It started with a very blurry day. My head got dizzy as soon as i wake up from my beauty sleep and my stomach had been crumpling as a sign of hunger. The thing is i had not taken my dinner yesterday and yet here i am waking up fasting. I woke up and its 9.30 and i am late for my class. I was rushing and i had not taken my shower for today. 

Ive arrived at campus 10 minutes before my class started since im from bangi, it took me 20 minutes to arrived there. Today, sir eric took us to the disection hall to see the cadaver. All of us were excited about the experience we are going to go through. 20 minutes inside the disection hall, sir eric was explained it to us and we touched the body

Suddenly i was experiencing a major headache as i feel like all of my blood cant be pumped to my head. This dizziness had been continued about 15 minutes. I walked to sir eric then told him that i wanted to go to the toilet. i stumped onto the the door as i was heading out. The dizziness is getting out of hand as im beginning to loose my vision and my hearing. 

 Iqbal sprints towards me and tell me am i okay? Guess what? "IM NOT" but i cant answer him cause my hearing failed to function properly. I felt so cold on my head because i cant feel the blood inside my head flowing, pumping. 10 minutes after that, im beginning to have my eyesights back and my hearing as well.

They told me stories that my face were so pale and it looked like i was a walking undead body. 

It has been a normal day just like yesterday. I woke up early since today we have a class for the mpu session which is pendidikan islam and pendidikan moral for the non muslims. I took my shower 🚿 like i normally did but a little bit early today which is at 6 a.m. A little bit early for me, my mother can tell by the sleepiness of my face as soon as i woke up.

Wore jubah for today because it is the only thing that we never had to iron which i was quite satisfied. My inner thoughts told me "why am i so lazy" this is so wrong in so many different levels. 

I started the engine of my car 🚗 heading to campus at 7am. I went early because of the traffic of course which literally annoys me that i cannot go to class a little bit late since i love my sleep. Sleep is love ❤️, sleep is life. I have arrived at campus by 7.15 from bangi, i really pressed the speed of my car until it reaches 140, thats a whole world 🌎 record for me, just for me. At least i have achieved something 🎉 

Started the class as i gave my full attention for the 3 hours class. After that went to the mosque after the class ended which i hook up with Rafie' to gave me a ride. As i entered, he said "buckle up brochachos!!??!, we are going to an adventure" *in british accent* which literally we are heading to the mosque which is quite the "adventure" honestly. 

Time passes and our next class is biology. Same thing happened, i gave my full attention as i sat at the front row. Let us be honest here, if we sat on the front row, we will literally gave our full attention towards the lecturer. The lecturer is right in front of us and it will be disrespectful if we started talking in front of them. 

It has been a really good day for me since afer i just woke up, i get to see my grandma at the hospital. She is actually sick, i mean like sick as in she is old though turning 80 this year. Seeing her face reminds me of my mother because they truly have a very similar shape. The curvature of the jaw, the eyebrows and the colour of her eyes are hazel. 

Right after i stomped my foot into the ward of the hospital, with the smell that is really unusual for me but i dont know where it comes from. It really smells like formal aldehyde but i took it aside since it never bothers on my mind. Seeing the patient's face there really makes me happy and sad at the same time. I can really differentiate when the patient had a visitor with full of joy, and a visitor with no visitor with the feeling of isolation. I thought to myself that family is very important. 

At the end of the hall, where my grandma 👵🏼 lied on the bed, turned her face. I can see her cheekbones lifted up by the jaw. The prettiest smile i have ever seen righr after my mother. We did all kinds of stuff together, like playing cards ♣️ the funny thing is, she was the one who thought me how to play poker at first but not in an illegal way. Just like for fun and i know its wrong. The strength of our bonds were incomparable

I love my grandma 👵🏼 

A smile on my face converged as i heard the news that i was going to ride an ATV with two of my sisters. She had planned with few of her colleagues but why not if we came along? Just like two little monkeys trying to sneak upon and take away the spotlight since my sister, Ain is the one who is truly excited for this little "expedition"

It was located in Kuala Lumpur just behind zoo negara but a little bit further with an approximate distance 5 km. If the road doesnt filled with holes, we could have been there for about 10 minutes since it is just 5 km away instead it took us about 15 to 20 minutes to climb up that hill with the car 🚗  that does not have enough horsepower to climb up the hill. But we managed to deal with it thanks to my incredible awesomeness driving skills. 

Got onto the ATV, the adrenaline was rushing through my veins as the sign of excitement. I could not wait to drive it, just like driving a motorcycle 🏍  the person in charged briefed us on how to use the ATV such us how to start an engine and where the brakes was just like the basic stuff on how to drive it

Few minutes, i hop onto the ATV drove it and gave it a little start up on the engine, played with it and it turned out, it never was like driving a motorcycle. It was definitely different like a whole level. Based on my experience, i never rode a motorcycle before i cycled a bike before. It is the same thing right? The only difference is, the motorcycle only have a few touch up with the engine instead of cycle it. 

Drove the ATV in the jungle until came upon this one waterfall we had encountered. It was really beautiful. It seems like i am a city boy never have i ever before take upon my glaze onto a waterfall. But it was cool though.  

After the mini expedition ended. We head home and sleep all day to take our rest just for a few hours.

Most of the seniors told us that physics would be though like it was the toughest subject right after biology. But personally, i prefer biology instead of physics. The derivation of here and there by the formula. No wonder why most of the seniors dropped out physics to get a better pointer. Talking about pointer, i got a 3.68 gpa which clearly disappoints me. The subject that dragged down my pointer was biology 1 which i got a b- for it. Other subject i have achieved it with flying colours. 

Times passed till the quiz for physics began. I mean, it was literally so hard that i cannot even answer question no. 1. Like seriously? Iqbal was hitting rafie's chair at the back asking for answers into the subjectives, theres a little bit of smirk on my face because i cant do it which i cant literally do anything but to smile a little bit laughing at the questions.

After the quiz, we headed home with full of disappointment on our faces. Before we head home, something tragic happened. Rafie's car wont start its engine. Jeeeeennngggg. All i could do is just stare at it doing nothing. We wanted to jump our cables but none of us do not know how to do it. The problem was not the battery because he said he just changed it. So he told me to go home so i went home. 

 

We got our results for our test 1 biology, I got 35 out of 45. That’s not bad at allI assume? Others got a good marks too and the average was like 35 or 36 somewhere around that. While I was waiting for the perfect time to head back home, I reminisced something that my sister supposedly to take my laptop from the service centre since I had it repaired a few weeks ago. The story is, my laptop got affected by water. I repeat WATER because of my clumsiness of course. Luckily it was not that expensive to repair. So I called her to fetch my computer and so she did.   

 

10 minutes before the class starts, walked and passed by Ashtar and asked him whether he did the tutorials that madam assigned to us. What a surprising answer, he did not do it as well. So it interests me and asked him why? With a smile on his face, he answered “I studied anatomy instead” in my mind Ive kept on thinking “but why??” it was a really an early exposure but that is what interest him so I could not bother. Tutorial class starts and we did all of our tutorials inside of the class. Madam seemed a little bit cool because the majority of us did not do it but she did gave us a little bit of warning. Lesson learned

 

As an adult, I cannot play these games as I am above seventeen which also disappoints me. Imagine waiting for my nephew and my nieces playing the games while you are fooling around sitting on a chair and drink some coffee instead of having fun. But that one game that I laughed so hard at my nephew was the wall climbing. They had to climb the wall but my nephew was so afraid of heights so he just can’t. My brother in law told him to face his fear because that is the challenge we have to overcome in order to achieve our dreams. His fear could be determined by the expression of his face which suddenly becomes pale but he climbed it anyway. It was funny at first, but then turned out to be amazing because he overcomes his fears without any doubt. 

 

After all of the games finished, my nephew told me he was tired then we went home. Took us about 30 minutes from Damansara to Bangi. 

 

Arrived and a few hours later, I got bored by doing nothing. At first it was nice because I could eat. That’s the only thing I did by becoming productive, eating. It is true right, eating is a part of exercise. Munching, scrambling down your food. Food for thought, eating chocolate can reduce your stress level. It really helps a lot same goes through ice cream. They have these chemical substances that will stimulate your hormone which can make you happy by releasing dopamine and serotonin. Back to my daily activity, I was like a miserable little midget since I am short by not socializing, it came out awkward, im staring at them and they are staring at me like a staring competition. If it is a competition, I could have won. Hooray for that I guess? 

 

3 hours later, thank you to my mom which she called me, and told us to join her for dinner at my father’s cousin’s place. It is actually a Thailand restaurant. My father actually borned at Thailand which seems a little bit logical which my cousin flew out from there and started a business over here. Well, things ended pretty happily

 

Time flies as the shimmering clock bird hanging on the wall chirping sounded like an alarm, it sounds like “cuckoo” as the clock ticks at 12 in the afternoon. Turned my lazy eyes then stared at my mother while she is wearing her scarf in front of the mirror getting ready. While my sisters are getting ready, I just took my lunch eating fried noodles since there is no food left in the house. 1 hour later, they are still getting ready whilst me and my father were waiting like a mannequin outside of the house. 

 

30 minutes later, we have arrived at the ioi city mall. Had a great time, we watched movie and it was amazing.

 

Time flies very fast since I had finished my chores and its 7 in the evening. It was really tiring so again, I took my shower once more to freshen up my body. Then I continue my sleep, sleep is love, sleep I life.