Guys wanna date her

She gets everything 

Cause she’s little miss perfect 

And I’m just the side show 

*pause 

I’m the freak

In the back 

Watching her glow

Like the stars

Like the sun 

And world spins around her 

Her dark blue vest

Tried his  best 

A kind person 

A Intelligent person

The positive one

The Helpful one

Very welcome for everyone 

Freshmen Rodriguez

The greedy one 

The toxic one

  Like a glow of acid

The opposite of positive 

very disrespectful 

And not so welcoming

Which Rodriguez would be 

The class leader of acero high school

Both go to there seats ready to debate

Without any hate or maybe 

As the junior starts to talk 

Then freshmen started talking

Even though it wasn’t her turn

“Freshmen rodriguez I’m speaking “ 

While the fresh men look at him

In a stare of hatred on  the junior 

As  the junior spoken and said

What acero needs to be is 

Being Achivement 

Having a great community 

Teachers, consular, student, staff 

Anybody 

Being equity

Everyone one us is welcome here 

In acero 

Every  gender 

Every  race 

Every sexually

Is welcome here in acero 

Being resilience 

And lastly being optimistic 

Spreading the positive 

Like a  flood of hearts

This is why I’m here 

Doing it for my family 

Doing it for my friends from acero and My two best friends 

Doing it for acero itself 

Making that school 

being cool to number 1 highschool 

Then the freshmen interrupted 

“Blah blah blah I know it’s just lies”

Disruptive like a annoying bird

the  junior Rodriguez spoken politely 

“Freshmen Rodriguez I’m speaking “

“I”m speaking” 

Then the freshmen still interrupted 

Like a fly buzzing off

“Your making yourself a clown” 

“Why can’t you be like me”

“Tough one” 

again the junior said 

“Freshmen Rodriguez I’m speaking” 

“If you don’t mind letting me finish” 

“ we can have a conversation “ 

Finishing his last sentence 

Without being interrupted 

“Freshmen rodriguez now you can speak” the junior being politely 

Again being kindly 

As he spoken but it wasn’t what everyone expected 

He talked about violence beings accepted

 making it that violence is the answer 

Then spoken with a bad language 

Cussing so much 

Like acid spitting everywhere 

Like what kind of a leader would accept this

The junior just face Palm 

Ay ya ya 

Who would even let him be 

Aceros leader being like that 

Which in fact 

Wished to say 

“ will you shut up man” 

But I have my mouth was shut and watched 

As he finished waiting here for decision for who will be the next leader of acero high school 

I’m always feeling optimistic that will be me

After all if I win being the leader 

I bet freshmen rodriguez when he loses he would scream

“Fraud” 

“Fraud”

“Fraud” 

“Fraud” 

Like a parrot having a temper tantrum 

For bird seeds

That’s what he needs

tweeting or snap chatting that the leader election was rigged even though it was not 

And haven’t realized seeing a fly on the “freshmen Rodriguez’s head”

I wonder how many memes would have spread 

I bet They would drag her out of the leader chair  if he refuses to get out and said 

I don’t wanna go 

I don’t wanna go 

I  dont wanna go 

But again who know who could be 

The next leader of acero 

What do you think?

We shall remember 

Corona  is still going on 

But we Acero community is still going strong

Stronger than ever 

Let’s keep this strength forever

But  now  in the year 2021 

Now we started something.....

Jarring 

Violent 

Embarrassing 

Disgust 

Sadden 

 Those words I  describe  that extreme violent riot in  the capitol

It makes anger and sadden to see this happen 

Anger like a  lighting struck and sadden for the death of that police officer 

Which Rest In Peace 

Spreading of hatred, racism, violence ,hypocrisy 

Lastly vandalism 

All of them should be in extreme consequences

And ashamed for what they done

Violence isn’t the answer for any situation like this

Do you think destruction on capitol was right ?

Absolutely not!!!!!

Do you think stealing and vandalizing Nancy pelosi’s or any senators office was right?

No!!!!

And lastly do you think breaking in the senate chamber was right? 

You already know my answer 

No!!!!!

All of this disastrous and terror  riot was a total embarrassment  for America

Justice must be severed for all of them including the president himself

This isn’t  America we known our lives 

This was a terror of America 

But there’s a way 

A way we can heal America  

We can spread positively and respect for each other 

It doesn’t matter if your 

Republican 

Democrat 

Anything 

But we must respect each other and follow laws of this country 

Also respect for the elections as well 

That means everyone should respect 

That  joe and Kamala won 

And we must respect that 

Right?

I may be  a junior student 

But I have golden heart of positivity

And also a leader of Acero and I shall be spreading the joy and happiness for everyone to feel happy, safe and welcome here  in Acero 

I positively believe that America Including capitol

Would heal with the power of positivity and respect 

Which in fact I would give credit for the teachers like 

ms paz, 

ms arenas, 

ms Vanderpal 

Ms k

All of the hard working teachers

And  consulars as well like

Ms Gleason

Ms Walsh

Mr smith 

Lastly principal and vice principal like

Mr B 

And ms A,B 

We are equality 

Doesn’t matter about race,color, sexuality anything 

We Acero  community including America can get stronger and getting back our selves back to normal 

I may not be president but I always say I would care about everyone from the bottom of my golden heart and I’m always here support anyone in this acero community no matter what

The first time being in  at acero 

Being the shy and never talked

But just walked and walked 

Next class 

Hope to pass 

Being nervous 

Shaking like it was cold 

But just it was nerve 

Afraid of being picked on

How would they react of me acting like boy 

Or what if they know my sexually

Which I like acting like a boy

I Like Being my sexually 

Of who I am 

Even though I experience 

A terrible experience 

Elementary school 

Which still isn’t cool 

People didn’t accept it

Keep asking too many 

Question 

Asking me why am I gay

Being called 

A lot of homophobic words

Being called fat 

Being called dumb 

Even  one of the teacher would say this

“ that shirt and vest makes you ridiculous “

Just because I was wearing boys clothing

And I’m a girl 

The only person who accept me is my best friend 

Old time best friend  

But let say these friends

From high school 

Did the opposite 

Of hate 

But they support me of who I am 

I felt happy as in happy of tears 

Finally some friends that support me 

Who I am at last  

They are like my second family 

I’m always getting there backs 

I’m Here to help them 

Always respected them 

 making them laugh 

 Chat of what we did

Always giving them good advice

Making them feel welcome

What I’m trying to say is 

They are the bestest friends ever since I met them in acero 

They always got my back 

Always had a chat with me 

Person or snap chat or email or google meets or zoom as well

Always supported me 

Of who am I 

And supported back 

Like I said before

I’m always here to support them

I’m always here to talk to them

If there feeling sad or want to talk 

I’m always here to listen and giving them good advices 

That’s why I compared them to flowers

Because of our positively we are and our success

And  again 

I’m just a Rodriguez with a golden heart

Who loves being everyone’s good friend

And being the helpful and kind one

And the positive one

And I’m a believer 

I believe them any they can do 

I believe they can succeed

No matter what I always believe

In them   thats what friends are for 

Right?

In that’s my message for them 

Being the bestest and greatest friends 

I had in high school like very seriously 

Hope our friendship goes on now and future 

you didn't last

it was dark that night

no star, no moon in sight

it's cold yet dreamy

im hyper yet sleepy

i close my eyes and breathe in deep

it hurts a bit, i feel it seep

the faster it is the less pain i feel

i find it hard to catch my breath

we passed so many levels im scared for the next

you tell me you love me

then you let it all go

i wonder if they'll call me and H and an O

my stomach is fluttery

you don't notice it; luckily

so this is what it feels like?

im perplexed

why isn't there blood; like the rest?

i'm a woman now; why don't i feel like it?

you bring me back and hold me tight

There are no stars in sight

no moon, so no light

it's just us while our mouths fight

it's just us tonight

he can't know yet

you're my drug; i seek it

you're my love; i need it

i love him i do

but i'm more used to you

you're blue eyes 

tell me the sweetest and deepest lies

you get mad when i go to him 

you act like its a deadly sin

when i try to runaway

you always know how to make me stay

you tell me you love me

i say i love you too 

"prove it to me"

of course i do

"so..much..blood"

all you do is look at me and smile

your warm navy eyes are now wild

you watch as i crawl into the ground

you watch as i gasp and drown

when he breathes life back into me again

you're gone again

i look at him and i kiss him

i tell him i love him and i'd do anything for him

if only he knew about this thing

A little fellow

Red beak

Loves to sneak 

With out a creak 

I also love to speak 

I love my owner 

Ever since  I know him

Always protecting him

I flap my wings to fly 

Seeing him fixing his tie 

He’s going to school 

Which is uncool for me 

I squawk to stop him

Squawk,Squawk,Squawk

But he looks at me 

he smiles and puts me back 

While I get annoy by pancho 

Which is a lack 

While I get a snack 

While I take a stroll flying

Trying not gliding much higher 

Got tired and landing on the cage again

Seeing the door crack open 

Which owner is back 

he looks tired 

he’s been working hard

His brain is like a machine 

With all answers

While a bird brain like me

Loving being a dancer 

Flying off my cage 

Seeing my teenage owner

Falling a sleep on the corner of the bed

I climb on the dresser 

Not being a messer

Seeing the tv on 

While the sky turns dawn 

Its night time  

Not going to cage 

But staying in the dresser

Like a stage 

I sleep  till morning 

Next morning

Not so boring  

Its 6:30 but owner isn’t awake

Its Sunday

Not Monday

Its my day 

Spending time  with owner 

Not letting him being a loner 

I squawk louder

Louder than a hawk

He wakes up 

Seeing me Then says 

“Nightmare its too early”

Then he hides inside of blanket

But I feel bored 

I fly towards the bed 

My bird brain had idea

I peck my owners head

Like banging  a drum 

Didn’t work

Jumping on top of her head

Like a trampoline 

Didn’t work 

Talking on top her head

But still didn’t work  

One solution 

I squawk much louder 

Louder than a bomb 

he jumps up waking up again 

Im awake, Im awake, Im awake 

Its eleven thirty 

But theres no hurry

No worries at all 

Just a calm week 

A spending time with owner

better pass

Doing the test

Tried my best 

There’s the paper 

Getting my pencil and eraser

But seeing students cheating 

But whispering 

“Hey what’s the answer for 4”

“Hey what’s the answer for 1”

“Hey what’s the answer for 5” 

How can they not get caught 

But me in elementary school

Which back then I was fool

I cheated by phone 

Not trying to get caught like them

But then realized something 

The teacher left 

Everyone now cheating 

“ hey What’s for 10 “ 

“Hey what’s for 12”

“Hey what for 13” 

My best friend and I joining in

“Hey bro what’s the answer” 

seems strange

That the teacher hasn’t come back

But heard a noise 

Clang 

Clang

Clang 

As I look up 

My pupil shrink 

The teacher was on the ceiling 

Looking right at everyone 

Including me and my best friend

 My mind now like jeopardy 

Four answers 

“ have an explanation” 

“ make a lie “ 

“Don’t be suspicious “ 

“Suffer consequences” 

Bipidy boppity boo 

Now in detention 

And mention it to my parents 

And got grounded 

Till this day I never cheated again 

Like my mom has said 

“Remember Casey  if you cheat” 

“ think about the teacher on the ceiling “

And I never  cheated again 

Lesson is everyone 

Never cheat on test 

Because you might see 

A teacher on the ceiling 

Right now 
In the class 

better pass

Doing the test

Tried my best 

There’s the paper 

Getting my pencil and eraser

But seeing students cheating 

But whispering 

“Hey what’s the answer for 4”

“Hey what’s the answer for 1”

“Hey what’s the answer for 5” 

How can they not get caught 

But me in elementary school

Which back then I was fool

I cheated by phone 

Not trying to get caught like them

But then realized something 

The teacher left 

Everyone now cheating 

“ hey What’s for 10 “ 

“Hey what’s for 12”

“Hey what for 13” 

My best friend and I joining in

“Hey bro what’s the answer” 

seems strange

That the teacher hasn’t come back

But heard a noise 

Clang 

Clang

Clang 

As I look up 

My pupil shrink 

The teacher was on the ceiling 

Looking right at everyone 

Including me and my best friend

 My mind now like jeopardy 

Four answers 

“ have an explanation” 

“ make a lie “ 

“Don’t be suspicious “ 

“Suffer consequences” 

Bipidy boppity boo 

Now in detention 

And mention it to my parents 

And got grounded 

Till this day I never cheated again 

Like my mom has said 

“Remember Casey  if you cheat” 

“ think about the teacher on the ceiling “

And I never  cheated again 

Lesson is everyone 

Never cheat on test 

Because you might see 

A teacher on the ceiling 

Right now 

The ice 

Very nice 

Pile of  Snow 

As the winds blow

As the temperature 

Goes lower,lower,lower

Like 10 below degrees 

But one stands 

The one himself 

As he touches things 

It turns snow in his clutch

He’s Too much

Don’t forget the  hot

It’s so warm 

As the flames swarm 

Swish, swish, swish 

As the fire flames

No one blames 

As the temperature goes

Like a  101 degrees

But one stands again 

The one himself again

The flame one 

What ever he touches 

It melts in clutches 

He’s too much 

Well both of them  are too much 

Not  to look like a fool

My Brian is ready

Keeping myself steady 

Like a computer ready to work 

But somethings missing

My backpack is here 

My phone is near 

While I hear my bird angrily screaming

Refusing to letting me go to school

Which I had deal everyday which is not cool 

But what missing

 Now I remember A mask 

But what kinda of mask 

A halloween mask 

Nah

A gas mask 

Nope Gotta look  so professional after all 

My acero mask 

Perfect 

I have my mask 

I’m going to do my task 

If I’m stuck with the task well I’ll ask

Instead of being a slack 

Everything from my backpack is packed

Atleast it isn’t  stacked 

Now getting in the car 

As a my glasses shines like a star 

Waking up 

Online school 

Not making myself a fool

After all acero is cool 

Number one of the awesomely high school 

Waiting for assignments 

Then finishing up 

After next class 

A test 

Not going rest 

Try my best 

Till I succeed 

No matter what  

Feeling my determination 

Feeling positive 

Like sparks... 

like sparks of lighting 

After the test 

Tried my best 

Now after my others classes

All those passes of my grades 

Everything again I tried my best

Now homework is done 

Now I can rest at last 

Eyes of lost

So what’s the cost 

Clench of fist and teeth 

Blood boil of rage 

Like it escaped from a cage

Violent feelings started to effect 

Such as hurting people in many ways 

Losing friends because of my  violence anger and the  attention I’ve done 

My rage gets worser and worser

When people get closer in school 

It’s Like a getting closer to a  wolf 

I can’t control it  back then 

My violence thoughts get worser and worser 

I didn’t care back then about anything 

I felt I just cared about myself..... 

so many negative things I thought....... 

But something happen ...... 

a small yellow glow in my heart.....

the glow of hope 

As that glow gets bigger and bigger 

Feeling the lighting strength of positivity 

As many years go by sophomore to now junior year that glow starts to get bigger and bigger then ever 

As that monster of anger goes down and down and down being defeated by the glows of hope 

as it flows

Making the monster now in locked in cage 

As the rage lowers down 

And dies off 

At last 

Being positive, proud and free

At my lovely high school of garcia  

A lovable school 

Which is the number one high school

That made me a better positive person I am 

Acero is like my second family 

We laugh 

We care of one an other 

We have a better inspiration of our careers

Shout out to the Every teachers,consulars,and everyone 

For making us acero students being an inspiration 

The more we feel motivated we become success 

The acero patriot of all success 

Such as it has meaning of 

Five words

Achievement

Community 

Equity 

Resilience 

Optimism 

As an acero student if I didn’t had  acero I wouldn’t be here making everyone laugh, making everyone smile, everyone liking my creativity of poets,arts ,etc or wouldn’t had  the lovable friends as well

But now I’m here 

Making everyone smile,laugh, feel welcomed

 By the help of people I know in this lovable 

From friends,teachers, principal , consulars 

Which in fact I want to thank them 

For making me the better person I am today

Making me continue doing the things I care and love 

As I said once 

We are garcia 

We never give up 

They say how such a  worker I am 

Been getting all A’s  and B’s in all my classes

In which of many passes of coarse 

one question of many people wanted to ask

What’s behind that mask 

I can’t take it off 

I feel shy 

I don’t want to be  on the spot  light 

I feel scared 

It’s my shy shell 

Since I been through a living of toxicity elementary school

In the cell of torture 

I wear it  

I wear this in elementary years to survive 

Freshmen man years I wear it 

Sophomore year I still wear it 

But then two friends gave there advice

No matter what be who you are 

Don’t let negative affect a lot 

That’s when I broke my shy shell 

I remove that mask 

To see my face 

My real face 

As many people look happy to see my real face

I started to be happy 

I started to be with the crowd 

Hearing it Loud 

I don’t care  what people say about me 

If I look ugly 

If I look like a freak 

I don’t care 

This who I am 

no ones gonna change 

Nobody 

Now junior year 

I still  have my mask 

But I don’t wear it 

I wear it Just for the laughs 

poetry I do 

Or making people smile 

Thats whats behind my mask 

My  lovable face

It’s night time 

The moon shines bright 

A foggy night 

Unknown starts walking 

Not talking 

Wearing a mask 

Not pandemic mask 

But just a mask 

They don’t harm 

They seem quite charm  

They keep walking and walking and walking 

As The moon shines bright on them 

Not causing a fright 

They head in the garden 

They see all color roses 

And saw one 

A yellow rose 

They cut that yellow rose and take it 

As they see someone and heard something

Crying  and alone 

They hear it and walk towards them

They see the unknown 

 Scared of it 

They thought 

What if they had an axe 

What if they chased them 

What if they harm them 

But no 

They stand there 

Those yellow glowing Pupils

Staring right at them 

They kneel down 

Handed the yellow rose 

And spoken

“  Dont cry…. I’m not gonna hurt you… im harmless you look beautiful like this rose” 

And 

“ no matter what be happy and positive about yourself” 

They stop crying but felt that happiness 

That joyful of happiness

As the unknown disappeared in the fog 

They went home 

They took off there black jacket

They took off that mask 

But showed that dark blue  vest 

Dark blue   and red  tie 

About to lie down at the bed

They went to rest 

And spoken again 

“ my friends are like flowers” 

And 

“ and after all everyone from acero are beautiful like that yellow rose” 

 Two yellow birds 

One tall 

One small 

One named  nightmare 

One named Pancho 

Ima start with nightmare 

Nightmare may be  an angel 

But sometimes he can cause trouble 

Flying everywhere 

Like the planes

Waking up the owner 

By screaming

Making the owner jump

But sometimes falling of the bed

After those screams I caused

He also interrupts class 

English class 

Advisory 

Poetry class 

Those three classes He liked to interrupt

But probably his favorite classes to show up 

When the door is close 

Making nightmare have an idea 

Knocking on the door 

Knock, knock, knock 

But owner is busy with school 

Not wanted to be interrupt 

Then I kept knocking and knocking 

Till owner open the door 

“What is now nightmare” 

I give him the cute stare 

And the cute bird noises 

It always works for  his owner

 Then owner lets him in 

“ ok fine you can come in but no interrupting” 

He flys on the computer and listen 

English teacher tells owner to start reading 

And then nightmare started

Scream, scream, scream 

Like an eagle 

The mic was on 

He continued to scream Kept repeating 

“What are doing”

“Really” 

“ thank you” 

“ peek a boo” 

Another thing he also does is when friends or family when they closer to owner  

Nightmare bites them 

Never letting them get close to owner 

Keeping owner like a treasure to protect and keep 

Last thing he does is break electronics to 

iPhones to TVs 

His beak is sharper and great at breaking things 

 What a “Nightmare” I tell you 

Then Pancho 

Oh boy 

Pancho 

What do I say about this bird 

He does the same thing as nightmare 

But  let say not gonna be believe this but 

He steals things from a nice tortilla to stealing money and credit card from wallets

He may be small 

But very troublesome 

He bullies nightmare 

He bangs the door hard  to get in 

 He also breaks electronics as well 

He also like interrupting as well 

By screaming and speaking 

“ que/what” 

“What are you doing” 

Scream,scream, scream

Like a hawk 

But these two in common are 

That they have phone addiction 

When owner turns on iPhone 

They both fly 

And get attached to phone 

Like magnets 

But the positive thing about these two

That the owner will always love and cared them even though they cause trouble 

But owner will always love them

No matter what

bullying 

A word that is a  extremely horrible 

That some might deal 

With In schools or public places etc

I myself has dealt with bullying

Well toxic bullying 

In my year of 6th grade to 8th grade

We’re showing rise of this bullying 

Like being made fun of 

Being forced to be in a relationship by students

Being  falsely rumored 

Being ask questions that don’t need to be questioned 

Being laughed behind my back 

Especially one teacher 

“That red shirt and vest made you look ridiculous” 

And lots of things I been through 

In my elementary years 

I kept my mouth shut 

I had to fake sick all the time 

I begged my parents to let me stay home

In which they question me 

Deep down

 I felt like stuck in the glass and kept banging it to escape 

And tell everything 

But didn’t do it 

But one person who knew everything going on

Was my mom….

She knew everything going on with me

She has a sense of something going wrong 

She went to the school to investigate what’s going on with me 

But then….

Here’s something that Acero principals and teachers must listen to this

Let say that principal hid in there office

And hid everything under the rug 

And also protected the bullys themselves 

 just give them a slap on the wrist 

That’s all 

Honestly this is the true things I’m telling you all I know back then I was very quiet but now 

I’m speaking out 

I regret it for not speaking up 

And that’s what I want to tell you all 

Students please speak up  when you deal with bullying 

Like talk with our wonderful consulars 

Or teachers, principals 

Our parents 

Your  friends that  you can trust  

And don’t be like me 

Never telling anyone about the toxic bullying

I been through 

I honestly regret that in my life 

It felt like tape on my mouth 

Keeping me shut and never ruined the schools

Reputations 

But there  not 

There horrible, unprofessional 

Because they hid the bullying incidents under the rug 

Im not making this for attention

But wanted to share out my experience 

With that word

 bullying 

But now I’m seventeen years old

Feeling comfortable at Garcia

Now a wonderful senior 

A leader 

A kind and positive person

A person who makes every single person at garcia welcomed 

After all when I came to acero I felt like I rip off that tape

felt  freedom at last 

Now here with my wonderful friends 

Now here feeling safe at this number one school

Now the better person I am today 

The Lesson is everyone 

Speak up when you are dealing with bullying 

 And never ever be silence

 I had to do a school project 

Which it didn’t had to be perfect

I decided to make a poster 

but I had to take a snapshot 

what place to put this poster? 

I decided to take a pic 

On the second floor

*snap* 

I took the pic and….

What the…. I didn’t expect this

The student blocked my way 

Eh probably try again no worries

*snap*

Again it still there 

It’s body is all stitch up 

Like from a Texas chainsaw look

Body to toe 

sharp teeth

Black eyes 

It’s creepy looking 

But it’s vest

It never look at best 

It had all the vest colors from garcia

Grey, dark red and dark blue 

Except two white and blue 

Odd….

Probably it’s my phone glitching 

I know this may not be real 

Right?

Ill try again the third time 

*snap* 

it’s face changed 

Now it’s all in the camera 

Now much extremely creepy 

I started feeling deeply creeped out 

I had so many questions 

What was that thing? 

Did I ever see this person before?

Is it harmless?

Why does it kept appearing there?

Is someone with me? 

As I said that

All the lockers open and shut 

*Creeks*

*Slams*

Kept going and going 

But how 

They have locks 

But it opened Anyways 

Then the clocks start moving as well 

It felt like something out of paranormal movie 

Even thought no body was there 

It was the end of school 

Now I’m freaking out now 

I ran down stairs to first floor

Now to the entrance door 

and left the high school 

 Probably I’ll email the teacher

To probably do something else 

Then a poster 

Honestly it felt very cold 

Even thought the weather was hot 

But In that spot it felt cold outta no where 

what ever it was 

That was just the most scariest moment I had

This one was extremely bad