@ soulsanctuary by @ soulsanctuary https://padlet.com/atsoulsanctuary/respite befriend your soul; take a breather. en-us 2017-09-12 14:14:59 UTC 2025-10-08 11:18:27 UTC hello@padlet.com greetings atsoulsanctuary https://padlet.com/atsoulsanctuary/respite/wish/186800489
Welcome to soulsanctuary!

soulsanctuary is a place where souls can take a breather; this is where you are welcome to vent out to your heart's content!

Well-being is something unfortunately not everybody prioritizes the same manner as physical health. By this reason, we highly encourage you to spill out whatever feelings you have been bottling in. Your stories are a blessing to other people, therefore submissions will be available for the public to read. Worry not, they will stay anonymous (unless you intend on letting yourself be known, of course).

Stories, experiences, diary entries, emotions, feelings, cursing/cussing, things you find interesting, messages you are reluctant to deliver but feel the strong urge to share, anger; anything will do! There are no limits to what you can write, so write as much as you please, so long it helps you feel better! Here is an example of the writing format:

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Now off you go to rant away! Remember that you are worth the life you are blessed with, and that you are valid no matter the labels society and yourself give you. May happiness find your way!]]> 2017-09-12 14:31:16 UTC https://padlet.com/atsoulsanctuary/respite/wish/186800489 wed 13sept'17, 2:00am atsoulsanctuary https://padlet.com/atsoulsanctuary/respite/wish/186938731 why do humans even need to sleep lol i mean i could just be using the time wasted on sleep to be productive]]> 2017-09-12 19:00:24 UTC https://padlet.com/atsoulsanctuary/respite/wish/186938731 Thursday 20 Sept 2017, 1:41 pm https://padlet.com/atsoulsanctuary/respite/wish/189186828 Why do people keep getting more and more destructive and evil? More killing and more people suffering. It's just sad :((( i mean 

there is nothing wrong with being nice right?

]]> 2017-09-20 06:41:03 UTC https://padlet.com/atsoulsanctuary/respite/wish/189186828 monday 11dec'17, 2:00am https://padlet.com/atsoulsanctuary/respite/wish/214837940 frick today has been a hellish rollercoaster ride

woke up super sluggish while knowing damn well i need to get shit done
in and out naps and motivation
my period ended weeks ago but what the fuc is this
why did i become angry in the evening and so bubbly the night and sahd at dusk
why did i throw fists of anger to the wrong people

what am i

get back to work

sentiment at midnight+2hours

camera roll on 5 digits and 0gb space
it's time to (get) back up

get back to work

and then i realize the dilemma of not being confident in my own skin and preserving memories
that "noooo dont take pictures of me pls" "no thanks pls dont film me" bullshit
that self dysphoria fucker

where was i up to this point?
were there not, evidence of me existing?

get back to work

would it be tears of regret or of endearment, 6 months from now?
no, moments from the present

why does it have to be now that i realize "hate" is such a strong word
i've never hated, i've only been despising and just highkey pissed 24/7

get back to work

where would i be standing, just 9 months from now?
my preferred tertiary school starts in fall
but will fate take me there?
what if it dont end up that way?
what's my plan b?

up to this point i have lived almost all my life as a student, a child, a naive moron with both palms and a mouth open wide and up

what if i malfunction as i change badges without life manuals?

i want to blame many things
i want to put my hectic schedule at fault
i want to put people at fault
depression
my own hypocritical lazyass

i've been on the top of the swing for too long
too late to realize i'm only gonna swoosh harder than ever

im not ready to move (on)
but time and gravity don't just pause

it's only gonna be me tripping down n skydiving
or hold on and get back up there

i want to blame the strings if i ever fall down
but i know damn well it'd be my own grasps

get back to work

i'll miss a lot of things
highschool, the only thing adults are jealous of us for and the only thing teenagers hate the most being students
memories of loved ones

i'll regret a lot of things
owing every single person one because im fucking incompetent and not being able to come up with even one way to pay them back
being born just to need and receive help in order to live while not being to do the same as much
i know im no god but i feel so guilty just for existing

why do people have to be so kind
it's not even like i dont /want/ to repay them
i'm just not sure if i am /capable/ of repaying them
weight to shoulders of many
explain "suicide is selfish"

i invest in too much i forget they're temporary
i save up too much i forget they'll still rot in time

i haven't cried in so long
now i want to for so many reasons
i want to save for myself a cry out loud night for myself
for me to dissolve in self pity, regret, joy, happiness, anger, content, endearment

i miss you, me
i'm so sorry for keeping you in for so long
i want to save just one day, one night, for the two of us 

to talk things out
to clear things up
to apologize
to thank

but i cant anytime soon bc i gotta get back to work
there's homework due 8:00am ish later
it's 2:40am, it's due in 5 hours 20 minutes
there's still homework until sunday

i hope to see you in a week
that is, if i can hold on]]> 2017-12-10 19:00:35 UTC https://padlet.com/atsoulsanctuary/respite/wish/214837940 monday 11dec'2017, 2:45pm https://padlet.com/atsoulsanctuary/respite/wish/214843806 drown in overwhelm

leaving here all the things you and i need to talk about

need to love and be loved
memories
regrets
mistakes and incompetence i know i shouldnt have done but still did because i never fucking learn
guilt
self pity
aspirations and goals
need to love
need to be loved
where i should go from here and how
fate]]> 2017-12-10 19:43:36 UTC https://padlet.com/atsoulsanctuary/respite/wish/214843806 monday 11dec'17, 11:57pm atsoulsanctuary https://padlet.com/atsoulsanctuary/respite/wish/215109823 on one hand i want to prove myself and the world im strong
on the other hand i want to prove i am human instead of some kind of superhero

resting would be unfair bc everyone's tired as well
collapsing is even more unfair bc then i'd lose hold of the whole thing; it'll crumble in my own hands bc there's no one else holding it together with me]]> 2017-12-11 16:58:02 UTC https://padlet.com/atsoulsanctuary/respite/wish/215109823