I obviously let her buy me since i /needed/ wanted the money. I didnt mind it at first because im like, meh that’s just a game and we’re just enjoying the master-stripper thing, which apparently was not even sexual at all. We got a little closer i should say but then his friend aka his ex came in and they seem to be so close, i even thought they were together. Seeing their interactions made my blood boil (yoongi dont kill me) and thats when i realize that maybe, i like her. Okay so things went on and on and seulgi came, i messed around with her but it wasn’t the same with jungie. I tried to bring my attention away from her sinfully beautiful self but i failed miserably. I see her on tl all the time and the urge to talk to her was to real i had to make an extra effort to control myself. Im also trying so hard not to claim her publicly as mine since her friend finds it really offensive (i understand where hes coming from doe so its fine) as a person who’s naturally possessive this is hard although she’s not my girlfriend and all that but still. I think the whole rp knows that there’s something happening in between us (or was it just me?). 

Until now im still not planning to settle down with anyone but yall know that i like her very much. I made it clear ever since the time i realized i liked her and if you cant see it then your loss, man. Although i do not plan to be in a relationship, it’s pretty clear that it is her that i want. I honestly dont get why i need to do this but then again, for the sake of expressing my affection for th woman of my /wet/ dreams, i did this. 

So again, jungyun-ah, i really like you, i’m sorry if i ignore you most of the time. I just really dont know what to say and shit cos most of the time im pissed off :-) and you know why. But for your sake ill try to have more patience with annoying things/people. Love you~

Ps. im sorry for the infomality of this letter. Grammatical errors are prevalent cos my mind cant function properly when i think of her ;)

pps. she may not be my girlfriend but ill fite you when you try hitting on her.

-Park Chanyeol “Dash”