Well, it was like any other Sibling relationship you know. He was a mentor for me really, taught me a lot about surviving around here. 

Instantaneously I felt a part of me just disappear, I was honestly shook and didn’t want to believe he was dead. Later I was blinded by revenge, I knew what I had to do.

I’m scared, don’t get me wrong but I feel like its what I have to do. I mean its the Rules isn’t it? I also feel like if I don’t I would be letting my family down for not protecting my own.

Territory, I knew where Shawn was going and the way Riggs changed it didn’t surprise me. We all were close then Riggs went on with his gang stuff .

I wish they never existed if they weren’t, all the people dead probably wouldn’t be dead. Although they exist, I have no choice but to follow them.

Yes, I was very scared. At the same time I was very confused. I was able to stay calm for a little while suspecting I would eventually wake up, and it was all a dream. 

To talk me out of it, as Buck said “I wasn’t about it” but I knew what I had to do. I ignored it for the most part, I also think it was a lesson they were trying to get me to understand.

My house is all I know, lots of memories. Not the best shape but it's where I live. I feel safe in it, because of how many floors there are.

Not the safest place if I’m being honest. Scary for sure, it feels like you can’t go anywhere because there’s always someone fighting. It’s very sad too, when something does happen the next day everyone is acting as if nothing happened.

I would of did what I needed to do at the time, if I was able to warn him or even stop him from going I would. But if it was to late for all of that I would have done what was necessary.