My journal by F - Ogalinola, Jhaira Nicole C.

Personal Journal 1

fogalinolajhairanicolec5 — 2025-07-21 01:20:49 UTC

I have a lot of realizations this week. First, I realized that I do not have to do everything on my own. I have family, friends, church, and even other people around me to ask for help whenever I need it. I've been so afraid of people since then because I grew up being dependent on myself due to many trust issues especially when it comes to friends. But now, because of the things that happened to me, I solely experienced again what it means to have your friend on your side. Second, I realized that there are still people that will still love me and care for me even if I do not reciprocate them. And that's the people that I have to give much value to. And lastly is that God is in control of everything. I love it when we [the church] have gone to the concert of one of the worship team/bands in Imus. I really feel the presence of God and the joy within me. I also feel loved and realized that if I'm not here—I will not be happy again. If God doesn't rescue me in times where I do not have anything to be thankful for, then I don't know how to love others unconditionally. I realized that because of the sacrifice of Jesus in the cross, I can be free, I am forgiven, and I am loved. I do not have to reach all those expectations of this world but only God. 🙌

Personal Journal 2

fogalinolajhairanicolec5 — 2025-07-25 12:41:13 UTC

Second cycle pa lang pero medyo na ooverwhelmed na ako sa dami ng activities. Siguro need ko rin na mas madevelop sa akin yung time management skills ko para hindi ako yung sobrang nag-wworry for so many things. Anyways, okay naman ang cycle 2 ko, may mga nakikilala na rin ako sa mga kaklase ko, at medyo nasasanay na rin akong bumangon ng maaga para pumasok ng school at kahit synchronous o asynchronous ay maaga pa rin bumangon para hindi ma late kung sakaling may online class. Yun lang and masaya din ako sa bait ng mga teachers ko. Although may iba na hindi ganoon kataas magbigay ng grade, still thankful ako sa mga teachers ko kasi alam kong open sila sa amin at lagi nila kaming inuunawa. 🥰

Personal Journal 3

fogalinolajhairanicolec5 — 2025-07-25 12:58:15 UTC

I am shocked of my MBTI result cause it was an Architect. At first, I thought it was like my career suggestion from the personality test but when I red the explanations, I realized that it's just an illustration of my characteristics such as I prefer to work alone and trust my own judgement and abilities than being with other people. I am introverted, intuitive, thinker, judger, turbulent and perfectionist. In short, I am an independent person. Actually, I did not expect any of the result but this made me realized that I'm really that one and some of my traits strengthens me while some give me weaknesses such as being so independent to the point that most of the time am carrying the burdens I really don't have to carry all alone. Understanding my personality type will help me to improve relationship, decision-making and personal goals by balancing it. Trying to sometimes share my burdens with other people that may help me. Trusting other abilities and knowing that I'm not the one who is always the best and I don't really have to be. And by being subjective whenever I make decisions specially those bigger one. 🦋

Personal Journal 4

fogalinolajhairanicolec5 — 2025-08-05 01:45:08 UTC

Naahhh! Sobrang daming activities to the point na minsan hindi ko na alam kung ano ang uunahin ko. Grabe, hirap pala talaga maging Senior High pero I cannot deny the fact din na mas mahirap sa college huhu. Maybe it's just a part ng process kung saan need mapagdaanan at malagpasan para mas tumatag at maging mas knowledgeable sa mga bagay-bagay. I always tell myself na maybe kaya sunod-sunod yung tasks, grabe yung pressure, almost walang pahinga is just part lang para lumabas yung talagang kakayahan at galing ko sa iba't-ibang aspeto ng life. Tulad ng gold bago masabi na totoong gold siya ay kailangan na dumaan muna siya sa grabeng pressure. I know madaling sabihin pero mahirap kapag nandun na ako sa sitwasyon huhuhu. Still thank You kay Lord kasi I know that ginagabayan Niya ako through the process na yun and it's for my good naman. I'm looking forward sa sarili ko specially reaching my dreams and goals in life. And ganundin sa ibang tao, I know that they can do more, and they have that shine na maybe di pa nila nadidiscover pero lalabas din yun in right time. ✨