Sayangnya waktunya ternyata cuma sedikit karena kerjaanku lagi numpuk banget dan aku harus bagi fokus ke sana sini 😭 Tapi even with the limited time, I’m still really happy karena Jo banyak banget nemenin aku, especially at night. Rasanya nyaman banget punya seseorang yang bisa diajak ngobrol banyak hal, beneran yang ngalir dan engga krik krikk 🥺🥺 We could literally talk about random things and somehow it never felt boring.. 🥹❤️

Yang paling aku suka, Jo tuh bisa bikin aku merasa ditemani. Even on the days when I was busy or tired, ada aja hal kecil dari Jo yang bikin aku merasa diperhatiin dan disayang.. 🥺 It was such a warm feeling, apalagi buat aku yang awalnya sempet takut bakal canggung.

Thank you so much, sayangku gantengku cintakuu, for making everything feel this easy and comfortable.. 🥹❤️ Walaupun waktunya nggak banyak, I genuinely had such a lovely time with you. Kalo nanti ada kesempatan lagi, I’d definitely love to spend more time together karena rasanya masih banyak banget cerita yang belum sempat dibahas. ^__^ Thank you for keeping me company, for all the conversations, and for making my days feel a little softer ❤️__❤️ (versi tidak jamet)

I also like the way you carry the conversation. You are very loving yet you also have this playful side (which I very much love) (exactly my type :p). You are also veeery attentive! To be loved is to be seen, they said. Indeed, indeed.

The conversations that we had are all also feel very mundane. It feels genuine and light-hearted. Terima kasih sudah ngajak aku ngomongin apa aja and keep up with my kaburan antics (I’m just shy but you don’t hear it from me). I just realized that we mainly talked about me, it just happened as so since I was very comfortable hence the constant lore-dropping but you just patiently listen and engage with me and my interests. That’s so sweet, can I respectively kiss you again? That being said, I hope to learn more about you again later.

Oh, also, do not get me started on how you treated me on bed. I also didn’t expect our preference to match that well. I was the fool for being a bit cautious about this at the start. Turned out it was just #Freak4Freak show.. 🖤 Can I playfully pepper kisses all over your face whileseatingontopofyouandhump?

Albeit short, it was such a joyful experience. Thank you for making me feel loved. May time allow us to meet again sometime in the future.

Oh, have I told you that you’re hot?

B.

You didn’t surprise me with contrast impression tone. Like what public usually use as a technique to manipulate; cold outside gentle inside. No, you’re not.

You didn’t shows up to impress. You shows up to match my wave. There is a switch with a careful calculation you seems to hold it still when you unravel me.

You have that ability. I dont know if you know or you probably use it so wisely i didnt notice it at the beginning. The ability to adjust the current, smooth the atmospheric pressure. You in the main room and in the secret chat weren’t so different yet you made me feel a different feeling.

I deliver chaos and devour it as if it’s your usual meal. Please dont act surprise when that is what makes me keep coming back, Joseph.

I guess you use that on most people, too. I think it’s something worth to keep. It needs certain control of energy especially when people come with different light and noise. Keep it up. Not everyone have that ability.

By the way, thankyou for the name you carved on my back. I’ll keep that. Im gonna ask you the same knife when i see you again.

Thank you is understatement cause I know my attitude could be handful, and it could feel like I won't listen and comply to any command, yet why does it feels like I'm already craving for more of you, and curious on what else could you possibly bring to the table.

I should admit, you've succeeded.

And.... I might have to come back to pick up where we left off. That being said, see you soon. x

I'm sooo happy to met you, the happiest in fact. awalnya aku kira kamu akan menyeramkan?? tapi ternyata ngga seraam sama sekali, and easily made me feel comfortable around youu!

terima kasih yaa sudah menghabiskan waktu denganku dan bertukar ceritaa, terima kasih juga karena sudah memberikan energi yang sama besarnya <3

semoga belum bosaan ketemu aku yaa? minum air putihnya jangan lupaa dan jaga kesehataaann selaluu yaa! semoga banyak hal baik yang mengelilingimuuu. 🤍

"It feels like a dream; I have finally reached you."

Thank you so much for spending the days with me. You were so sweet, so kind, and so fun to be with. I never expected you to be so.. lively, and.. cute (crossed this out because I figured out maybe you don't like to hear this comment coming from me, _{the cutest human alive?}) I am so, so, so happy that we met, and I am happy that I am ending October with a big smile on my face because of you, and the memories of us.

Please take good care of yourself, dan jangan nakal-nakal.. okay? _{(Ah, sepertinya ini tugas yang sulit untuk Jojo..)} Until we meet again.

Yours truly,

Nyanya. 🌼