You carry yourself with such kindness and humility, and the way you naturally ease every moment never fails to amaze me. Your presence alone feels reassuring, and before I knew it, time had slipped away so quickly, I wished our moment together didn’t have to end yet. Kakak sayang, please take really good care of yourself, okay? Your health matters so much to me. I sincerely hope we get to share many more conversations like this in the future. I wish, truly, that someday, I can call you mine again.

For you, my dearest, this is an easy 10/10 without hesitation. Thank you for choosing to spend your time with me, for your attention, your warmth, and your sincerity. I’m endlessly grateful to have met someone as gentle and fascinating as you. Please stay my darling, alright? Take care of yourself for me, so fate will allow us to meet again someday. Aku beneran sayang kamu, banget. Maaf ya baru bisa kasih honest review sekarang.. Jangan lupa jaga kesehatan, KAKAK! And thank you so much for the smoll gift, it’s adorable and means more to me than you know. See you soon, kakak sayang. ♥️

i appreciate every effort you made, every small kindness you showed, especially the way you tried your best to make me feel happy during the time we shared. i sincerely hope life treats you kindly, both in your work and beyond it. your compassion stands out so clearly, you think of others so naturally, and that tenderness is something rare and precious. whoever gets to call you theirs one day will be unimaginably lucky. you also have such a natural way with words, talking to you never feels forced, only easy and sincere. and if there was ever a moment where my words or actions felt uncomfortable to you, i’m truly sorry, i never meant for that to happen. please know that i cherished your presence and your patience more than i can properly say.

thank you, truly, for everything. until we meet again, take good care of yourself, okay? and before i go, let me remind you of something important! who is kind, precious, and worthy of so much love? the answer is simple: you. don’t forget to give yourself the same care you so effortlessly give to others. choosing to rest, to heal, and to love yourself is never selfish. you deserve that gentleness, always. <333

I’m aware that I wasn’t always at my best and that I missed certain moments, yet you always met me with understanding. You gave me the space to learn and stumble without ever making me feel like I was asking for too much. Thank you, Yimar, for adjusting your time just so we could talk, and for keeping me in the loop so I never felt forgotten. Because of you, I felt cared for in a way that was honest, gentle, and uncomplicated.

You have a rare way of loving, one that feels genuine and generous, and I hope life brings people who can truly value and return that kind of affection. I’ll keep the gift, of course. Someday, when I come across it again, I know it will bring a soft smile and remind me of this chapter. You’ll always be a warm memory to me, and I hope I remain one for you as well.

Please take good care of yourself. I hope everything ahead unfolds smoothly for you. And if fate ever decides to let our paths cross again, maybe I’ll be there once more, knocking quietly. Until then, see you, Yiyi.

I cherished how easily we exchanged thoughts, whether tender or playful. You cared for me in your own way, and I value the small acts that made our time feel gentle and safe. Even when our perspectives differed, the bond we formed and the warmth we shared still matter deeply to me. I won’t pretend it doesn’t ache, knowing this chapter has ended does leave a quiet sadness. But please know this: the memories we created will stay with me. Yimar, my soft-hearted, endlessly endearing companion, I will miss you deeply from here on. As our paths now move forward separately, I wish you peace and kindness in everything ahead. May your journey unfold with ease and warmth. My treasured heart, I offer you a tender farewell at the close of our shared story. Thank you for the moments we lived together. I, your little kitten, will carry my love for you, always.

you have this way of making people feel seen, and i felt that. the affection you gave wasn’t loud, but it was constant, and it made me feel cared for in a very genuine way. honestly, how are you this sweet? can you slow down a bit? you’re making me shy for no reason. you were really good to me, and i can say that i was genuinely happy during our time together. kak yimar, thank you for being here, for being you. please don’t forget to take care of yourself and stay close to the people who matter to you. you’re stronger than you realize, i believe that. thank you for making it this far. and if one day things feel heavy, don’t keep it all inside, let yourself feel it, just like you allow yourself to feel happy. ^__^

aku juga menghargai caramu ngobrol, yang santai tapi tetap bikin aku ngerasa dihargai. kamu selalu berusaha hadir, dengerin ceritaku, dan ngerespon dengan cara yang hangat. itu hal kecil, tapi efeknya besar buat aku. bareng kamu, suasananya terasa ringan dan natural, seolah semuanya mengalir dengan sendirinya. jujur aja, aku ngerasa beruntung bisa ketemu kamu dan ngerasain momen-momen itu.

kalau selama ini ada kata atau sikapku yang kurang pas dan bikin kamu nggak nyaman, aku minta maaf ya. aku sama sekali nggak ada maksud ke arah sana. terima kasih banyak udah meluangkan waktu buat aku, dan makasih juga untuk perhatian ekstra yang kamu kasih. itu semua berarti banget buat aku. jaga diri kamu baik-baik ya, sayang. makasih sekali lagi 🤍

What I appreciated most was the way you shared your insights so gently. You never made it feel heavy or overwhelming, and instead created a space where I felt comfortable joining in. It didn’t feel like a one-sided explanation, but like a shared exchange, you serious, warm, and sincere. Those moments made me see books from new perspectives and reminded me how intimate thoughtful conversations can be.

If there were times when my responses fell short or I couldn’t keep up, I hope you know it was never because I wasn’t interested. It was simply admiration. Thank you for letting me see that side of you and for sharing your world of stories with me. I’ll always remember those talks, not just for the books themselves, but for how inspired and safe you made me feel. Take care of yourself, see you! <♥️3

If anyone asks what kind of man my heart has been waiting for, I will simply say your name, kakak Zay. Not because you are perfect in the world’s eyes, but because you are gentle in the ways that matter. You handle my feelings with care, you never make me feel small, and you speak with honesty instead of silence. With you, love does not feel heavy or uncertain, it feels steady and warm.

Kakak Zay, you will never have to question the sincerity of my love. With me, you are never standing alone at any doorway of life, never fighting your battles without a hand beside yours. I want to be your steady companion, the strength at your side when you face the world, and the gentle touch that wipes your tears when the day feels heavy… after everything life has shown me, meeting you feels like a gentle gift i didn’t know i was waiting for. You are my everything and precious to me, Kakak Zay. And if love has a language meant to last beyond time, it will always speak your name, kakak Zay, as the place my heart knows as home.

Kakak zay, terima kasih banyaak yaaaa. Ya ampun... ini mah tangki cintaku penuh sama kamu, cantik banget dan rapi tulisan kakak, hadiah untukku juga nyimut banget. Aku berterima kasih banget sama Tuhan udah dipertemukan dengan Mahakarya indah–nya, aku berdoa semoga dari banyaknya manusia disini harus tahu bahwa ada seseorang sebaik, sehebat dan semegah dirimu kakak Zay, aku juga berdoa semesta selalu rela memelukmu dan melindungi di setiap langkah kecil baikmu kakak Zay. Jangan keras sama dirimu ya kakaak, biarkan dirimu dan hatimu tumbuh dengan hangatnya cinta dariku ataupun dari orang yang menyayangimu ;).

With love, Niyo.

What we had was more than the word beautiful itself. To be alone with you gave me more joy and blessings than I have ever imagined. I appreciate what we had for it, and I appreciate these things you gave me. I couldn’t ask for more. Yet, once again, if I could ask the moon, I would ask for it to perish so that I can be with you without having to close my eyes, Yiyi. To have more time with you in the future. I hope you will eat well, and the world will be more kinder to you when I’m not around. I hope everything will go so well with you. Thank you so much for a day we have been through together, Yiyi! Appeeciate it sooo, so much. Your words have touched my heart more than you could have ever imaaagiineeed. Terima kasih banyak Yiyi! Aku izin save semuanya, yaaaa.

Thank you for spending your time with me, Yiyi! I enjoyed every single moment with you. Anyone should know how great it is to be with you. :3 I’m glad to be here. I would love to see you again next  time, sooner or later. By that you have to take care of yourself so I can see you around next time! You have all, all my thank yous, Yiyi! ❤️

I’m sorry it took me a while to send you an honest review. Thank you so much, Yimaaar. This session truly amazed me, especially the PDA part. I honestly only asked you to change your name to Ekamara Idrisa and I never expected you to go as far as doing the exact same things Ekamara did in the AU. You completely caught me off guard. You drove me a little crazy in the best way possible. You’re truly beyond my expectations, and I mean that. Every little detail, every gesture, felt so intentional and full of effort. Thank you for making it feel so real and so special. I really appreciated it more than you know.

it was so sweet.. :*) even the words you gently tucked between your lines were enough to make my heart meelt. thankyou for making my days feel warm and for being one of the reasons i found myself laughing that day, i truly deeply cherish the moments we shared together. choosing you was never a mistake, nor will it ever be something i regret, because i chose you sincerely from the deepest part of my soul. in the quiet embrace of the night, your love and warmth always made me feel cherished. and to me, even if the time we had was only brief, i’ll always be grateful that i was able to feel everything you gave. your love, your care, and a warmth that meant so much. in these few short days i found a happiness that became something deeply precious to me, especially the silly chats and the late-night talks, i appreciate every moment and every little thing you make time for. and even if the time has come to an end, whatever paths we walk now, i’ll still carry those memories with me wherever i go. and you should know i was truly comfortable with everything you gave me, even the smallest responses from you could make my days feel a brighter, and my smile a little wider.

it felt like a fleeting moment, passing just like that, and of course it leaves a small sadness in my heart.. ;( but at the same time i'm soo happy because i was able to live through those moment with you. and please take gentle care of yourself because i care for you more than you may know. jangan lupa minum air putih yang banyak biar nggak dehidrasi, apalagi cuacanya disana lagi panas-panasnyaa. jangan lupaa juga makan yang banyak dan makan makanan yang enak. i love you sooo much and i will always proud of you, thankyou for being born, and thankyou for being exactly who you are. <3 not even once have i regretted choosing you with the depths of my soul, thankyou for accepting me as i am. and if “another time or another moment” truly exists, i hope it finds its way back to us.. ;)

so here we are.. goodbyes have always been painful and they always will be. but sometimes beyond the pain of goodbye there are memories so deep that they never truly leave us. that's why i’ll always deeply cherish the memories we’ve made. ;) finding my way back to you, sharing laughter and pieces of life once more has meant more to me than words could eveeeeer hold. as i’ve said before, meeting and choosing you again will never be a regret of mine, because my heart has always carried a path that leads back to you. and for that, thankyou for always opening your arms to me whenever i found my way back, thankyou for embracing me with the same warmth as before and filling my days with colors i had missed for so long. and if you say that meeting me was a gift, then i’ll say the same about you, yimaay. because among all the people i could have met, i was lucky enough to know someone like you. someone who makes me feel cherished and reminds me that i have a place in this world. in the short time we’ve spent together i’ve found myself smiling and laughing more than i expected, and you’ve been a big part of that happiness

aaand thankyou for being happy for me too, i'll do my best in my new chapter =) i’m also thankful for the kind wishes you’ve sent my waaaaay. hearing that from you makes me hope you’ll treat yourself with the same kindness, because you’re just as worthy. i appreciate everything you’ve done and thankyou for always being exactly who you are. even though we didn’t have much time together, my care doesn’t end here, i’ll alwaaaaays care for you even from afar and please remember that i will always b prouuud of you, myforeveryimayku <3