for my sweetheart. by h.

hnnn — 2018-02-01 00:24:30 UTC

this is my first time using padlet. it might not look so cute but we shall not judge it based on its colours and terrible layout. <3

i want to make it longer and cuter but... what to say. i hope you like it though. this is all is for you. mwah.

listen to this while you read because i'm writing all these while jamming hard to this song. sweats.

also, the background is blank with few splashes of colour (the colour from the boxes!!) because it resembles us. my life before you was shitty and dull but you make it all colourful and cute.

you so fuckin precious when you smile.

hnnn — 2018-02-01 00:29:25 UTC

did i ever tell you that my favourite thing about you is your smiles? it feels like my world has been shaken (in a good way) whenever you do. and when you smile because of me it makes me feel so good, it makes me feel like i can do anything i want as long as you are next to me. if i can choose one type of superheros i want to be, i would probably choose to be your man.

it has been 62 days. or is it 63 already. help me to count. the start of this month wasn't so smooth, isn't it. aaa. but somehow i think that is good? we need that sometimes? i mean it is good that we can actually talk to each other when something shitty happened. it makes me feel like we actually care for this, that we aren't just gonna drop each other when something happen. but that doesn't mean it should happen again. sweats. but if something like that happened again, talk to me so i can smack you and then hug you tight and remind you that you are the only person that i want right now. other people ain't shit.

so yes, it ended well, we good now. or maybe we are even better than before?

im so fuckin happy youre alive.

hnnn — 2018-02-01 00:49:56 UTC

bb. sometimes i still feel like i don't deserve you. you're just so perfect all the time and im so lame and dumb all the time, hhh. but yea. i ain't lettin you go though. you're stuck with me, boohoo. too bad, ehe. but yknow. where's the fun if both of us are perfect right. like what yixing said, we need balance!! and that's what libras are anyway. balance and shit. let's hope for the upcoming months i will be better so you will be treated right and you can feel all the love i have for you. i love you a lot but i suck at showing it, hnn. but you do know about it right? that i love you and you make me happy. and i hope i make you happy as well. i love you so much. whenever i have you in my arms, the skies are jealous because i am holding their brightest star and that makes them madt too because they won't be getting it back anytime soon.

just lay with me, waste this night away with me.

hnnn — 2018-02-01 09:24:04 UTC

aaaa, my angel baby sunshine. so baby, since we always argue who is the angel, im gonna find the definitions of angel that i'm sure gonna fit you the most to prove you wrong, that i ain't an angel. it you.

there are a few but one of my favourite is this.

Because the word ‘perfection’ has been greatly dumbed down to being very subjective; meaning it is heavily influenced by an individual’s personal feelings and opinions, the word ‘angel’ is used to exceed and surpass the mediocrity that is ‘perfection’.

that is a 100/100 definition, i totally agree because that is you. and let us thank urban dictionary for that.
but my favourite would be this one!! because yes, you totally worth it fam (i quoted only some of the meanings because it is so long,, im).

congrats if you got yourself an angel. he is completely worth it.

but then my definition of angel is slightly different though because for me, my definition of angel is you. you with your dumbass remarks, you with the tendency to fall asleep texting me, you with the cutest way of talking, you and all your habits. it's just you. or maybe i'm being too biased, but how can i not when i got this heaven sent person as mine. you put everyone to shame.

i also love calling you my angel because wow fuck, you are so perfect. okay, not really perfect because sometimes you are such an ass, like when i want a kiss, i got a mouth full of sock. what the fuck honestly. HAHAHA. but all those things makes you seem so perfect in my eyes? my kink is now you stuffing my mouth with socks. i just,,, aaa. whippedt. so weak for you. hsjdh. i'm such an idiot.

i just had to let you know you're fine.

hnnn — 2018-02-01 10:25:36 UTC

words can't explain how much i love u but numbers can, so ; )
01101001 00100000 01101100 01101111 01110110 01100101 00100000 01111001 01101111 01110101 00100000 01110011 01101111 00100000 01101101 01110101 01100011 01101000 00100000 01101001 00100111 01100100 00100000 01110011 01101111 00100000 01101101 01110101 01100011 01101000 00100000 01110100 01101000 01101001 01101110 01100111 01110011 00100000 01100110 01101111 01110010 00100000 01111001 01101111 01110101 00101100 00100000 01111001 01101111 01110101 00100000 01101010 01110101 01110011 01110100 00100000 01101000 01100001 01110110 01100101 00100000 01110100 01101111 00100000 01100001 01110011 01101011 00101100 00100000 01101000 01101111 01101100 01111001 00100000 01100110 01110101 01100011 01101011 00100000 01101001 00100000 01101100 01101111 01110110 01100101 00100000 01111001 01101111 01110101 00101110 00100000

even when it's rainy all you ever do is shine.

hnnn — 2018-02-01 10:44:42 UTC

remember days ago i told you that you remind me of something?
well, the thing is you remind me of the rain. i like rain if you haven't notice. i like how the sound can easily lull me to sleep. i like how everything gets so cold and i can sleep in peace. i like how it gives me some sort of comfort and it's like the only noise i can deal with when i sleep. rain gives me a lot of nice feelings and so do you. ok but why is everything related to sleep,, oh my god,, but anyway.

sunshine, do you know that your presence alone can calm me down. i can be like FUCK EVERYONE FUCK THIS and when you talk to me i can go AAA I LOVE PEOPLE SPREAD LOVE AND LEGS in split seconds. you make me feel so warm and comfortable and loved and soft and- whines. ahh. sometimes the rain can escalated quickly to thunderstorms will all their thunder and lightning, that is lowkey you . that is also me too. one moment we are all YAY and then suddenly we go all ALRIGHT BUCKLE UP WE HAVE A BI*CH TO KILL. but when those time happened, i still think you are the loveliest person in the whole world. and i just wanna smack whoever make you upset. i will smack them, if you let me. <3
there's beauty in every madness and for me that beauty turns out to be you.

i just had to let you know you're mine.

hnnn — 2018-02-01 11:51:38 UTC

so, hi. congrats to us for making it to another month. it has been 2 wonderful amazing months but why does it feels longer than that. happy second monthsary, baby. i love you so much. i love spending time with you a lot. you always make me laugh and smile!! although sometimes i feel like punching your ass (this is mostly when you're being an ass and won't let my typo live) but it's okay. i slander you more than ever nowadays. i feel sorry but.. you... make it hard.. to be nice.. i try to be nice sometimes but then you be kicking me... i...
okay, jokes. i love you. i will try to be nice. sike. we all know it gonna be a lie. but at least you will think that i will be nice so that's something.

thank you for being mine. thank you for being so good to me. thank you for everything. you always manage to cheer me up whenever i feel like shit. hsjjs. so thank you for that too. really. thank you for always trying to make me feel better. thank you for always listening. thank you for always letting me sleep. i appreciate it vvv much, i swear. you are the real mvp. you are truly an angel.

let's be together for a long time, yea?

here's a picture of you being a cutie. HAHAHA.

okay, i think that is all for now. i love you.
-han, your baby boy. 180201.

bc we are chankai rn. HAHAHA.

hnnn — 2018-02-01 12:50:18 UTC