My reasons for not doing things is simply because I just didn't feel like doing them and found everything uninteresting. Obviously, this isn't a valid reason [excuse]. I'm only saying that just to provide a bit of backgroung information as to why I didn't do certain things.

And by that, I really mean, searching on Firefox, Google, YouTube, Twitter[X], Instagram, Tumbler, Reddit, and Bluesky just to see if I can find any physical books that have things that I like. Ex. the narrator of a book being an irredeemable villain, following the story of how they manipulate the "hero" into doing their bidding. Which I did find, but unfortunately, I can't read them because apparently, things like physiological thrillers, only exist as movies.