The music makes me feel like a scene in France where they run after fleeing a crime scene, while one of the murderers is shot by the police, the other turns and sees his dead partner, but keeps running.

But first of all, you are calm, you are peaceful, you are in your comfort zone, you are in somewhere you don't have any occupations, you are happy, there begins to be some rain, but just little drops, but then it calms down, you start to get anxious, but then you recover, but then again you fall, once again the preoccupation is your biggest concern, but now you know how to calm it down, you recover and you are in peaceful again, then you feel that you have to do many things and that you won't be able to be happy again, but you are scared that in any moment, the angst will come for you, and you won't be able to stop it, but then you see something, you hear something or someone ho helps you to feel better, and now, you have something to hang on.

I used to think that I just needed to take a break, away from all this pain my mind had made. And take some moments to hold them and just keep them frozen. But  today I think I lost myself. I am not sure how tho get back to my place.

 

Please release me from this present. I am wanted and on the run. So I am just taking this moment to live in the past.

I just feel I am better off. Being in my memories. And let the world be the same way without me in it.  

 

Now I keep looking for that spark. Nonetheless it seems that it now just lives in my dreams. 

I hope someday this could be just a nightmare. I hope I can wake up and realize that everything has a meaning.

But if not, I hope no one ends where I am. Just looking for a spark. That seems to be a dream.

At first, days passed away one after another. Everyone around, including me, was just smiling. Just pretending everything was right. But then I woke up. I was blind but later I could see. I realized everything was the same but different. No matter what I kept looking around me.  I was just trying to find that spark. 

I used to think that I just needed to take a break, away from all this pain my mind had made. And take some moments to hold them and just keep them frozen. But  today I think I lost myself. I am not sure how tho get back to my place.

Please release me from this present. I am wanted and on the run. So I am just taking this moment to live in the past.

I just feel I am better off. Being in my memories. And let the world be the same way without me in it.  

 

Now I keep looking for that spark. Nonetheless it seems that it now just lives in my dreams. 

I hope someday this could be just a nightmare. I hope I can 

I remember how the cold air caressed my hair.

The sky was shining and I knew you were one of those stars that the sky lit up

Your eyes fixed on mine, the rest did not matter.

In every dream I have, your face appears and my skin bristles.

One night and one melody.

The memory of your fingers touching mine, dancing like little children.

I notice in your eyes that special shimmer.

The way you pull your hair backwards while smiling and dancing according to the rhythm.

I fell in love with your name the moment it left your lips.

I fell in love with you in just a blink. 

Now my heart belongs to you.