each other. I have no doubt in our ability, in our love and how strong we are but more importantly how strong you are.

It doesn’t matter if there’s some silence between us as it’s filled with our beautiful memories, the journeys we have already walked together. The road ahead of us is still young and it’s waiting patiently right with me when you are ready and like before we will pick up where we left off.

My love, I love you unconditionally, for all eternity and I hold you close to my heart always. You have me, just as you have all these other lovely people and I will be here for you every step of the way.

We all miss you dearly and awaiting the day for you to rejoin us. I know times right now are tough, but all is not lost. Our support and love for you is here. I can see it and it’s truly a wondrous feeling to see all these people care about someone I really love.

I’m about to sob so fucking hard so I’ll end it here.

I love you. Kocham Cię, so very much.

𝐹𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠, 𝑌𝑜𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑖 🥺🤲🏻💜

My babie Boo,

2020-11-06 05:46:35 UTC

Ah, as everyone else has said— I fucking miss you, my chaotic little taboo twin. I hope that you’re taking good care of yourself, just as you would hope all of us are, be kind to yourself too. Eat well, drink LOTS of w a t e r, and be sure to get proper rest. I worry about you, but I am hopeful that when the dark passes you’ll be by our side again.

You have so many people that think of you daily, and we are eagerly waiting to smother you in love once you find your way back to us. I’m not going to go on and on, mostly because I know that sometimes there’s nothing anyone can say, and we just need to find the motivation within ourself to crawl out of that rut. So, just know that we’re cheering you on, and supporting you through it— and anxiously waiting for cuddles.

— Koa. 🐨🖤🎋