🐼🐶🦊 by Stevanus Febrianto https://padlet.com/stevanusfebrianto4_/4p70u738vu9vrzlq en-us 2023-11-19 19:37:48 UTC 2023-11-19 19:49:53 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.net/icons/png/2764.png ü stevanusfebrianto4_ https://padlet.com/stevanusfebrianto4_/4p70u738vu9vrzlq/wish/2795435883 i used to not believe in love until i met u, you taught me what love is, u are my first love, i used to think that loving someone must present a feeling of "take and give", loving someone requires "fifty-fifty", loving someone requires getting feedback but since meeting u, i have felt sincerity from my heart to continue being with u no matter what i will go through in the future. I dont care how heavy the burden i will bear as long as i stay with u, I no longer care about "fifty-fifty" anymore. Im almost heartless with myself as if i dont care about my feelings because i think as long as im with u, i feel happiness that i’ve never felt before, i feel calm in my heart when im with u, ive never been this comfortable with anyone else. People might think that im stupid bcs of love but honestly i dont care abt them, im happy with my days with u, every time im with u, i feel like a completely different person. In a good way because no one can make me feel as happy as you. i dont understand why im like that i just want to always be with u.


But the more days i have u, the more days that happiness is mine, i feel the thing im rlly afraid of, that is losing u. I always stand by my words to u that relationships between two people cannot be forced and i always think that i’ll fight for u, but i’ll never fight over u bcs if someone has ur love than me, he can have u. And i didn't fall for you because i needed a relationship or i need u as my listener bcs im scared of loneliness. I fell for u bcs for the first time in my life i felt pure peace in my heart and u made me feel loved. I know that u deserves better, but i cant see u with anyone else, so i wanna became the better one for u.


I think i have given u all my love and if u think my love is not enough, if u think that i didn’t love u… i think all this time i’ve been wrong about what love is because i thought i loved you correctly, im really sorry. I’m very confused about what love is now, or maybe im just not destined to understand what love is and dont deserve love from people i think i love them. I really apologize to u abt my mistake regarding my understanding of love.

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