https://padlet.com/nyssaperrypants/4a8e4z3mmjc0 Post your anonymous experiences below. Need help? In the US, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. The International Association for Suicide Prevention and Befrienders Worldwide also provide contact information for crisis centers around the world. en-us 2019-10-23 14:43:41 UTC 2019-10-23 15:10:42 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.net/icons/png/1f9e0.png nyssaperrypants https://padlet.com/nyssaperrypants/4a8e4z3mmjc0/wish/401494760 the combined pressure of not having a steady income, no mental health insurance or prescriptions after this month, and continuous act of applying with no response to hundreds of jobs over 3 months has pushed me to a breaking point. Adding onto this pressure is the mom-guilt: not being present with my kids (bc job searching) and yet worrying about finding a full-time-with-benefits job that either covers childcare and/or has flexibility in schedule, work location, etc. so that I can work AND provide childcare. ]]> 2019-10-23 14:51:31 UTC https://padlet.com/nyssaperrypants/4a8e4z3mmjc0/wish/401494760 nyssaperrypants https://padlet.com/nyssaperrypants/4a8e4z3mmjc0/wish/401498468 paradoxically, when people offer kind words of support - the weight of everything hits me all at once and I break down. Also, the sound of my kids screaming.]]> 2019-10-23 14:56:21 UTC https://padlet.com/nyssaperrypants/4a8e4z3mmjc0/wish/401498468 nyssaperrypants https://padlet.com/nyssaperrypants/4a8e4z3mmjc0/wish/401499069 mindfulness + being present, perspective-framing, meds, kids(offering hugs + not screaming) <3]]> 2019-10-23 14:57:05 UTC https://padlet.com/nyssaperrypants/4a8e4z3mmjc0/wish/401499069