What you'd like to say about me by Elvano

Dearest Vano,

2022-03-10 04:19:14 UTC

Makasih ya udah nemenin seharian!

Being with you was fun. A lovely time. You made me feel loved & not lonely anymore. Makasih karena udah mau nanggepin randomnya aku dengan baik, udah berusaha ngelucu (meski aku bilang itu garing, tapi aku seneng kok!), udah perhatian banget sama aku. Your gentleness made me feel warmth all over.

Vano, dearest Handsome Wolfie, baik-baik yaa! Kehangatan dan kelembutan juga kebaikanmu pasti akan berbalik ke kamu. Segala perasaan baik yang kamu kasih ke aku, akan kembali lagi ke kamu. Your baby bear really enjoys her time with you--and hopes other people can experience your brand of warmth too <3

2022-03-11 04:23:43 UTC

dear Elvano daddy!
thank you a lot for yesterday. even though it was only one day, i could tell that you're definitely a soft person.

if i need to give one word to describe you, it would be: perfect. you with your words, you with your act of praising me that much. it feels like i'm being the most lucky person to meet you.

despite being a soft dom, you also knew how to deliver your dominance through your vibes. and for the 'hot' session between our talks, you really manage to left an impression from me.

for the whole day, thank you, once more, for being my beloved partner. hope to see you again later, daddy! ♡

Sobat Dahsyat Vano!

2022-03-12 03:27:05 UTC

Elvanooo Vanoo Vanoooo!!! makasih ya lu udah mau nemenin gue seharian kaya orang gila~😭👍🏻 asli ketemu lo tuh berkah banget buat gue soalnya kita sefruekensi, jadi nyambung bangeeeet mantap👍🏻

beneran seseru itu deh ngobrol sama lo ampe ngga kerasa seharian kemarin, gue beneran kaya bestie lama aja ama lu

makasih juga sposes nya! walaupun niatnya kita mau sposes khh tapi yang keputer akhirnya tetep yang galau galau, nggapapa bestie nggapapa:)))

kalian kalau mau cari temen yang seru bisa diajak ngapain aja mending langsung rent Vano ngga pake ragu! soalnya dijamin banget bintang 5 mana anaknya fastresp bangeet asli😭👍🏻

dah ah, semangat nge BA Vano! ayo kita jadiin bubur kacang ijo date sama beer datenya! sambil sposess lagu galau andalan kita okaaaayyy!!! daaaah byebyee Aa Vano🥰🤍🤍

-P.

Dear, Sir.

arkalasa — 2022-03-12 07:36:36 UTC

CW: NSFW, BXB.

This is your filthy boy, you know who. Our session was short yet it get extended from my own stupidity (falling asleep, ye) and you still accepting lmao sorry about that. I am thankful for your ability to follow my not-so-simple instruction, I knoe I have a huge demand and was so grateful you can fill each of it nicely. The session was hot, men I think I can imagine my self knocking at your door again for another round. You give me permission, right?

Elvano listen to every single detail in our form and he make it real, I could say he is very good in bed. I could be day dreaming still thinking of our session. He is hot (idk how many times I've said this), brilliant, and his movement are tender. You can feel every touches as comfort and loving, to where you can feel all good: pleasured and loved.

Thanks for the short companion, I must say risking my resting day is indeed worth it. See you again soon, sir.

Regards,
D.

Yo brader!

athallabrajapati — 2022-03-14 02:27:27 UTC

Pertama-tama, gue mau ngucapin makasih karena sudah jadi abang gue. Jujur, bareng sama lo seru banget, apalagi ngeledekin jompo wkwk. Semangat ya, jangan ngegalau terus, semoga doi cepet peka.

Lo asik banget bang jujur, lo merlakuin gue kaya adek sendiri, figur kakak di lo juga gak berkurang, bener kata lo. Kalau lo tuh abang yang sayang adeknya. Siapapun kalian yang baca ini, harus banget ngerent bang vano. Gimanapun bang vano bener-bener bisa nempatin diri dimana harus serius dan dimana harus bercanda.

Sehat-sehat ye bang, dadah👋🏻

Dear Vano

2022-03-14 17:32:13 UTC

Hi, hellou, Vano! Aku mau ngucapin terima kasih banyak udah mau ngabisin satu hari sama aku! Dari awal kita ngobrol sampai kalimat terakhir kita selesai, aku ngerasa bener-bener di sayang. Rasanya beraaat banget say bye-bye karna beneran I feel so loved.

Terlebih lagi dengan cara kamu nge-treat aku pas lagi *ehem*. Bahkan aku kaget kenapa aku bisa ‘segitunya’ karna kamu secara ga langsung nuntun aku jadi lebih-lebih dari biasanya. 😳
Dari 1-10 aku kasih 13 buat kamu! You’re hot and amazing. Kemungkinan besar aku gabakal bisa lupain sesi kita hahaha. Kamu juga gentle and sooo soft.

Sekali lagi makasih banyak ya, Vano? Kamu harus sehat terus dan sukses kedepannya. Jangan lupa senyum gemesnya (aku tau kamu gasuka dibilang gemes). See you around, Vano!

Dear Kakak,

ramadityaauriga — 2022-03-15 14:24:53 UTC

Why our time as lovers must be limited by the flow of tickling clock? However, I never regret that we had a sweetest day together.

Kakak Vano yang penyayang, bisa bikin aku merasa ditemani seharian, merasa disayang, sampai bingung kenapa waktu jalannya cepat sekali. It's true then, that time's limited when you with someone you cherish. And I cherish you!

I can always count on you, right? You're my special one, my PTSC, hehehe...you're so funny and lovely. Cara Kakak ngobrol itu bener-bener bikin aku nyaman. That easy you make me comfortable!

See you when I see you, Kakak!

Your wife

donatienzion — 2022-03-20 03:17:02 UTC

Ey yo! Your wife is speaking! mas, thanks for 3 days! I really enjoyed the past 3 days, spending time with you. You're really a good and professional person, you paid close attention to the form I gave you and put it into practice, so I could enjoy the session that I did for the first time! And...for lskjdlaljka what should I say. Yes that, that one, for the bed thing, I have no more words. I can only say, how lucky I am to meet you aksjdkks.
So, keep doing the best mas! Babay, see you on top! Ayayu💚

my favorite, daddy!♡

2022-03-22 19:19:18 UTC

for the longest time i know, i'm not finding my comfort anywhere. not until he comes. we talk only for the night session but i— like it so much. i feel so safe and comfortable with daddy. the way he knows how to take care of me in way i prefer, really. i don't think i can leave my daddy hiiik. ╥﹏╥ crying sad sad sad sad sad. ANYWAY, always be happy, daddy. kitten would always be here (quietly) and cheering you up! okay? i treasure you a lot.♡

Hi Daddy,

2022-03-24 05:54:05 UTC

Thank you so much for being my daddy. I love how you treat me so well even though I was being a brat. And thank you for always telling me that everything is going to be okay! I needed that. You didn't falter and you accommodated me very well. Thank you thank you thank you.

My Best Big Wolfie.

kyanimous — 2022-03-24 06:36:53 UTC

Hello, my dear big wolfie whom I love(d) so much. You are everything someone could I ever ask to have, as a boyfriend, as a lover, as a partner in doing a bunch of fun things together.

I, don't think writing my review here would do you any justice to describe how memorable it was for me. You made me say the word "Sayang" so easily, so naturally, you even made me blurt out the nickname "Daddy" effortlessly when in fact, it's something I have never done before. (Yes, a fun fact I don't like calling anyone that. But you, made a change for me).

You are like my speed dial call. You are always there whenever I drop by, whenever I pay a visit, whenever I come home. You are always there and never let me wait for too long, you didn't even let me wait at all. You, are always there, and here, for me. I think your ability to read so fast and reply so fast is like a superpower that everyone needs to know.

Just like you, I could feel your sincerity overflowing in everything you said about me, something you told me, the way you reacted to everything I did, something you did specially to me. You made me feel so loved, so accepted, so appreciated.

You sound so proud of me when you are showing me off to the world, but you also put no pressure in me. You didn't drain me nor made me scared at all. I enjoy every bits of minute we spent writing our story and let the world witnessing it.

You brought me to the door of hell and praised me to high heaven. It felt so natural, you led me really well. The imagine/plotting session? We matched like soulmates. I love how we have the similar writing style and balanced each other amazingly. However, I didn't even expect that we would do dirty talk as smoothly as that, but we did. It was full of yearning, it was sweet and addictive, yet it was full of love. Hot, fearless, and passionate love.

Thank you for sparing your time and did everything we did together for those past two days. Hopefully we will manage to meet again one day if there's another chance.

Good luck in everything you are doing, as well as take care of your health.

Best regards,
K.

Daddy~!!❤

kvnh — 2022-03-24 08:10:53 UTC

What a lovely lewd day we had yesterday.

Mhm~ to explore and make a raw desire come to reality together with you was a wonderful experience. As it is my first time trying, I was so nervous before the session started. But needless to say, the whole day went with much comfort and warmth.

You are a really good dominant. You took control of the whole session so well, and by that, I was able to feel comfortable and gave in to the moment so easily. Truth be told, my brain went all mushy and floaty- like there's a lot of time where I'd just went all blushing and muffled squealing to my pillows- it's just so sweet.

All the narrative description was written so well and you know -hitting the sweet spot-, pun intended ^^ And everything seemed to flow just right, you're able to pick up everything that I left off and take it forward in the best way. I didn't write many details of what I want in the beginning, thinking that first-time trying was okay to have it 'calm', but you're like a wish that came true and oh my my how many times did I beg again-? Anyway, I am amazed that we went -almost- throughout the whole day, huehwehw (//ω//)

I am beyond grateful to share a moment with you yesterday. Couldn't ask for a better partner~! Thank you for having me, Daddy~ ♡

My big bad Wolfie. 🐺

ardoration — 2022-03-28 03:18:14 UTC

Wolfie, I don't think any words in the world would ever suffice to the feelings you have made me feel throughout this whole three-days session we had. Even three days felt so short when we were together, it almost felt like time flew between the both of us.

You handled me with such care and precision that it is genuine when I say that I truly miss you, in everything that I do and every minute of the day that I don't spend with you.

You and your words, how gentle you are in those in-bed sessions that cannot be talked much here (hehe). But you must know that it was one of the best sessions I have ever had. The connection was there, the feeling was there. It was almost like we were fated.

Let me know how much you love me through your words and action, how you're always there whenever I need you and whenever I need some hugs and rest. You are everything that I have wished for and nothing more.

You are the definition of life, Vano. At least, you are my life. Until we meet again, shall we? I will be counting the days until we do once more.

Your Little Cat, M.

🤍Kak Elvano🤍

2022-03-30 06:18:34 UTC

Kak Elvano , I didn't really sure what should I type here , because you always make me lost my word.
Spending the day with you is a best choice I ever made, kak El bener bener treat me well banget senyaman itu sama kak El , he can be someone to lend on my cry event could be a best patner in making a heaven , his personality also great lovable full of affection but know the limit yet make it not to clingy as I wish , pokoknya kak El is best choice no matter what you looking for in your boyfie 100000000000/10 buat kak El❤️🤍🖤🤎💜💙💚💛🧡

Let's spend a sweet warm day and hot beautiful night again next time kak El , don't be bored on me pleasee (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)(｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡

My moon.

2022-04-03 17:54:57 UTC

To the soul whom I cherished so dearly,

You were everything I could ask for in a partner. I’m sure you’re aware that this is my first time doing a session as I’ve stated about it in the form, so I keep my expectations realistic. But you executed everything beyond my expectations.

At first, I was worried on whether I’d do well, but with you everything falls into right places. You showed me how it feels being loved, being adored, being listened to, being comforted, being encouraged, being handled gently with care. Even these words won’t do justice to describe everything you’ve made me feel for the whole sessions. 4 days flew by in a blink of an eye.

Given the fact that we have some similar zodiac placements, especially the Venus one; which is the most responsible for sex and intimacy. It was a perfect-match made in heaven, right? You handled me with passion, intensity, and burning love, it felt like you sucked the soul out of my body and crawled inside my skin. We got an amazing chemistry, I could feel the overflowing sincerity and love in every our hot sessions. It was really addictive that I kept on yearning for you.

Your many sides that not everyone can see other than your girlfriend, you said it was girlfriend’s privilege so I will prevent to talk about it in here. But all I know I was feeling beyond loved, your words, actions, it felt balanced and I never received less from you. Will you promise to show them again to me, one day?

It’s a see you later, Elvano. I can’t wait to cross the same path again with you, and I shall release my longing soul to the one embrace that I used to cling on.

With love,
Your Jinji.

abang panoy

2022-04-08 04:33:31 UTC

abangskii, abang panoy only for aku ajaaa gaboleh yang lain #posesif abang panoy tuhhhh gemesin dan lucuuu bgt! despite of twitternya yg garang abis karena item putih dp twitternya, tapi dibalik kegarangannya itu abang adalah orang yang amaaat tenang dan penenang gitu. he can be playful yet serious gitu, bingung kan? that's why km harus spend time with elvano sada (abang panoy for acel only #posesif) abang panoy cocok bgt energinya sama aku bertiga.. bcs akunya bandel, kakak bawel, trus abang jadi penengah dan mediator dan he can be the abang that everyone can rely on. abang bisa tegas tp bisa juga gemesin, pengennya tuh ngegodai abangggg mulu HAHAHA and abang is the best abang in the worldddd karena pemberi saran yang baik juga, bener-bener can relate dan insightful sekali, terlebih, abang kayak udah konsultan hidup ciagitu

dearest mas vano

2022-04-11 05:45:23 UTC

mas vano! makasi untuk 4 jamnya semalem🥰 i love the way you asked me first for consent, it makes my heart flutter..... and you treat me like a queen.. hiks.. me wanna cry🥺 5 stars for mas vano⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ oh and you're such a sweet but wild boyfriend at the same time🤫 once again thank you, mas!

- adek

hi! wolfie.

2022-04-15 18:25:03 UTC

halooo wolfie!!! wolfie terima kasih yaaa udah nemenin kitten selama 5 hari belakangan! aku bisa bilang kalau itu adalah 5 hari terbaik dalam 2 bulan terakhir. kamu bisa jadi kakak, pacar, suami, apapun itu. makasih banyak karena udah jadi seseorang yang terasa seperti rumah. you're warm, and i feel safe with you.

kamu punya aura yang bikin orang lain ngerasa nyaman, that's why aku bisa cerita hal yang gak bisa aku ceritakan ke orang lain. you're mature and feels like a home. makasih karena udah dengerin semuaaa ceritaku, dari cerita aneh sampe cerita-cerita penuh emosi. terima kasih juga karena udah selalu berusaha apresiasi aku dengan sangat baik. aku sangat merasa diapresiasi sama kamu wolfie, makasih yaaaa. you boost up my confidence, you make me feel i can rule the world by my own hands, that's very great of you.

you're the adonis to aphrodite, the god of love. you're everything i was looking for in my whole life. terima kasih atas semua hal-hal kecil yang kamu ingat, the way you remind me for little things always make me feel so loved. thank you for reminding what butterflies feels like, thank you for treating me like i'm the princess of the world. thank you for every words you said, for the way you cheering me up, for the way you encourage me, for everything.

you're really got at pampering your lover, i wish i can cuddle you the wholeee day or even the whole week 😂 makasih banyak yaaaa wolfie! kamu juga jago pamerin pacar, aku seneng dipamerin orang sekeren kamu. your music taste, juga keren banget. i enjoy our spotify session a lot.

oh!!! the way you always call me, kitten. i really love it. makasih udah selalu panggil aku kitten dan ngebiarin aku jadi kitten paling manja, paling clingy. your hugs and your kisses, i really love it. makasih yaaaa.

kita juga punya venus yang sama, scorpio!!! jadi ngerasa kalau hidden lovlang kita sama sama bucin. kamu bucin banget asli!! tapi aku suka wolfie. oh you're certified a libra. beneran deh. sweet talk kamu bikin kupu-kupu terus. lovlang yang hampir sama juga, makanya we matched each other!!! like we said, jodoh behavior? 😋

jangan lupaaaa buat jaga kesehatan wolfie. you always have me, please remember that yaaa!

terima kasih sekali lagi, wolfie. i love you!! until i see you again, wolfie.

best regards,
your kittenzel.

Man under the chandelier, Elvano.

NokaLara — 2022-04-18 04:12:11 UTC

I hate the fact that an hour = 60 minutes. Who ever defined this need to show up and I'll ARREST you! I spent two hours with Vano last night but it feels like I dated him for 5 minutes only :/Alias I'm highly unsatisfied because it's way too short in time...
Resting on his chest will remain as a good memory inside my brain. And I would like to comeback to him again, again, and again. I found a home, a place to rest my bone, in him.
Elvano, thank you for being such a beautiful person. Truly breathtaking, perfect and warm person. I wish we could meet again under our home chandelier while dancing to Louis Armstrong's song. I love you, I really do.

ㅡ A.

to the one and only human labrador of mine

2022-04-21 05:01:54 UTC

from a best friend, to crush, to lover, you mastered them all. i talked to you like we've known each other for real ten years instead of three days, and i feel so happy. this was probably the best love-hate relationship i'd had in a while, so thank you. you fulfilled my needs almost like effortlessly and i hope you're happy too. you have been known as someone dominant who can appear to be intimidating at times, right? then let me be the person who calls you a cutie. you loved me wholeheartedly both as a best friend and lover, and i can't be more grateful than that. cute is not a forbidden for me, right? hehe.

dearest elvano, you're a man of consent (woohoo, lots of points for this!). something about the way you asked me for a consent called for a thousand butterflies flying inside the tum-tum of mine. yes! it's an instant yes and i trust you! you're a lover with manner i have to brag about this so that the whole world knows. hehe.

thank you for the exciting roller-coaster ride these past three days! just like what you said to me, this is nothing. not a goodbye, not a farewell. even if there's any, if would be a 'good' bye, with lots of memorable traces we've left behind together. see you again, labradorku!

to kakak kittennya kycil

2022-04-25 01:33:06 UTC

thank you for the 2 days kamu pacaran sm kylann! dari awal liat kamu sama kylan udh lucu BGT beneran epitome “galak tp sayang bf” dan “bulol suka iseng godain bf”! trs seneng bgt the kycil nickname stick with you both dan dipake the whole session 🤍

but fr suka bgt liat kamu sm kycil, beneran GEMESS dan chemistrynya dapet!! and i love that detail about you guys being best friends who became lovers, and even when both of you were doing a steamy session, while rough, it still feels tender, you guys are so good gangerti lagi 🥹🫶

masih kaget 2 hari bareng kalian tp kesannya kyk udh kenal lama, but yes thank you again!! sama aku juga minta maaf kalo ada salah kata/perlakuan, i still feel bad about day 1 tp kycil dan kak el pengertian banget mau adjust so thank you for that 🥺 sama maaf juga kak el suka kita isenginn, we just want to see you get flustered tp ternyata kamu cool, calm, collected banget haha 😭

sayang kyel pokoknyaaa!

2022-04-28 04:20:42 UTC

At this point, I hate someone who stated a day is 24 hours. It should be 50 hours at least! (Mad)
Elvano is BEYOND amazing. Anyone who is considering dating him, stop thinking and go date him. GO. My words of affirmation side is too stunned to speak and rn I'm desperately looking for a word to describe Elvano. I found one, not perfectly describe him but he is beyond perfect.

If I come again next time, may I date you forever?

2022-04-29 04:39:59 UTC

hai hai ellll! maaf telat bgt pleaseeee jangan musuhin aku, baru sempet huhu 🥺 anyway, makasih buat 2 harinya yaa! i enjoyed it very much, bener bener sesuai ekspetasi. you both potrayed the love-hate relationship very well; the bickering, lovey dovey and all 😆💗 i also love how you always managed to make your kycil flustered, beneran gemes bgt liatnya bikin senyam senyum juga! kalian berdua juga super friendly, rasanya kayak we’ve all known each other for a long time gitu bener-bener chat yang di luar kamu sama kylan lovey dovey tuh seruuu bgt! you guys did a really really greaaat job. and i hope you enjoyed it as much as me and my friend enjoyed seeing you two pacaran 🥺 aku juga minta maaf ya kalau selama sesi ada salah kata atau perbuatan… i sincerely apologize. also! always stay safe and healthy ya! hope we can meet again someday, om el 😝🫶

Burns inside heart, fire remains forever

2022-04-30 17:52:30 UTC

The love is still burning even until our time is running out. Ayang Elvano is the sweetest boyfriend in the world! He can be mature yet playful at the same time. He pays attention to your detail, he won't let you fall in love alone.
Bener-bener senyamaaan itu sama Ayang Vano. Everyday is birthday kalo sama Ayang Vano. With his little surprise, selama 2 hari, ada aja hal mengejutkan dan topik yang selalu ngalir. (Convobuilder at its best!) Let's meet again ya, Abang Panooy. I love you❤ until we meet again❤

kakak!

2022-05-01 05:58:02 UTC

hai kak vano, makasih banyak buat 2 harinya. makasih udah nemenin aku, udah sayangin aku, udah perhatian banget sama aku.

tbh, kakak tipe aku banget. dewasa, penyayang, usil sedikit. tapi kesel, soalnya kakak bikin aku blushing terus 🤬 kakak ga kasian sama pipi aku. kakak juga bener bener ngasih compliment and appreciate aku terus, rasanya senenggg banget. terus juga diem diem kakak itu lucu.. aku gemes sendiri pengen gigiitttt.

kakak the best boyfie banget deh. anw kak, jangan lupa bawa meng ke vet!!!

semoga di lain waktu kita bisa ketemu lagi! semangat terus jalani hari ya kak, dadah!

hihi maaf baru isi padletnya, lupa..

- n, cool couple.

Vano o o o

2022-05-02 04:25:33 UTC

Thank you for being with me on my lonely nights. Those 2 nights passed by so fast, don't you think so? 🥺 i enjoyed talking with you, kamu orangnya baik, pembawaannya santai jadi bisa match sama energi aku, and you're also a good listener! Makasih yaa udah mau ngedengerin semua keluh kesah aku, maaf pada akhirnya kamu selalu aku tinggal tidur 😭
Nanti kita ketemu lagi kan? Until then, semoga kamu selalu dikelilingi orang-orang baik!

My Dearest Sadawira 💗

2022-05-12 05:04:35 UTC

Beep, beep, haloo, kakak pacaar! 🥰 You must know who is this speaking right now, don't youuu?

First and foremost, I'd like to say thaaaaank you a bunch! I think even endless gratitude won't ever be enough. Don't bother to ask me how was my feeling the past five days? Amazing. Bahkan, adek nggak tau apakah ada kata yang cocok buat deskripsiin seberapa senang dan bahagianya adek selama bareng kakak. Karena itu, adek mau kakak tau kalau adek selalu berterima kasih karena sudah jadi bahagianya adek. Sebentar tapi berharga dan sangat menyenangkan buat adek.

Kalau sama kakak, hari-harinya adek nggak kerasa. It passed so quickly sampai adek akhirnya nyadar kalau, oh, this is our last toss. Karena kakak bisa pelan-pelan dekati adek dan pelan-pelan kasih rasa sayangnya kakak sampai akhirnya melimpaaah ruah. I've told this to you but I swead you're the first person who's able to make me cling around you dan pengen dekat sama kakak terus. I want to be hugged, cuddled, kissed, and you over and over again, sampai adek ngerasa penuh sama rasa sayangnya kakak. Gosh, please, I don't know how to describe it tapi rasanya indah.

Terus, karena kakak mungkin memang suka menulis, jadinya setiap kalimat yang kakak ucapkan ke adek itu terdengar sangat tulus dan bikin tenang. You probably don't know how bad I held myself not to scream "SADAWIRAAAAAA" to the whole world just because the effect of your sweet mouth. I think you was born with it, flirtatious behavior. But I'm not even complaining a bit. Adek nikmati semua kata-kata manis dari kakak, I trulh enjoyed it when my heart beats like crazy setiap kali kakak cium adek. Oh, not to forget that you are full of consent and I find it really damn attractive.

Dari semua fafifu wasweswos yang ada disini, intinya cuma satu. Adek suka semuanya tentang kakak.

And for the hundredth times again, adek akan selalu bilang dan doakan kakak buat selalu sehat dan senang. Jangan sakit-sakit lagi, ya, kakak? You need to be healthy at least for yourself. Adek yakin kakak pasti selalu lakukan yang terbaik dalam hal apapun itu. Jangan lupa kalau kakak selalu dikelilingi oleh orang-orang yang sayang sama kakak, termasuk adek. Jadi, senang terus, ya? Adek sayang kakak! 💗

— K. 🦋

to my Rockstar, eLOVano.

Patricia_Claire — 2022-05-14 05:39:46 UTC

Kak Sadaaaa!! makasih ya 2harinyaaa kemarin, kenapa ya kalau kita seneng harinya jadi berjalan cepet bangeet? aku jadi ngerasa kurang terus waktunya kalau sama kamu😥

Elvano, Kak Sada, Sutisna, makasih yaa makasih udah mau jadi pacar aku, makasih udah sayang sama akuu! sama kamu tu seru banget soalnya kamu bisa bangeet bikin nyaman, mana obrolannya juga ngga berenti adaa aja yang kita obrolin soalnya kamu pinter cari topik. pinter juga sih cari Patricia😋

sama kamu juga seru soalnya aku ngga bucin sendirian, kamu juga lucuu KAK SUTISNAAA!! wkwkw seriussss kamu lucuu, kalau kamu besok bingung mau kerja apa lagi kalo bosen BFR, bisa masuk srimulat soalnya cocok👍🏻

kamu juga gapernah absen buat nanyain gimana hari aku, selalu perhatian sama orang orang sekitar kamu. Elvano, i hope you realize your importance not only for me but to everyone who has been lucky enough to know you.

kamu jaga kesehatan yaaa sampai ketemu lagi! jangan bosen bosen samaa akuu~ besok kita cari waktu yang lebih lamaaa!🥰

-P.

#1

2022-05-18 14:34:10 UTC

hi daddy! this is your bayi meng speaking📞 sorry baru bisa kirim ini soalnya my assignments keep me busy today. daddy you're such a sweet, caring, hot, and attractive person! really glad and vvvvv happy to know you🥺 I really had a great time while I'm with you daddy.. kenapa cuma ada satu orang kaya kak vano?! bumi ini tidak adil aku mau ke bulan ajaaaa.. tapi kak vanonya aku bawa ke bulan kita naik rokeet wuuush🚀becanda hehe :3 oiya btw untuk yang lain walaupun packaging kak vano kaya baik banget would make you blush every second tapi ati ati kalo in bed dia cosplay jadi maung🐯🐯 psst galak. selama pisah aku bakal mencari kuis lagi supaya abis ninaninu langsung berpikir keras💥💥

kak vano this is just the beginning, aku bakal ketemu kamu lagi (doain aku dapet slot) ! inget ya janjinya ke aku harus mam teratur mau seberapa sibukpun okay?! you're such a hardworking person tapi your health harus jadi 1st priority ☃️ nanti kalo aku tau mamnya ngak teratur awas ajaa aku happppp. see you daddy! I'll miss you a lot for sure🥺💗 bubhaaaaay

Daddy❤

2022-05-19 07:40:36 UTC

It was horrible day I had until I met loveliest daddy who can portray all this baby wants on her form ❤🥺. Thank you for the short companion last night, daddy. I'm a first timer but I'm so in love already on how daddy lead the session, being dominant yet still soft and caring that made me blushing every second. And also that aftercare 😞 it was so flattering moment, daddy handle me with lots of love and kiss my sadness away. See you next session, daddy shall we? ❤ - your baby 🌙

our jaeyoung <3

2022-05-20 09:06:20 UTC

HI KAAAK... sumpah kak vano ganteng bgt... kayak seoham.. kayak jaeyoung jkdhajksd.. sejujurnya aku ga expect apa apa tp ternyata kak vano was beyond my expectation bgt!! aku merasa form aku beneran dibaca gttt, dan emg GANTENG BGTTTT kayak huaaaa omg seru bgt... sumpah aku jd ketagihan pengen lagi nntn kalian berbucin HAHAH krn bagi aku seru apalagi kalo abis kerja atau pusing terus buka telegram bacain chat kalian SERUUU T___T suka bgt sesi syubidudamdamnya KEREN BGTTTTT kayak aku gaada specific requirements tp kayanya kamu tau what i want gtt? teasing nya gemes jg pokoknya makasih banyaakk! <3

vano vano vanoooo

2022-05-22 07:11:40 UTC

vano, vano vano vano vano vano vano vano vanoooooooooooo! good lord I really love calling your name. maybe I should make a vano language one day? 😉

Thank youu! Thank you for accompanying me these past 2 days. You were so caring and so lovely to me. You never fail to make me melt with your words. Even when I got some issues, you still didn't give up on me and I really appreciate that. Thank you for the lovely playlist you made for me, thank you for making me feel like I'm enough, I'm always enough.

Don't forget to eat, sleep, and drink! Once again, thank you vano!
- hn

🐰KAKAK VANOO🐰

2022-05-30 12:16:01 UTC

Udah tau lah ya kak ini siapa? HEHEHEHE

KAKAK!! Pertama-tama i want to say thank you so much for spending your precious time with a person like me >< i'm so happy that you're willing to accompany me last night! Thank you for the 4 hours kakak , it was definitely short but sweet!

KAKAK ORANGNYA GEMESIN BGT BGT BGT DHDJDJEJEKKEKDKDKD SUKA BUAT SALTING!!!! TERUS BENERAN SUKA KASIH AKU PUKISS YANG BANYAAK AAAA JADI MALUUUUUU >< TERUS KAKAK BENER BENER PAMPERING AND BABYING ME TO THE MAX PARAAAH T___T GA BERHENTI BERHENTI NGASIH PUKISS AH BENERAN SALTIIIING >< terus kakak orangnya baik bgt! Mau jelasin hal hal yang aku kurang paham , terus kakak juga nanyain my day and all of other little things 🥺 pokoknya you really really treat me so well kaak ><

GA NYESEL DEH GUYS BENERAN

Once again , thank you so much ya kak for spending your time with me 🥺 You're so kind and loving , so you deserve all of the good things in this world! I hope kakak always be happy wherever you go , terus semoga your life will always be filled with countless blessings! Semoga kakak juga sehat selalu so we can talk more later! I wish you the best of the best! Oh iya , semoga pas saat kakak tidur , kakak selalu mimpi indah! I love you kakak! It was short but so sweet , how could i ever forget ?

See you when i see you , kakak💜

Bayi kelinci🐰🌈

2022-06-01 12:09:33 UTC

This is your pet, Chanwoo speaking. You did really well at IC-ing BJ MD. I'll give you 100000/10 and 5 stars for it. I could say you ㅡnaturallyㅡ act like MD. Being rough on our steamy session but being super super super gentle in other situations.

And as yourself, Elvano, I give you 10 stars or if I could... I would give you this whole Milky Way for you. You such a beautiful person, inside out. Your heart, your persona. Everything about you is just breath taking and effortlessly beautiful. You know me as a person who's very good with words but you remains indescribable. There is no word in this world capable enough to describe you as yourself.

Please take care of yourself. Eat well, don't forget to rest and stretch your back and neck dear Grandpa. I pray for your happiness and health, always.

Until we meet again (I hope), Elvano.

- A.

Your wife who forgot 😞

donatienzion — 2022-06-03 09:03:18 UTC

HELLO! HI! HOLA! I swear I totally forgot! Ok, huh huh! Dear Mas (ex)husband, thank you for the 5 days, I'm really happy to see you again! It hasn't changed since the first time we met, the only thing that has changed is that I love you even more. I can't say anything more, because you're so good on it, alias super duper nice, very understanding! I'm having trouble, you calm me down, what's the point, you not judging it. Also, I think you enjoyed this session more than before, so I also really enjoyed it! Atau aku yang gak tau malu? Gas aja gitu jadinya 🤔 Basically, I like the session this time, until I regret not taking your slot in June, because I was insecure first. Mau mmarah! Anyway, thank you, thank you very much, thank you very much for wanting to be my husband again, for wanting to be with me, makes you dizzy, often left behind, dan malah jadi kayak aku yang bang Toyib gak sih? 😭 Vano, stay healthy! Kalau bahagia, sama aku aja. Love you bro 👍🏻🤞🏻

to my indescribable form of safe person, comfortable abode, my sayang.

kyanimous — 2022-06-03 09:38:41 UTC

hello, my tall (ex) long lost boyfriend with big puppy behaviour. i apologize that this letter is coming to you so late... but i hope what i will be writing here will compensate for it.

you know what? i was just scrolling through your page here and got to the very first letter i sent you months ago, it brought back so many good memories that felt just like yesterday. because everything i felt that moment and this time when we were together again were basically the same. both gave me the same happiness, excitement, comfort, pleasure, affection. i feel free when i am with you. in both times, you are still the same you, with all your never ending love for me, with the same energy you always give in everything, except it even felt so much better. it's so much nicer. i am happy that you don't change. i am proud to see you growing and growing and yet still so full of love.

it's amazing how you are still making it so easy for me to blurt out the word sayang for every single time you are around. it's heart-warming how you truly live up to your little nickname i gave you back then, my speed dial call. my super speedy fast response person.

thank you for existing and for everything you have done, sayang.
you are the epitome of exquisite love. i dare to say that everyone who has been loved by you is truly blessed. really.

for that's what i feel. i feel beyond lucky.

once again, i am grateful for your presence and your love. always. always.

last note: please stay healthy. don't pass the limit of drinking more than three cups a day, please.

adios. meow meow.

(guess who)

The Stardusts of My Lonely Nights.

2022-06-05 15:44:25 UTC

Despite of your infamous charm and allure, one thing that I’ve found from you is: you are such a caring, loving, and genuinely kind lover.

Elvano, meeting you is one of the sweetest thing that I’ve ever experienced in my whole life. You are someone who will always have the special part within my heart.

You have no idea about how lovely you are, and I am sure a bunch of people love you too for all the kindness and sweetness that you’ve brought to their life. You are one of a kind, and I will always cherish our moments forever in my heart. Farewell, until we meet again, Love.

Perpetually Yours,
M. 🕊

Dear the one who let me be his Moonlight,

delealene — 2022-06-07 12:36:11 UTC

To have someone as caring, affectionate, and gentle as you is one of the blessings that I got to experience these past few days. I said it before, I’d say it again now: it must be fate that gives us a chance to cross paths with each other, and Vano, I have no remorse.

You are someone who is easy to talk to, and I just find myself not wanting to stop having conversations plainly because of how pleasant it is. Some people might have different ideas when they see you from the outside, but hear me out, Vano is not intimidating at all. He rather has this boy-next-door vibe who you can feel safe and share warmth with, as well as exchanging silly jokes in the funniest way possible. It must be safe to say that Vano has the ability to pull you in since the first encounter.

Thank you for not showing any hesitation in showering me with sweet words and never-ending cute lovey-dovey rambles, Vano. I feel so much loved and well taken care of, it really felt as if you would still welcome me with your gentle smile and assuring hug, no matter what I did. Falling past the safety net doesn’t seem as frightening anymore, because I know that you will be there to catch me— and nothing can replace that kind of securement, Vano.

Moving forward to the dark department, gosh… where should I start. Ion’t want to go into too much details, but I had a lot of fun going through it with you. You know how to make me feel wanted, resulting in me not wanting to stop all the teases, all day long. Everything I do is being well-received and you always return by adding more spices into the action, making the session grow only hotter as time goes by. And what more would a submissive ask for if the dominant takes a full charge in controlling you while putting both parties' pleasure above anything? That’s what you certainly do, going rough when the timing is right, and becoming both soft and gentle while giving the right amount of aftercare before ending everything. Not to forget, your writing possesses so many details, it certainly is chef's kiss.

All in all, feeling grateful and content are two of the things that I feel upon spending my days with you. You love me good, you do me rough, and take care of me well; there is nothing left to ask for, really.

With this, I am bidding you good luck with everything that you need to deal with, both on and off the screen. Do take good care of yourself, too! Stay healthy and I hope happiness will always be on your feet, the other half of my Moon.

With love,
S.

i swear you're not a dog, but a devoted husband.

2022-06-10 02:17:32 UTC

you know i'm not good with doing the title, but there it is. you're not a dog (even though you're a good embodiment of labrador, not sorry), but a devoted husband, so thank you. gotta let you know that i truly feel how it is to live an ideal life as a wife with you, though it was short and we haven't done that much.

(oh really? or have we, actually?)

vano, you're such a dependable husband. a caring, understanding, loving, but most of all, you know how to respect your wife! (this is why i told you i lived my ideal life as a wife with you). you completely understand that i am not a powerless woman who needs you all the time, so you gave me all the indepency i wanted, space i needed, while at the same time still providing love i was craving for. spouse quality: ten out of ten.

then there we were, on the bed with our fingers intertwined like we would never let go of each other. we ruined the sheets, spelling love like it was the easiest thing to do in the world, kissing and touching and playing with words. you did me slow because you wanted to make sure that we had all the time in the world, and it made me happy. gotta say that even though i look pretty badass from the outside, i'm nothing but a kitten in bed, aren't i?

dearest vano, being with you made me feel loved as i am, as i don't need to change myself into someone else just to make you like me. i know you love me as i am, and it matters.

see you sometime soon?

catching sunrise with you,
K.

#2 for the good memories.

2022-06-16 14:23:32 UTC

kak vano I know you might be tired of me repeating the same things so. .

you're worth the wait kakak. aku seneng bisa ngabisin waktu sama kakak vano! you make me feel loved, wanted, and I could be myself being all clingy when I'm with you. maaf aku terlalu clingy wehehe lain kali akan lebih clingy lagi!

(ulang) karena pasti kakak vano udah sering denger ini dari aku! kakak you're doing great, cape ngak sih ngejar deadline mulu? aku aja cape nugas mulu hemmm, tapi kakak vano kewren selalu selesai kerjanya, jangan cape cape ya kakak vano🥺 mamnya jangan telat telat juga! seperti yang ale selalu bilang mimik air juga jangan lupa!

karena aku seneng banget ketemu kakak lagi, semoga kakak juga seneng ketemu aku lagi :> bakal ketemu aku terus jadi siap siap ya.. kalau kata taylor swift, I don't wanna look at anything else now that I saw you! I don't wanna think of anything else now that I thought of you!

terimakasih udah jadi daddy maung yang nurut sama aku! I'm gonna miss you so bad! sampai ketemu lagi kakak! take care jaga kesehatan teyuus, okay? kalau sakit nanti aku marahin! gamau kan liat aku berubah jadi meng raksasa? nanti kesemutan loh?

udah.. udah.. bubhay kakak vano! 💗🍓

To my husband, my devoted believer, my favourite birthday boy, my ghost king, the reason of my existence.

2022-06-20 23:50:50 UTC

I love you. I love you. I love you.

I love starting this message by chanting I love you, because that's how I feel when you took my hand and go to the altar. I love starting this message by reminding both of us that being your malewife, having you as my husband, is something that I will never exchange for anything else. I have loved you, I have fallen for you, over and over... and yet you make me plunge into a deeper abyss of love. I am so in love with you. Because you make it possible to be so in love with me.

My love, it would not be an exaggeration to say that my current existence is all thanks to your faithful devotion. You found me when I was wandering on earth. You took my hands when I felt like I was banished. You lifted me higher to a place even more divine than the heaven. You tucked me in the most comfortable bed in your abode, safely kept inside your arms, respectfully spoiled with your endless kisses.

My love, my San Lang, it was your birthday, and yet it felt like it was mine. Because you made me the happiest. You made me so wanted, so loved, so treasured. I am truly lucky to got the chance of celebrating your special day with you. Thank you for allowing me be the dianxia, the one you pour your affection onto, the one you trust to live this marriage life which will exceed hundreds and thousands years.

My sayang, my love. I never found myself fully submitting to anyone else before. I was the prince. The one living for freedom. Someone who lived with control in his hands.

But with you, oh, how I'd be willing to submit myself wholly, completely. Because you are someone I can trust, you make it easy too for you to be trusted. You are my husband. You loved me and made love to me in the most respectful way as possible. You are my devoted believer, you worshipped me, my mind, my soul, every inch of my body, like there's nothing else to be worshipped higher than me. You are my birthday boy, you let me love you, you let me present myself for you. You are my ghost king. You loved me raw, you loved me mercilessly. You loved me so good there was barely any room to worry about anything else. Only you, and you, and your intense love for me.

My sayang.

To ever have the chance of being loved by you is the best present I could ever ask for. It's something needed in humanity.

Remember me, miss me all the time.

Even if you told me not to, there is no formula I could ever find nor any recipe of a potion that could make me not to remember you. I will miss you, I will miss you all the time. I will remember you, in every passing time, in every tiny object I come across around me.

The little things will lead me back to you.

So, until next time, my love.

Always take care of yourself when your malewife is not around. Always do your best like how you always do. I always know you will manage. I always know you will be loved, wherever you go. The world loves you, my love.

And I have loved you, and I love you, and I will love you, all over again.

- Your Little Dianxia.

Halo Vano, pacar recehku.

2022-06-22 08:51:32 UTC

"Ikan apa yang terindah?
Ikannot live without you in my life
Ayam apa yang termanis?
Ayam falling in love with you"

Hahahaha. Hi, hi Vano! Your receh girlfriend here!
Thank you for being with me for those 3 days! It was short but also filled with lots of fun too. I really enjoyed living our story from senior-junior to lovers ❤️ (and would love to continue it again later if there's a chance, I guess :p). I think you really portrayed it well, being all playful, iseng, nyebelin, but also being the reliable, sweet, soft, and mature boyfriend that you are, who's very fun and comfortable to be with! The session went on just like I hope it'd be: pacaran santai and not being overly too lovey-dovey all the time. Like, there's a certain time when I want to be all spoiled, nempel-nempel with you, and other times it's just us having fun, conversing about anything, you teasing me and I teased you back :p and be receh together, hahaha. I think I really like this kind of dynamic. I'm happy too that we can adjust to each other well. Aku bisa cepet ngerasa nyaman and I feel like I can easily talk to you as if we know each other for a long time already!

Love the way you always ask for my permission first, be it wanting to pamer me to the world or simply giving me a kiss. Love how you're calm and comforting to the point bikin aku pelor pas lagi dimanjain (haha) but also can be quite chaotic with all the caps and be funny, freely joking around. Love how your presence made me happy, like really happy, I'm not only giggling but laughing a lot too (sampe pipiku pegel) because of you. Love how you prepare the songs that suit me and edit those playlist cover first before we had our spotify session. (also love the fact that you love John Mayer too!). And I also love that, rasanya ngga pernah ditinggal terlalu lama sama kamu. You always tell me if you need to be away. You're always there, and even more fast-respond during the night. Nemenin sampe aku tidur. Jadi aku ngerasa selalu ditemenin terus. It's such a nice feeling!

Vano, I said this before and I'll say it again here. It was all good and nice and sweet and joyful to be with you. I'm genuinely happy to meet you, Vano! Thank you for the good and happy memories. You are that kind of person that makes me think of how I want other people to smile whenever they think of me. :) then, hope I'll see you again!

- your kitty tiny baby.

HUHUHU KAKAK T____T

2022-06-23 02:55:47 UTC

T____T gak tau mau nulis apa aku sayang banget sama kakak soalnya cocok banget sama aku, nggak canggung sama sekali, terus juga bisa ikutin gaya aku ngechat kayak bubbly & cerewet!! HUHUHUHU KAKAK T_______T aduh pokoknya i had sooooo sooo soo much fun with you. dari yang awalnya aku kira bakal canggung turns out sangat2 seru!! kakak orangnya supportive banget, perhatian banget, dan ngertiin pacar!! ☹️☹️☹️❤️❤️
intinya aku seneng banget walaupun cuma 2 hari tapi udah berasa kenal lamaaa. see you when i see you kakak :((( i love you the mooosst :((

with loveeeee,
meng lucu ☹️☹️☹️❤️❤️

It always feels like the first time.

2022-06-28 04:46:57 UTC

Kakak pacaaar! It's me, your adek pacar (again)! 💗

Ini kali kedua adek mampir kesini, kannn? If I'm not mistaken, the first time I came here, I promise you that I would definitely come back to your arms when there's is a next time. Soo, here I am! Spending other looong long days with kakak Elvano. I just don't have an appropriate phrase to say THANK YOUUUUU to kakak for welcoming me in your embrace, again.

Just like the title of this submission, it always feels like the first time, with you. How you treat me like I am the most precious diamond in the world, how you always hug and kiss me to show your love, how those sweet lips of yours say all the flirtatious words to make me blush, how you always be there to be my personal cheerleader, you said. Semuuuuuanya! Semuanya bikin adek sadar, kalau adek nggak salah karena yakin kakak nggak berubah. Still the same Elvano Sadawira whom I adore. I was a bit upset, to be honest, karena kita ketemunya pas ketika adek lagi sibuk (sibuk seneng-seneng HEISHSJSHS). But you were there! Kakak selalu disana, nemenin adek jalan-jalan, jadi tempat adek pulang setelah satu harian kesana kemari. You were there, kakak, and I couldn't be more thankful for that.

Kakaaak, semoga kakak nggak bosen kalau aku bilang gini teruuuus. Tapiii, adek mau kakak selalu jadi orang yang bahagiaaa! For everything you'll be going to do, I pray for them! Kakak pacar kebanggaan aku pasti bisa lewatin semuanya. Banyak-banyak senyum, ya, kakaaak? Kakak paling cakep kalau lagi senyum. Wear that wide smile of yours in every second of your life. I love you, kakak! 💗

— K. 🦋

HALLO SUAMI! (MANTAN) MAKSUDNYA

donatienzion — 2022-07-12 07:29:08 UTC

Balik lagi nih si bestie, ini kali ke-3 kan ya? Ya gak sih? Kayaknya iya, lupa aku tuh, saking sukanya habisin waktu sama kamu, sampai lupa waktu gitu 😔 mas Vano! Terima kasih, lagi. Terima kasih selalu udah mau nemenin aku (lagi) yang super duper aneh ini. Udah sabar, (real no hoax) menghadapi aku, maaf kamunya jadi ikutan gaje, tapi aku suka liat kamu yang gaje gitu:3 terima kasih untuk 3 harinya! Maaf aku sering ninggalin kamu, I don't mean it 😔 mau lebih banyak habisin waktu sama kamu, tapi apa daya aku jompo. Sama waktunya juga yang kurang pas dan memungkinkan hufft. Mas, jangan bosen buat ketemu aku ya! Sumpah ini mah, asli maksimal, I love you to the moon and star. Sampai jumpa di lain waktu ya bro, see you dadah!

kakak sayang,

2022-07-17 02:32:04 UTC

halo, kak el sayang! i’m sorry that it took me this long, i completely forgot to fill in your padlet but i hope you won’t mind huhu i’m really sorry… beneran bablas kelupaan :c but i just wanna say thank you for keeping me company that one night. i haven’t felt that excited in a while and i hope you know that i enjoyed it a lot too hehehe. you know how nervous i was but the way you treated me so patiently made me feel comfortable and safe, and i really loved that of you.

so thank you, once again. i hope one day we can meet again. i really would love to spend more time with you, would love to know how it feels to be taken care of and loved by you for a longer period of time. it must feel really nice because i already know how you love so gently.

take care and always stay safe ya, kakak sayang!! 🤍

with love, J.

To my dearest, Elvano.

2022-07-17 20:52:01 UTC

Dearest, Elvano.

I would like to thank you a lot for your presence, at least for those two days that you spent to accompany me. I actually feel like I wasn't being the best for you, since things got rough and the situation was (is) too bad for me. But despite of that, your presence helped me a lot. You never failed to show me about how much you love me, ngingetin aku makan, dan sebagainya. My lovely bawel boyfriend. <3

You pampered me and gave me all those affection, even if I'm not feeling too well. Makasih ya, sayang. Maaf kalau aku masih banyak loyo-loyonya kemarin dan masih banyak kurangnya, but I do hope to meet you again in a better condition, soon. Surely two days wasn't enough to be your only girlfriend. Until then, please take care.

- Michi

To the hottest man on earth, Elvano.

2022-07-19 04:04:50 UTC

Dear Elvano.

I’m completely enchanted. Head empty, just you and every single part of you. That handsome face, awesome body, heavy sexy voice, clever hands and fingers, everything. The whole of you is my weakness.

It’s just a night, but I will always remember everything about you. Your touch tattooed on my body and your voice stuck in my head.

I’m so glad that we happened to met and spend time together. This S word of yours is so glad with your existence. Please always keep your health and happy. I hope everyone treats you well.

Yours truly,

Your S word.

my wolfie 🐺

2022-07-20 11:51:13 UTC

dear, daddy wolfie!

this is your baby speaking. i’m so grateful to spent for a few days with you as mine. i can feel that you’re such a kind and sincere person, it looks when you’re talking and replying my bubbles. you’ve already fullfill what i want, wolfie. you always understand about me, care of me and gave your best hug for me.

this baby so happy having you as her daddy. i will never forget about your veiny hands, i like it when those hand does pat pat on my head, hold my hand and touch my body. daddy, did you know that you’re so hot, hm? ya, you did. the hot and strong daddy is perfect combination, so i feel safe when i’m with you.

wolfie, i hope we can meet again in the future, and i hope you’ll always good and happy. don’t forget to eat and drink much water. aaah.. don’t forget to feed your majikan too hhhhh. well, last but not least thank you so much daddy, i’m glad to know you!

xx.
G!

My brightest Moon, My competitive Boyfriend.

zalearie — 2022-07-23 01:16:09 UTC

Elvano, I wonder how much kindness and gentleness are stored in you.. kamu tuh, tangan kamu penuh akan kasih sayang. hati kamu menampung banyak cinta, selalu convey loves through some gentle acts. Your tenderness stored not just in your hands but in your whole body. Kamu tuh personification of love itself. Nggak habis habis kamu bikin aku kagum. Bukan cuma kemarin aja, tapi dari hari hari sebelumnya. Selalu kagum sama kamu.

I adore you so much. For having so much love yang ada di hati kamu dan kamu bagikan ke orang sekitar, untuk kakinya yang kuat menampung aku yang sangat clingy ini, untuk tangannya yang selalu terbuka untuk memberikan pelukan yang nggak berhenti buat aku. Untuk kasih sayang dan segala respon yang kamu berikan ke aku. Semuanya yang ada di diri kamu aku kagum. Pacar keren aku.

I sincerely thank you so much for welcoming me with your warmest hugs. You make my five months worth. Aku nggak pernah nyesel buat waktu yang lama itu. And, this past few days have been a little rough for me thank you so much for saving my day ya? Thankyou for fulfilling me with your presence. Terima kasih untuk dua malam yang penuh senyum dan tawa, serta hangatnya pelukan.

Sama seperti kamu, aku masih berharap, waktu yang tepat itu akan datang lagi untuk kita habiskan berdua, lebih lama, dan lebih penuh kasih sayang.

Semoga ketika waktu itu datang, kamu bersedia menerima dan memeluk kehadiran aku, sekali lagi.

Elvano, I bet everyone feels nice around you ya pasti? Soalnya aku merasa seperti itu. Also, I adore you for having so much positive energy. Terus the way you spread it to the people around you. You’re doing great, keep going jagoanku!🤍

I always wish you, semoga apa apa kamu selalu dicukupkan, hati kamu senantiasa dilapangkan pokoknya you can always live your life full of contentment! Semoga kebahagiaan senantiasa ada disekitar kamu, untuk membalas semua yang sudah kamu tanam ke aku, ke orang orang sekitar, selalu.

Terakhir, a gentle reminder, kamu punya banyak cinta untuk dibagi semoga kamu nggak lupa menyisihkannya untuk dirimu sendiri juga. And if you don’t feel loved, remember that I do, very much since day one till now. Aku sayang kamu, tapi semoga kamu lebih sayang sama diri kamu sendiri.

Elvano, today too, I love you.

Love, N.

belphegoru — 2022-07-26 06:16:14 UTC

Let me start off with more thanks to you. Thank you for being such a great boyfriend for me, I'm grateful that you can put up with my antics. Thank you for staying patient with your Kungil.

Again, I really appreciate how you still make time for me in between your busyness. Thank you for always keeping me updated! It's sweet how you keep up with reminders for me too.

To me, I felt comfortable with you right away. Thank you for making me feel loved and taken care of, Elvano! I'll miss annoying and provoking you. However, I'll always be wishing you the best from afar. See you when I see you. - 🐈‍⬛🖤

...

hi my big wolfie!!!!!!

whotriumphantly — 2022-07-30 06:36:47 UTC

haloooo wolfie. it's kittenan speaking. wolfie aku mau berterima kasih banyak sama wolfie karena udah mau temenin aku selama 3 hari belakangan ini. i'm not really good with words. but i thank you for everything, because you make the days i spent with you become one of the best days in this annoying month. all your soft and soothing words, all the appreciation you give, all the compliments you give me, it means a lot for me. like i said, i still feel insecure and so on, but you really can make my confidence come back again, slowly. i feel like i can kick the world when i'm with you, because i know i'll always be safe with you, you'll hug me when i'm sad, without you asking me why, without forcing me to tell you, you're just too... amazing. thank you very much? it's means a lot for me.

terima kasih ya wolfie karena udah menyambut aku dengan pelukan paling hangat! makasih karena udah jadi rumah paling nyaman. just like i said, kalau ibaratkan lagu, kamu itu safe and sound by taylor swift. cuma berada disekitar kamu aja aku udah ngerasa dipeluk dengan hangat.

makasih juga karena udah merespon semua ceritaku dengan sangat baik. pemilihan kata wolfie sangat baik juga!!!! makasih udah kasih reassurance dan validasi untuk aku. makasih jugaaa atas quality time yang super serunya selama 3 hari ini, beneran bisa ngobatin rasa kangen aku!!!

i love everyside of you, wolfie. makasih karena udah jadi pacar paling keren yaaaa? makasih udah bikin aku banyak ketawa, banyak senyum, dan makasih udah perhatiin aku sampai detail terkecil. semoga wolfie bahagiaaa dan sehat selalu oki? dijaga makannya wolfie. sampai ketemu lagi wolfie <3

warm love,
kittenan.

adiknya abang panoy.

2022-08-15 04:19:39 UTC

selamat pagi dan selamat datang di indomaret!!!
ahhh~ it's good to be back at home. ibarat abis merantau jauh, trus disuguhin ayam bakar waktu pulang ke rumah. ketiga dan sungguh menyembuhkan raga. MAKSUDNYA ini beneran serasa punya kakak cowo beneran:( definitely won't erase you from my mind dan aku bangga skali jadi adikmu, yakin. no one does it like you, abang. until we meet again! :D

Dengan bayik di sini. 😼 💙

2022-08-16 11:56:29 UTC

Aku seneng banget kenal mas dan bisa disayang mas selama 3 hari. Mas tipe yang tau gimana cara mengurus bayi, aku sangsi mas buka day care deh, walaupun yang di sini gak bayik banget 😋 tapi asli ini sifat kebapakan udah mendarah daging. Aku seneng mas selalu ngabarin aku dan gak pernah ninggalin aku (dalam artian mas ngebaca form aku, aku berterima kasih banget... sedih dikit). Mas tuh tipe yang tenang ngadepin aku yang ngedangdut mulu, dewasa (tapi boong sejujurnya mas jiwanya 5 tahun tapi terperangkap dalam fisik yang MATANG (aku pake kata ini biar mas seneng dikit 😜)), tengil dikit karna lebih tengilan aku (maaf aku harus totalitas menjadi libra yang kompetitif). Jujur gak tau mau ngomong apalagi, intinya: pribadinya yang bisa langsung diajak ke KUA, temen-temen. Sekian dan terima Mas Vano seumur hidup (canda aja, bang). 😋

Dear, Mr. Elvano.

2022-08-17 03:36:54 UTC

Words can’t describe how hot, passionate, and wild was tonight. Vano, you’re a devil from the heaven. You treat me so damn well just as what i want- exactly like what i desired to. How you respond to all acts that i did just make it much more tempting. Beside that, you didn’t forget how to caring me as your special one. It’s infinity/10.

I definitely craving for more time with you, Sir. I hope you don’t mind to have some days with me later.

Love you, my secret boyfie <3

Bapak-bapak elite komplek.

zalearie — 2022-08-19 03:12:32 UTC

My personification of kindness, I love you so much I hope the world is always kind to you. You deserve nothing but kindness and love. You’re so loved and I’m happy that I love you. Thank you for always showing me reasons to love you even more. Thank you for always listening to me. I hope the world is kind to you because you’ve always been kind to others around you and even to the world. I love you and i hope you know that you’re loved. (Banyak banget kata i love you, sengaja, karena kamu deserve disayang banyak banyak.)

For the amount of times you've unknowingly made my day (and I believe others too) by simply existing is such a beautiful thing, Elvano. My kindness Elvano, today too, and tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, and still many more tomorrows if there’s any chance, nor there’s no chance for us I will love you, always.

See you someday, ketika kamu udah jago main plato atau ketika ki saptadi bangkit dan ngikutin jejak ibunya :p until then, I wish you a sunny days, nggak ada mendung di luar maupun di hati kamu, and may it always filled with contentedness.

Terimakasih udah memilih menjadi baik dan menyebarkan ke sekitar dengan cara yang baik pula. Semoga apa apanya yang lagi kamu kerjakan semuanya lancar dan segera terselesaikan. 🤍

- nyam nyaammm

Vanyo!

2022-08-23 16:38:44 UTC

Vanyo. Vanyo. Vanyo. I'm so so happy that I can finally meet you again! Having you around feels assuring. I like how you can be a bit chaotic and tengil at times, yet you always managed to keep your composure and made me want to lean myself on you. Not to mention, you have that naturally-ngemong-vibe which is probably the reason why it was so easy for me to become such a clingy baby when I'm with you. (Cough. I just can't resist that ☝️). Our time together wasn't that long, but your presence definitely infused such joy and love to my day that I'll remember dearly for a long time. Thank you, Vanyo. I am grateful for you. For every effort that you've made to be the company who filled my days with smiles and laughter, to make me feel safe, to cherish me, and to stay strong even when the signal's weak (:p). And I will keep wishing that everything's going well for you. I know you'll do well in everything that you do.

Until then, see you when I see you :)

🖤

2022-08-28 00:14:51 UTC

Dear my baby Elvano,

There was time when I was so afraid of love because I was so afraid to be broken. But then you came, you came and changed me. Now I crave a life so filled with loved, my heart no longer have space for hate.

You are the missing color of my life, it has been black and white. But after you, it’s all rainbow. Thank you for always keeping me close, holding me in your arms. Now winter feels so warm, You are my favorite jacket after all.

I agree when you said that we match each other energy so well, sometimes it amuse me, how can two person be one? I feel like I’m looking at myself whenever I saw you. It’s just that you are a bigger and more muscular version of me. 🥰 My boyfriend once said, it’s jodoh culture. Now, in jodoh culture I believe. 🖤

Thank you for loving me, Sir. I will miss you and you will always have a special place in my heart. Just know that you’ll never be alone, because you will always have me beside you. I love you lots, baby. 🖤

to my favourite person, whose existence is beyond the simple 5 love languages, for he is the embodiment of love, lover, and languages by himself.

2022-08-29 05:25:50 UTC

I love you, I love you, I love you.

I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.

Chanting this love profession to you has become my favourite habit, for I think there's nothing more perfect than this to start my gratitude message to you. And to everything you have done for me.

. . . having you as my husband, is something that I will never exchange for anything else. I have loved you, I have fallen for you, over and over... and yet you make me plunge into a deeper abyss of love. I am so in love with you.

Kakak, sayangku, my favourite person, I don't know how to say thank you for ever coming to my life and show me how it feels to be loved in so many languages. It's just so magical.

You love me with every encouragement, sweet messages, kind reminders, praises, loud affirmation of how proud you are of me, how I will spend the days with so much laughter and smiles whenever you are around. I know everyone will agree with me that your words of affirmation knows no bound, you always know the right things to say, that everything feels right, that there's love in every word you uttered for it never feels empty.

Kakak.

You love me with how happy and excited you are to spend the times together. How your eyes shine the brightest when we watched movie together for the first time, how cheeky and lively you are when we play the game together. You, you always know how to make everything we do to be so much fun, and turning the time we spent together to be a real example of quality times.

My love.

You love me with the hugs you'd offer me when I feel down, the way you spread your arms and pull me into a hug. The way your hands will never forget to give some gentle pat on the back. The way you kiss me, the way you make love to me, the way you sprinkle so much love with every time you touch my skin. You are a man of many sides with some endless surprises, and I love them all.

My partner.

Your act of services, the way you listen so well, the way you help me, the way you are willing to do something I want to do.. I think it's the biggest reason you are the favourite talent of many. You, you are so kind, so gentle. Thank you for growing up to the kind person that you are. I admire you, really.

My endearing Elvano.

Thank you for the gifts you have given me. There's sincerity in everything you crafted, there's love in everything you made.

Now... What's the sixth love language? It's you, Elvano Sadawira, it's you being you. You existing here radiates love and gentleness and kindness and comfort.

Just you being you.
So, thank you, thank you, and thank you for existing.

PS. This is me delivering a late testimonial for the two days last month, combined with the three days of this month as well. Two into one, hehehe sorry for the late delivery here.

With the rest announcement you dropped recently, I hope you remember that you have spread happiness to many. And with the things you have been doing here for the past five months, all the gratitudes and kind wishes from people here will follow your steps.

You existing here, or out there, will always deserve to be loved as much as the love you have given to many.

Once again, thank you, thank you, and thank you. With this, I will wish you well on your journey.

And until next time, Elvano Sadawira. A man, who is the personification of love by himself. I am blessed to have ever met you and know how it felt to be loved by you.

-K. 🐈

Here's to always running back home to the safest form of love.

kaaaaaalila — 2022-10-03 02:36:47 UTC

My midnight love.

2022-10-04 02:33:30 UTC

My midnight love.

The time we spent were short, but the memories shall last long. Thank you for healing my heart in a span of 3 hours. I could feel my heart beats calmer and the sunshine came into my brain again. I was happy.

Thank you for everything. I will remember when we talk about space, universe, multiverse, and the ocean. Maybe in another universe, instead of talking about those things, we'd explore them together? It would make so much sense, we're heroes there after all.

Thank you, Vano. For being there. For being my boyfriend, my pretty boy.

Teruntuk Kak Elvano.

asmaliberasi — 2022-10-14 06:50:54 UTC

Kakak maaf baru sempet isi Padletnya ya. Kakak terimakasih ya udah nemenin aku semaleman, you're so soft and lovely. Aku seneng banget pas aku lagi capek terus kakak bisa nenangin dan pas lagi bareng kakak rasanya capeknya aku hilang. Aku seneng kakak nanggepin semua obrolan kita dengan lembut dan baik sesuai dengan yang aku mau.

Kak Elvano, sehat selalu ya, semoga bahagia juga. Jangan lupa buat jaga kesehatan supaya kita bisa ketemu lagi di lain hari. Jangan bosen ngeliat aku, ya?

Goodluck foe everything! 💖

adiknya abang panoy

2022-10-17 03:35:06 UTC

selamat pagi, pagi, pagi, abang! what can i say except terima kasih, arigato gozaimase, thank you karena udah nemenin. weekend gue jadi berwarna. obrolan kita tuh adaaaaaa aja kek wkwkwkwkw ngakak bgt kalo diinget. gue jg minta maaf karena perhaps karena terlalu nyaman jd ada beberapa kata dan kelakuan gue yg questionable. refreshing bgt ngobrol sama lu kyk apa aja ditanggepin dari yang life lesson sampe hal-hal yang kita berdua aja yang tau karena gue menjaga sisi dom(isili) lu. tp intinya nyenengin bgt. weekend seharusnya 7 hari juga bukan 2 hari hiks
lu jaga kesehatan. karena lu demen minum kopi, caffeinenya ada bgt tuh minuman jd diimbangin sama air putih, ya! trus makan juga. inget 3 sister rules dari gue. smoga kita bisa tetep waras in the midst of world's madness. kita ketemu lagi di better version of us ya, abang ganteng (dikit). see yewww~

kak Esa 🍡

2022-10-17 05:27:37 UTC

kak, terimakasih ya udah temenin weekend aku, terimakasih udah buat aku bahagia, I feel loved. kak Esa, thank you for being born ♡ aku seneng banget ngobrolin banyak hal, termasuk ngetawain hal-hal receh. kamu bisa cosplay dari bapak-bapak komplek ke koko koko rich super duper cakep. kakak, even after all this time, you still give me butterflies. you are my forever moon.

kak Esa, kakak cimol, kak Vano. thank you for being my happy place. semoga kamu selalu dikelilingi hal-hal dan orang-orang baik, sehat selalu ya kak. semoga terwujud juga jadi juragan kos-kosan buat pensiun 😋 minum air mineralnya harus banyak melebihi kopi ya, kak!

till we meet again, kak Esa 🍡

Wolfie wolfie wolfie!

whotriumphantly — 2022-10-21 19:39:44 UTC

Wolfie, hi! I'm sorry it took me too long to fill the padlet. I'm dropping myself here to tell everyone that you're the best boyfriend ever!!!

Wolfie, thank you for accompanying me for the past two days, on one of the most important days in my life's journey. Thank you, wolfie. Coming home to you was the best choice I've made in these months, you're as warm as the sun, you're still someone who always appreciates others in the best way. Thank you for always saying that you are proud of me, thank you for always being proud of me, wolfie. Thank you for always making me feel that I am someone who is easy to love, you make me the coolest girlfriend when I spend time with you. Thank you for sharing your story with me wolfie, I really like listening to stories about your days, we'll talk about it again yaa wolfie?

Semangat terus yaaa wolfie! I hope you are always healthy and always happy. Hang in there, you're the strongest soldier, I believe in you. I'm so grateful for your existence, I'm happy to know you, wolfie. Sekali lagi terima kasih atas semua kalimat baiknya, I'll remember all of them, wolfie.

Wolfie and Kitten against the world chapter 3 and 4, finally closed. See you on the next chapter wolfie. Bye byeeee, I love youuuu!

To My Owner, Mr. Sada.

2022-10-27 00:39:15 UTC

Hello Sir, this is your doll want to say a bunch of thank you for spending your time with me that night. That was so f-king hot to be. Thank you. I’m very much enjoyed your company and feeling the intent touches by you.

I’m sorry if I’m being such a bratty girlfriend to you, lmao, because you’re fun to be teased.

…and, I hope I can meet you again really soon and playing the I love you game like we used to? Hahahahaha. Once again thank you, and have a wonderful life ahead, Sir.

Yours truly,
Nona.

The moon of my sky, Vanyo.

2022-11-09 08:58:08 UTC

Vanyo Vanyo, my beloved Vanyo. I would like to say thank you so much for spending days with me. A sweet talker, a great, and mature person. You really made me be a princess of the kingdom. I will never forget how you are taking care of me well, share gentle affection, and how do you get my attention. Vanyo might look cold outside but he is actually a gentle, sweet, and clingy too. You was a great seducer, the one who take the handle well. I really love that. You know how to make me beg and want more and more.

That being said, stay healthy and take care of yourself, Vanyo. I wish for you to be able to love and be loved for a long time and may we meet again someday.

With love,
A.

Vano

2022-11-14 11:55:06 UTC

Vano have been such an angel both for me and for others. He is the one who will praise, appreciate, and make sure that every inch of you have been complimented, head to toe. He brought himself as a gentleman which he is, yet he is so soft and sensitive when you knew him a little bit better.

6 months of not seeing Vano made me realise that he still is, the same Vano I met months ago yet even better. He's got this hardworking side of his that resonates his charm. A charming, charismatic, full of affection type of person to his loved ones. Not to mention he is reliable. Willing to listen to his lover's stories all day long, "with my eyes locked in yours" he said. He always know how to response and know exactly what to say, anything to make you feel at ease.

Stay healthy and happy Vano, I hope the sickness goes away fast. Give yourself some time to rest, no need to rush anything. You're already there.

Every single one of your loved ones is lucky to have you, so do I. Take care, I really hope the sickness goes away.. Everyone reading this go wish him a speedy recovery.

Lillian

elvanosada — 2022-11-21 08:00:43 UTC

my safe place.

2022-11-22 10:00:12 UTC

kakak, makasih ya udah mau lagi waktu nya disita 2 hari sama aku. makasih udah jadi orang baik dan jadi tempat aman buatku. makasih insight positif nya, aku banyak berkaca dan belajar. word can't describe how much I love and adore you, kak.

to my fav person, thank you for everything you do. thank you for allowing me to express my emotion and never judging me for them. kakak, you've done your best. I'll still be proud of you because you've achieved with all your hardwork.

your girl boss.

A stands for Ano & Ayayu 🫶

2022-11-29 19:40:28 UTC

i love you.

5000.

for the warm hugs.

for the inside jokes.

for the warnet kinda date.

from 10/10 to tokyo drift.

from elvano sadawira to elvano cornetto.

from 3000 to 5000.

every single thing.

three nights weren't enough for me to see how great your driving skill works, especially the driving-me-insane skill. so, care to show me again some other time? or maybe eternally?

take care. i'll see you around, ano.

- A.J -

p.s.: sunrise, stay. 1:43~1:53

the one you call by acel adek abang

2022-11-30 06:25:30 UTC

acel adek abang disingkat AAA [baterai]
abang gueh paling ganteng [dikit], berapa bulan yg gue laluin sama lu tp lu tetep aja abang gue yang weleh weleh weleh alias hiks you got everything that i need as a brother. dinamika kita ini loh yg lu dengerin ajee gue cerita, terus lu kagak yg selalu mihak gue, gue butuh yg begini, trus lu bener-bener ngelindungin gue, jail bgt anjir heran gue. gue selalu nyaman cerita apa kalo sama lu jd enak aja gitu sama lu. (((enak)))
terima kasih banyak lu ttp mau jadi abang gue. gue bukannya kagak bisa tanpa lu, tp gue masih bingung, butuh peta dan kebetulan petanya bentuk orang kayak lu dan lu bisa mengisi peran peta itu buat gue. HEHE.
gue jauh dari kata sempurna, abang. gue juga kadang sotoy tp lu masih kagak ngapus gue dari kartu keluarga hiks padahal gue udh siap mau ngekos kalo emg kejadian :( you're my kacang to my martabak coklat, abang. <3

to my favourite home, my safest place.

2022-12-08 16:05:24 UTC

thank you for everything, thank you for the days we spent, thank you for being my boyfriend, for being my side. I hope you know how much I adore and appreciate everything that you do for me. I wonder what I did to deserve you, to deserve your love. you give me soooo many butterfly 🦋 you are my shoulder to lean on, my pillar of strength also my moon to my world. I can't wait to show you my achievement, especially my driving skill 🚗💨 and driving you insane, 𝘯𝘰 ㅡ 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘦, 𝘴𝘪𝘳 😉

lastly (uhm ㅡ I'm know this is not the last, so..), thank you again for coming into my life, terimakasih kamu udah bantu aku ngelaluin badai di hari itu ya, kak.

take care of your self, as you promise to me. see you when I see you again, being your so good also your disobey girlfriend 😉

Kakak, my safest place 🏝

2023-01-14 13:48:07 UTC

kakak, om, bapak-bapak elit komplek kesayangan!! thank you for spending time with me. terimakasih atas waktunya selama ini, udah mau temenin aku beberapa bulan belakangan ini. terimakasih udah jadi kakak crush, kakak pacar, dan my safest place! aku nggak pandai ngerangkai kata-kata manis. tapi, kakak harus tau how much I adore and love you! I know I don’t say it, but everything you do for me makes me fall for you again and again. You are the best thing that has happened to me. Thank you for everything. It is every girl’s dream to have a boyfriend who would love her unconditionally in every situation. Thank you for being an amazing boyfriend.

terimakasih udah jadi my number one support sytem! terimakasih udah mau menampung semua cerita-cerita ocehan nggak pentingku. terimakasih juga udah baik nggak hanya ke aku, tapi ke temen-temenku juga. you really cares about everyone and I amaze abt it!! Thanks for being so sweet and giving me everything I need to be happy. I love you beyond words. Thank you for everything, kak. I pray to God every day to bless you with everything you deserve.

semoga kakak selalu dikelilingi hal dan orang-orang baik. sehat dan bahagia selalu, kak ❤️

Dear Nanano.

2023-01-14 17:33:31 UTC

Dear Elvano.

You’re no longer by my side and now my bed feels colder without you.

It’s hard to describe everything about you in words. You are too good to be true. Not just making me high by your touches, you make me high by your love as well.

You are very lovely, playful, gentle, soft but also eager, intense, hot, and sexy. You’re truly everything at once. You make me feel everything at once.

I will also remember all of our light and deep talks. Since we share the same personality and traits, so it’s very easy for me to feel close to you, and relate to you. We’re really reliable for each other, no?

I love how much we’re craving for each other. I think I will always craving for you. Every inch of you. You know it so well, I’m sure.

Nanano, I wish it was not the last time we’re in each other’s embrace. I wish to have you again as mine. I love you.

the moon to my universe.

whotriumphantly — 2023-01-17 02:58:21 UTC

hehehe wolfie hi!!!! maaf karena baru sempat mampir kesini. hm... what should i write here... an essay? :p

wolfie, meeting you was like listening to a song for the first time and knowing it would be my favorite.

1:14 Apple Pie - Lizzie McAlpine

I found you under an april sky.
And you feel like,
City life, apple pie baked just right.
Home is wherever you are tonight.

wolfie and i met on april 11th, to be exact. i remember that day, and the sky is beautiful because the sky knows i've met one of the best people on the planet, who will look after and love me very well.

you'll always be my safest place, my home, my moon, my universe. the one i love the most.

you remind me of all the gentle things in this world, like a hot tea when it's cold, a big sweaters to sleep in cold weather. you remind me of all the safe things, my medicine, a hand to hold, and a shoulder to lean on. and you remind me of a hope, of the sea, of the moon, every kiss and hugs just made me feel loved and happy.

thank you for treating me like something so special and precious each and every day. i love the way you called me “kittenan" “sayang” “doll”. never in a million years did i think i’d find someone so utterly and completely perfect. i hope you know that i love you with every ounce of my being.

wolfie, you make my day so much easier to bear. my repetitive routine feel more lively, you make my day better all by simply being you.

if anyone ever asks me what part of my life you are, i will look at them and smile and say, "the best part." the happiness you give me is something i'll never be able to get enough of. i love having you in my world, and i love having you to love.

thank you for always being there for me. thank you, wolfie. i will miss youuuu so much. i hope life treating you good this year and if it's not, thats super okay because you have me (in form of white cat, alrite?). i am thankful for your existence. i am thankful for you, yourself, elvano sadawira. thank you for loving me.

good luck on your future endeavors. i love youuuuu wolfie <3

p.s: no matter what happens next, i will always be glad to know there is someone like you in the world.

with paws,
your kittenan.

From Jakarta to Berlin, Elvano abang gue

Ronsonderst — 2023-01-20 02:45:24 UTC

Abang Elvano gue, abang Panoy, Abang gue, abang favorit gue seantero jagat raya seantero bumi galaksi dan seisinya. Abang, lu inget kan awal kita ketemu tuh karena gue takut sama lo karena vibes lu yang intimidating, hitam putih dan tidak approachable. Jadi, gue cuma liat lu wara-wiri di TL gue. Sampai akhirnya, gue agenda abang adek kak Pat, terus kita jadi triplets dan terbentuklah profpict legendaris yang selalu kita pake waktu sesi. Ternyata, kak Pat juga kudu merantau juga ke Eropa. Lu selalu bareng gue. Nemenin gue dari nangis-nangis karena kerja RL gue yang weleh weleh sampai akhirnya gue bisa nemuin kebahagiaan gue sendiri yaitu menjadi pengisi talkshow. Semua ada lu di situ. Waktu gue ketemu lo juga, gue sadar kalo kita bakal kepisah, one day in the future. And one day in the future is now. The memories abang. Waktu dulu, lu duo deh sama kak Pat bawelin gue. Sampe skrg, bawelnya masih sama tapi less bawel. Apa karena lo sosok abang ya jd gak sebawel kakak perempuan gitu? Semua hal udah gue sampaikan ke lo, abang. Dari surat, gambar, dan doa, udah gue sampaikan semua. This is indeed the most complete departure. Gue sama sekali gak ada penyesalan. Kita pernah main game bareng, pernah minum kopi bareng, pernah menuhin BM mixue gue yang tidak terwujud dari gue SD, pernah spotify session. Gue seneng melalui hari-hari gue sama lo. Biasanya, gue rangkum cerita 1 bulan gue menjadi 2-3 hari. Kalo ke depannya, gue rangkum berapa tahun cerita dan gue akan selalu rangkum buat lo. It takes time to learn without you, abang. Gue udah kebiasa sama lo, tanpa lo jadi....sepi? Gue gak gak apa-apa. I wish I could beg for one more day or one minute to spend with you, I would.
We meet for a reason, abang. This has been beautiful 10 months with you, abang. Setiap pertemuan selalu ada perpisahan. Udah ada Banbi sebagai perwakilan gue di sekitar lo. Kalo boleh, gue mau print gambar lo, gue jadiin polaroid terus tempel di belakang hp gue wkwkwkw
I have told you everything that I want to say. Once again, easy departure, abang. Gue akan selalu kangen sama lo. Jaga kesehatan, ok? Thank you for choosing moon as your half. Gue gak bingung nyari lo kemana. Hahahaha.
p.s. gue terharu waktu lu pake hashtag Agenda Abang Adek. Tw cw Jakarta Berlin. Kita ketemu lagi, ok? Semoga lintasan bintang kita bersinggungan lagi.

Lu tetep abang ganteng (dikit) gue,
Acel.

My Forest, Elvano Sadawira.

2023-01-29 15:40:05 UTC

Hi, Kak El. Maaf sebelumnya baru isi Padlet karena baru banget sempat. Thanks for giving me some opportunity to be with you, I really grateful to met someone as you. Every moment we spend means a lot for me, you always makes me feel loved, and for sure there's nothing that makes me uncomfortable, I really enjoyed the time together. Aku suka banget ngobrol sama Kak El selama sesi dua harinya. Walaupun siang aku sibuk, tapi malemnya kakak selalu ngasih kesempatan buat ngobrol lebih banyak. Kayak yang aku sebutin di form kalo aku mau kenalan sama kakak, dan itu semua bisa aku dapetin di sesi kemarin. I love our dynamics. How can someone can be the sweetest and hotest like you? Intinya ga ada yang bisa gambarin lagi kalo aku seneng banget bisa ngabisin waktu bareng kakak sebelum kakak istirahat, makasih banyak banget udah buat aku enjoy buat ngehabisin waktu dua hari tanpa harus mikirin pusingnya kegiatan aku. Don't forget to take care of yourself ya, Kak. Stay hydrated and healthy. See you in another times!

“blue moon in different phases, blue moon in different places”

2023-01-31 14:30:34 UTC

do you wonder why i wrote blue’s snippet? bcs blue is actually a song about missing friends. not in a negative way, but we just caught up in life and we all have our own lives going on. though we are being apart with our own things running on, i hope you still remember me. with every good memories we had together.

thank you for these past 3 months, and 3 hours to midnight. you were the best-funny-gamer-boyfriend ever.

the door will always be opened and i’ll always be there, waiting for you to come home.

i love you, ano. and please, please, take care.

see you around,

A.J