butterflies of fate. by Airlangga Sastradiwilaga. https://padlet.com/airlanggasa/36f5bv840rykhx0d page full of sweet memories of us. en-us 2021-07-11 14:53:20 UTC 2023-07-16 10:05:57 UTC hello@padlet.com TAPE 001: A. https://padlet.com/airlanggasa/36f5bv840rykhx0d/wish/1660361354 Ha ... I've got plenty of things to convey, but I can't seem to proceed to arrange proper sentences, or even words. I am supposed to be happy since I got to spend these past three days with you. But, a farewell never feels good, right?

It's weighing on me how we should part ways today. Though it was brief, I have received abundance of love and affection from you─and there is no part of me feeling disappointed in anything you gave. All I could say is, thank you. Thank you for being here for me, for being the best boyfriend that's ever existed in A’s world; for everything, basically.

I've told you about this, right? Your words have some sort of spell in them because you never fail to make me smile, to give me butterflies in my stomach, to think about how sweet you are. The feeling of being loved, it's just amazing.

Actually this is my second time trying this, and (not trying to compare) but seriously the first one doesn't really leave anything on me. You are just, different. You are just different, in a good way of course.

Do you know that I am the first person to seal the deal with Hansen? When I saw your schedules, I didn't find anyone! Did I have a small doubt in myself when I sealed the deal? Absolutely, not.

I just fell in love with how you wrote everything in your carrd. And, I made the right decision! Yay.]]> 2021-07-25 16:50:01 UTC https://padlet.com/airlanggasa/36f5bv840rykhx0d/wish/1660361354 My Daffodil. https://padlet.com/airlanggasa/36f5bv840rykhx0d/wish/1666905293 Hi, Angga! First, I would love to say thank you for these past few daysㅡ These past few days have been unbelievable to me, to be honest. Being in love is a great feeling when you are with the right person, and this lady here is blessed to have you, I’m glad that I found you. The day I visited your profile I knew I had to shoot my last, last, shot and I just knew I had to choose you. The day I visited your profile, I knew I could share my thoughts and secrets with you without fear of being judged, in fact,  you were the one who helped me realize what steps I needed to take with your advice back then. I was just lost and I didn’t know what to do until I read those advice you gave me, and it’s also nice that you know when you need to give advice and when you just need to listen to someone’s worries. You have offered me with such place to get comfort and warmth, and it's as if I've had my safe space for a few days.

I love the way you treated me and handled me since the beginning, thousands of words existed out there but none can actually describe my truest feelings throughout the session. I couldn’t possibly pour out my feelings enough on how fortunate the days I spent with you when you are here, existing, you’re exactly the friend, the partner anyone could ask for, you are a comfort, a lover. The moment we spent together have been roller-coasters ride for me; random thoughts, silly jokes, full of tease here and there. You knew my secret and I feel more myself the day we started talking, I’ll never stop talking about this but you know the exact moment when you need to be a listener, a safe space, and you know the exact moment when you need to give advices, you know how to read my situations correctly and I think it’s the most important thing to me, you weren’t hesitate to ask me how am I feeling.

You give the best gifts and you are fully aware with everything you do, we love someone who’s passionate about everything they do. You are so sweet and delicate and never fails to send me up to cloud nine, let’s say with your words, presents, or the way your fingers dance on your piano or guitar. Every time I listen to the recordings you’ve sent me send my worries away, you have this superpowers or magic in you, whatever you tell meㅡ is spreading happiness to people around you, to me, the effect you have on me is just mind-blowing. Thank you for accepting me as I am when no one else does, and thank you for listening to my worries because you are willing to listen rather than because you want to know my darkest secrets. Thank you for helping me through the night I can’t seems to close my eyes, you are the one who makes me fall asleep early every night and the one I look forward to when I wake up every morning.

I'm hoping to cross paths with you again in the future, but I guess I'll just come back to you whenever I want? Haha, let’s see. 

Stay safe, stay healthy. I’ll see you around.

ㅡ Daffodil.

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You've received a new package. Sorry for the delay in delivering them to you; I had to go back and scroll through our conversation to figure out how to deliver those words to my liking to make it more, magical?

This is probably too much, but I want you to know that you did a wonderful job with making me feel things that I need to write down everything about the days that I consider memorable to me.

🖊 http://his-daffodil.carrd.co

The only reason I made this was because I might delete the entire chat room so I decided to create something better that I could read everytime. So, yeah, once again thank you for the eight days, Angga! Stay healthy. (Psst, the lilies are blooming just fine, for now!)
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