To all the people I've loved before, by Kaizen

Dear, Kai.

one_perzent — 2022-12-28 13:37:51 UTC

Kai! Terima kasih ya buat hari ini. Aku senenggg banget ketemu kamu. Aku gak ada ekspektasi terlalu tinggi karena katanya kamu newcomer? Tapi keliatan professional banget, dan bener-bener boyfriendable aku sampe ngga kerasa ini udah habis waktunya... Semoga habis ini masih bisa tuker kabar biar bisa kabarin aku your schedule so that I can make you my boyfriend again :p Good luck for your doings, Kai! ❤️

one_perzent — 2022-12-28 13:38:56 UTC

halooo mas pacar- eh, udah mantan deh... :( di sini adek mantan pacar mau kasih satu dua patah kata (kok kayak pidato) buat mas iyen! mas iyen ini beneraannn caring banget dan dewasa soalnya LADENIN AKU TERUSSS aku udah kirim 924438 bubble chat terus sama mas iyen dibales 924438 JUGA. thought you would annoyed but i can tell you truly replied me wholeheartedly, no? apa aku geer? hehehe. pokoknya aku ngga nyesel buat pacarin mas iyen deh! semangat terus yaa kak iyen! semoga kapan" bisa nonton cocomelon bareng lagi :3

we meet in 2022 and we make it until 2023.

2023-01-01 00:02:23 UTC

“i’m not a baby anymore! stop being overprotective!”
“i don’t care, you are not allowed to go anywhere,” you said.
“i’m an adult now!”
“no matter how old are you, you are still my little sister! i will always protect you! i’m not being overprotective i just love you so hard, little sist.” i’m crying when i heard that. you are right, you will always protect me because you are born to be my best big brother.

dearest brother, kaizen. i don’t know how to say but i’m very grateful to meet you. i can feel the warm that i’ve never get before. you makes me believe if family are not the relationship with blood but with heart and love. you are caring, funny, warm, and kind hearted brother ever. i can’t stop smiling when i’m talking with you. the way you always makes me laugh it very melts my heart. you will always be my brother no matter what.

thank you for existing and thank you for being you. thank you for the happiness you gave to me. i’m proud being your sister and i hope the world treats you well. cheer up!

Pim-pim-pom!

2023-01-04 03:53:56 UTC

Beep-beep, Kai Gantengkuu. I'm so glad to meet you. Thank you for qrt-ing my criteria so we can meet, you're the best person I've ever meet in this virtual world. I didn't regret to spend my 2 days with you, I felt so loved, and I was so in love with you. Kayakk, 2 hari tapi ternyata bentar banget?? Tau-tau udah:( mau sama Kai lagii. Service Kai top, bintang lima. Bahasa Kai juga enak buat aku yang ngga terlalu suka bahasa kaku buat daily romantic relationship. Kai perhatiaan banget aku beneran ngerasa disayang sama Kai. Siapapun yang liat padletku, KAI IS THE BEST so don't think twice to book your session with him! I love Kaiiii sooo much<3

dearest kaizen,

2023-01-10 15:28:38 UTC

hello good evening, kayi! i don't really know where to start... when it comes to you, (suddenly) i can’t express my feelings because i'm very suck with words. i really enjoyed every second that we spent together, you treated me very well! thank you for always praising me and showing me lots of love. thank you abundance for making me feel loved... kakak selalu tanggapin semua cerita aku yang macem-macem banget jenisnya (especially the random one) dan mau cerita juga ke aku. you can match my energy very great.

terus— kayi ini anaknya lucu banget in a funny and cute way, jokes sama celetukannya kayak gak ada abis-abisnya sampai aku bingung harus balesin gimana. i couldn’t hide my smile when you replied to my chats, you really made my days. (gejala apa ya ini ya dok). kayi, icen, mas, you should know that you’re very precious and deserve so many good things! icen anak baik, icen orang baik, semoga harinya selalu dikelilingi kebahagiaan ya dan sehat-sehat selalu! <3

with love,
your little baby, a.

Big Babie! 😸

pumpkinan — 2023-01-11 17:23:29 UTC

What should I write here ... even thousand thank yous wouldn’t be enough to show how thankful I am for having kakak as my boyfriend. Kakak Kai si bayi besar, bayi kucing besar! Cintanya juga besar banget, aku pusing, loh, kakak? Spending time with kak Kai for the whole day turns me into the happiest person ever. Kakak never failed to make me smile-sampai-pipi-pegel in one day over all of the sweet texts that he sent. Talking to him make me feel safe and at ease; walaupun aku bawel buanget, kak Kai balas semua bubble chatku and it made me happy—I feel a lot better than before. Satu hari yang bener-bener dibombardir kebucinan kakak kucing besar ini sampai di luar nalar. Not complaining, though! Thank you for the big amount of loves that you gave to me, kakak. ❤️

To the sweetest and funniest boyfriend, kak Kai, please know that you truly deserve the world. Thank you for treating me wholeheartedly. Please don’t forget to take a good care of yourself too, okay? I’m so grateful for your presence here. Good luck, kucing besar! Meong! Until we meet again.

Lots of love,
Ball of Sunshine.

Hello! This is Kaizen speaking.

one_perzent — 2023-01-14 22:43:45 UTC

Tons of thank yous won't be enough to describe my gratitude towards the time we've spent together. Please know that I always cherish all the moment with you. As you left your love letters here, it'll give me many strength to keep on going. Thank you!

Directory:
Red colored = Kaizen as your boyfriend
Blue colored = Kaizen as your platonic partner

KAICEN!

2023-01-18 12:58:48 UTC

HEHEHE hai it's cayi baby :D i could write up how much i'm thankful for your presence but i'm afraid the paper won't be enough. thank you for being such an understanding boyfriend buat aku (it feels strange to say aku) yang outputnya jelek. kakak, as i said i was totally had no idea that i'll be loved this much by kakak. i wasn't expecting but then bOOM kak kaizen happened. everyone, let me tell you all, he's good at what he's doing. he's THAT good at taking care of people. he's sooooo caring, he will appreciate everything his lover do. he got lots of lovely nickname for his baby. he is ADORABLE. he cute CUTE. he's funny. eventhough he is an amazing caretaker, he is clingy as well. 100% sure yall will fall in love even more by his clingy side *i'm literally tearing up rn* kak kaizen cares a lot about his lover, he'll make sure you're okay as in reminding you to eat, to drink water. he will never leave you hanging. he will love you wholeheartedly with all he got. you've decided to meet him already? well, then kakak kaizen is going to give you that experience you'll never gonna get anywhere else. I WROTE ENOUGH T___T you guys should just meet him already!! no regret, guaranteed!

warmest hugs,
kaicen's forever little daisy xx.

Abang!

aresavicenna — 2023-01-19 05:17:20 UTC

Halo Abang, maaf ya butuh waktu lama buat mampir.
Ayo tebak ini siapa?
Abang makasih udah mau jadi abangnya adek, also sulungnya Yayah dan mami. Yayah really enjoy the session with both of you. Abang yang pasrah aja dijahilin adek looks so cute. Thank you ya Abang sudah jadi Abang yang baik buat mami, Yayah dan adek.

Abang sehat terus, semoga kita punya kesempatan lagi buat kumpul bareng ya. See you Abang!

- a.

Abanggggg

2023-01-20 11:50:53 UTC

Makasih ya udah jadi anaknya mami sama yayah~ Maaf mami baru sempet mampir karena kemarin ada dinas dadakan :(.

I hope everything goes well ya nak? Jangan banyak-banyak cewe. Coba setia 1, hm? Wkwkwkwk makan yang banyak karena abang harus bisa jagain adek terus. KALIAN LUCU BANGET DAH.

Mami sayang abang <3 semoga kita bisa ketemu di lain kesempatan ya?

- c.

Hi There, My Pangeran Kecil.

2023-01-24 03:45:47 UTC

Dearest sunbeam.. hello! I hope your day is filled with joy and excitement. The way you think and talk are adorable and I can't get enough of you. Kaicil is full of surprises and he's always be the sweetest one. He made me sleep better at night (REAL). It feels like a relieve to finally meet someone who knows how to treat you right and know what you needed. Kaicil is good at words, he never fails to make me smile, feel loved, and reassured. Kaizen is truly a definition of Safe Haven. Thank you, thank you really.

I'm going to miss you and your flustered texts that I find lovely. I will always cheer you up, cherish you, and hoping the best for you. Thank you so much, my Little Prince. I do really hope our stars align once again. And again. Heheheh.

🥒

2023-01-26 16:44:04 UTC

Halo abang, ini Papi. Abang makasih ya udah jadi abang yang baik di Keluarga Buncis, karena abang jadi rame banget apalagi waktu berantem sama adek. Papa sama Papi seneng banget bisa bareng-bareng sama abang, sama adek juga. Nanti kapan-kapan ketemu lagi ya abang? There’s a special place within my heart reserved only for us. It’s a place where I store precious memories of our little family.

Also, he is a very warm and cheerful person. You will never feel alone with him.

With love,
Papiyan.

icen!

2023-02-04 09:19:58 UTC

heyho icen, it’s me again! thank you for accompanying me in the past two days and making me feel like the happiest person on this earth again! i think it’s really easy to talk with you and feel comfortable talking about anything because it’s like i’ve known you for a long time.

i love the way you showed your love and took care of me. ADUH aku gak tau harus ngomong apaan lagi, pokoknya terima kasih banyak udah nemenin aku lagi! semoga semua urusan icen dilancarin dan semangat kuliahnya! bahagia, sehat, dan sukses selalu ya. i will always cherish every moment with you, too. 🌷

- a

My lovely starry night.

2023-02-08 02:45:40 UTC

Kaizen Hardhian, rembulanku, waktu yang aku habiskan denganmu terasa terlalu cepat berlalu. Rasanya agak tidak adil, sayangku baru mulai, tapi hari sudah selesai. Untuk setiap detik dan detakku bersama kamu, rasanya menyenangkan sekali sampai aku rela kehilangan tidurku kemarin. Aku lebih memilih kehilangan waktu tidur dibandingkan kehilangan kamu, Izen. Maaf aku nakal ya? Tapi rasanya susah kalau mau melepas kamu.

Kaizen, dari semua insan yang aku jumpai selama aku berjalan di bumi ini, aku rasa kamu meninggalkan jejak yang paling permanen, sampai-sampai aku lihat kamu di semua keseharianku. Aku ingat kamu ketika sedang melihat jam, khawatir kamu belum sempat makan karena kebiasaanmu yang tidak makan sampai kamu rasa kamu lapar. Aku ingat kamu ketika aku sedang mengerjakan tugas, aku penasaran bagaimana harimu kali ini, apakah semua tugasmu juga selesai dengan lancar? Aku ingat kamu ketika aku putar lagu-lagu Peterpan, sambil tersenyum sendiri mengingat bagaimana kamu bilang kalau aku adalah Khayalan Tingkat Tinggi mu. Aku ingat kamu, ketika aku lihat bulan dan langit, yang selalu ada menemani aku walaupun dari jauh, di gelapnya malam hari maupun ketika pagi benderang. Aku ingat kamu, dengan warna kesukaanmu, angka kesukaanmu, makanan kesukaanmu, lagumu, dan tempat kesukaanmu. Semuanya terkunci mati di pikiranku sekarang, dan selamanya akan tinggal disana.

Kaizen sayang, terima kasih untuk semua afeksi dan peduli yang kamu beri ke aku, semua tawa dan canda yang kita bagi. Kurasa masih kurang waktuku dalam menyayangi kamu. Kalau aku bisa sayangi kamu selama aku bernapas, aku mau. Sama seperti yang sudah aku ungkap di surat-surat cinta yang aku layangkan kepadamu. Sampai surat cinta yang ke sembilan nanti, aku akan selalu disini, tidak bosan-bosannya untuk kembali ke kamu, seperti bumi yang selalu bersama dengan bulannya.

Kaizen sayang, aku ingin kamu makan dengan baik, tidur dengan baik, dan disayang dengan baik sampai kita bertemu lagi nanti, ya? Aku selalu disini, kamu tinggal buka pintu rumah kita dengan kunci khusus yang sudah kuberi ke kamu, dan kamu akan lihat kalau aku selalu ada di rumah, menunggu kamu. Aku sayang kamu, Kaizen, bahkan di seluruh esokmu.

Milikmu, A.

Halo, Kayi!

2023-02-22 09:03:57 UTC

Maaf aku baru mampir karna aku (sok) sibuk HEHEHEHEHE. Sebelumnya aku mau bilang terimakasih karna mau temenin aku selama beberapa hari ini! Yang dimana bener bener berwarna banget selama pacaran sama kayi!!

Soalnya kayak pacaran sama kamu tuh seru soalnya HOBI BANGET BUAT SALTING. Kayak ada aja gombalan ataupun tingkahnya yang beneran buat full salting kayak orgil deh. Dan makasih sekali lagi karna kayi ini juga ngeladenin tingkah aku yang kadang random banget :P. OHIYAA makasih juga mau dengerin ceritaku waktu itu dan ngasih saran yang cukup ngebantu aku hehe.

Semangat terus yaa kedepannya! Jangan lupa mam yang sehat dan banyak! Terus juga jangan lupa jaga kesehatan OKAYY??

Have a nice day, kayi 🤍

My valentine, my eleven; Kaizen.

embulkirana — 2023-02-26 03:55:12 UTC

Dear, Kaizen.
I'm so sorry, aku baru mampir kesini setelah sekian lama. I hope it won't bother you, ya? :( *sniff sniff*

First of all, terima kasih karena berkenan untuk temani, jagain, sayangin aku bahkan jadi partner valentine aku kemarin. Akhirnya ya, aku bisa ketemu kamu yang memang dari jauh hari udah aku "summon" pakai kekuatan batin hehehe. Semoga kamu juga nggak kaget atau takut kalau sebelumnya memang you got my attention without even trying. (Sedikit malu karena aku blak-blakan banget waktu itu hwhwhwhw)

Pacaran sama kamu tuh rasanya.. kayak makan permen mercon (kamu pernah denger nggak?). You brought some magic in our relationship back then that made me fall in love with you an instant. Disayangi dan dicintai kamu tuh rasanya manis, asem dan meledak-ledak. Alias kata lainnya bikin candu hehe (aduh, maaf lebay tapi itu yang aku rasain).

Kamu bisa sinergi sama energi aku, kamu tanggapi ceritaku dengan baik, kamu selalu pastikan aku nyaman, kamu dengerin sambatku tanpa memojokkan aku sama sekali pun kamu juga sayangi dan penuhi apa yang aku mau (apalagi aku kiss deprived xixi alias minta sun all the time). Walaupun kita ada misskomunikasi there and there tapi akhirnya semua bisa ketemu jalan keluar.

Senang rasanya bisa ketemu kamu disini Kaizen. Aku mohon maaf ya kalau selama beberapa hari yang lalu aku sempat bikin kamu kewalahan/kesusahan. Semoga kamu berbesar hati untuk maafin aku juga. Anyway, thank you for the sweet letter from you. I've treasured all of that, in the deepest of my heart.

Sampai ketemu di lain waktu, my eleven. <3

— Crescent Moon.

kai kai!

2023-03-10 01:07:32 UTC

halo, terang duniaku! i want to say thank you for being my cutest-kecil-sedikit-besar boyfriend. even though it's just for a few hours, it's more than enough to make me feel loved. you're good at cheering people up, and i can feel your sincerity. i hope you are always surrounded by people you love and love you.

thank you once again, kai kai! please eat well, take a rest in between your activities, and stay hydrated. i hope to see you again anytime soon!

from your pocked-sized boyfriend.

best best bestie

2023-03-11 00:41:39 UTC

hi hey hey heey there hello its me!
kai, it is really nice to have you around indeed. from the way you talk and always attentive to my wellbeing. kai is a caring partner and always thoughtful. truly an AoS person, in my point of view. hehehe, but don't forget to take a good care of yourself also, yes? because i believe there are so many people who cherish you just like how much as i do.

thank you for being a great company for the past 2 days, i cant thank you enough, your heart feel genuine and sincere. no need to worry if you are with kai, he will be there for you wholeheartedly.

until then, eat regularly, grab some meals, drink enough water and get some sleep you deserve. okay? kaizen ganteng.

warm regards,
cha.

Kai kai kai kai

2023-03-11 14:57:21 UTC

Halo, yang aku taksir dari lama.
Makasih yaa udah luangin waktu kamu buat sama aku. Aku seneng banget akhirnya ketemu kamu. Maaf selama sesi akunya loyo dan drained. TAPI KAMU SABAR BANGET!!! 😿 semoga kita bisa ketemu lagi karena I already missing you huuuuuuuuuuu babayyyy. Nanti mah belajar foto ke aku yaa, biar fotoin kopi ga kejauhan!!!!! 😌😌😌😌

Dearest, Kayi.

2023-03-23 15:43:02 UTC

Hi, Kayi! I'm sorry I just wrote this letter for you right now. I'm honestly bad at words but I'm trying my best to pour all of my thankfulness to you. You're such an adorable boyfriend, for real! You're a sunshine that always brighten my bad days and makes me smile just by hearing your words. You're always making sure that I'm loved. I— you're kind of flowers that I.. can't even describe because of your beauty; you're the prettiest flower among all. Thank you so much for always being there for me for the past few days, thank you for lending me your shoulder to lean on. I'm really thankful to you and I always hope for your happiness, Kayi. Please always be happy!

Much loves, M.

11:11

embulkirana — 2023-03-25 04:32:21 UTC

Kai-kai! Hayoo tebak aku siapa? Kalau berhasil nebak siapa aku, nanti minta sepedanya ke pak RT ya! :3

Our second meeting, rasanya masih kayak pertama kali kita ketemu. Kamu selalu antusias untuk sambut aku, kamu selalu excited dengerin cerita aku yang kadang di luar nalar pun kamu selalu mencoba penuhi apa yang aku inginkan dan butuhkan. Kayaknya terima kasih aja nggak cukup ya? But, in the deepest of heart aku selalu bersyukur bisa punya kesempatan kenal kamu disini.

Aku minta maaf ya kalau beberapa hal dari aku bikin kamu overwhelmed. Sometimes, i gettin' to excited when I'm with you sampai kadang aku nggak sadar bikin kamu repot huhu. Selalu jaga diri dengan baik ya Kai-kai, aku berharap kamu dilimpahkan banyak kebahagiaan sama seperti bahagianya aku ketemu kamu. Sampai nanti, sampai kita ketemu lagi. ♡

one_perzent — 2023-03-25 17:03:48 UTC

My Dearest Sunflower, K. 🌻

2023-03-26 10:29:38 UTC

kaya apa yang aku udah bilang sebelumnya, sunflowers really describe you perfectly! bunga yang sangaaaat cantik, melambangkan ketenangan & kegembiraan. well.. that's what i felt the most when i spent my times with you, kayiyi. you give me a lot of warmth wheneveeerr I talk to youuu. aku seneng banget bangeeet T_____T

kayiyi, makasih banyak udah mau ladenin aku yang super duper bawel ini dan selalu sabar sama aku yang random banget, suka tiba-tiba jadi meeeongg! makasih udah sayangin aku dan udah jadi pacar yang sangaaat baik, yaa?

semua orang di dunia ini harus tau kalo kamuu beneran selucuu itu, setiap detik aku dibuat salting mulu!! :< (pulicii tangkep kayiyi nya pulicii)

kayiyi, my sunflower.. i wish you nothing but happiness around you, don't be too harsh on yourself, okay? every flowers blooms in it's own time, aku harap kayi juga selalu kasi pat-pat ke diri sendiri dan bilang, “i did well todaaay!”

seperti halnya kayi udah menjadi alasan aku banyak tersenyum, aku beneran berharap setiap hari kayi selalu punya banyak hal yang bisa buat kayi senyuum >___<

let's bloom beautifully, shall we?

–with love,
your baby.✨💗

I might have never told you but with you, feels like everything is right.

melthingheart — 2023-03-28 07:52:32 UTC

Once I believed love was just about leaving by the end, sorrowful yet meaningful all packed into one-tied up inside a box of memories. But when it comes to you, leaving is probably less hurtful. In between farewell, you grow a flower from what we have in such a little time, and you plant it well so that the flower blooms gracefully—perhaps waiting for another encounter.

Kaizen, I thought leaving was the worst thing ever exist, but I find myself leaving with a carriage full with love that you gave. The house of yours probably not that big neither too small, it hold enough space for both of us to draw our little dreams in the air underneath the ceiling while the fur carpet tickles our back. I don't think I've ever once told anyone that I dream of owning a star—in any form I can get. And who ever thought it would come in the form of you.

You little thing but shining on your own, have I ever told you how much I adore you? I adore you every night before I close my eyes, I adore you every single minutes the thought of you came into my mind, I adore you whenever I see you anywhere. With this being stated, you have no idea how much you bring meaning into someone's life, so live well, Kaizen, live well.

I love you, so I pray for you a safe sanctuary for evermore. Be safe and sound wherever you land, Kaizen.

Eternally,
The Winter Fairy.

Ayi to my Iya,

withIove — 2023-03-29 05:41:33 UTC

The way he knit his words so beautifully, the way his touch is softer than the breeze fitting over the flowers, the way his fondness strokes so tenderly as if he is standing in the middle of a foam flower garden.. If I were the flower then he would be the rays of the sun whose lights play a big role for the blossoms. Still and all, his gentleness isn’t all about his strong suits as merriment is classed as one of his top priority orders to be brought out of me. No boredom arises whenever he is around, it almost feels like he is pocketed thousand ways to make our days filled with bliss. No cap, just fact, that even his mischievous nature brings happiness in spite of everything.

To whom it may concern, should you find interested in having the taste of Kaizen’s love, put your worries aside and knock on his door right away, for going home with a smile plastered on your face is what will you get at the end of the trip. (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️)

With love,

Meiya.

my kai <3

2023-04-29 14:41:43 UTC

hi! i had a good time with this 2 days with u :3 youre bright, and lovely dan sama kamu selalu seru!!! sama kamu aku jadi ngerasa ditemenin, disayang, you are indeed so gentle and lovable. 🤍 hope others could feel that too 🤍

My yellow, Kayiyi!

setsounai — 2023-04-30 04:51:33 UTC

Hi there, Kayiyi!
I'm sorry it took me long enough to come by. But i just wanna say thank you for accompanying me for a few days. I feel really happy when spending time with you. You're such a cool, cute, funny, adorable, and precious person!

You really have a unique way of making me smile and giggle by your words, jokes, and of course your bokem vibes. I'm sorry if i'm being such an annoying gf because your reactions are so cute hehehe. Besides being cute and funny, you also have this beautiful side. What i mean is you can make simple things turn beautiful. It's priceless.

I really love the way you treat me. I feel really comfortable around you. I feel really loved when i'm with you. Thank you for giving me some good song recommendations (Peach Pit). I think i'm going to love their songs.

Please don't forget to take care of yourself, stay healthy, have some good rest and sleep, and eat some delicious foods. I'm wishing you tons of good luck for everything you do! Please always be happy. You deserve every good thing in this world.

See you on top, kayiyi! I hope we can meet again!
- Ayiyi 🌻💛

My sweet, sweet love.

2023-05-16 09:00:28 UTC

First and foremost let me express my gratitude for accompanying me these past few days. I had lots of fun snuggling in your arms.

A little tmi, I'm so thankful that I get to finally met you at such the right time (I'm kind of... have a lot in my mind back then and being with you feels so right, I'm a little too comfortable with you now).

You're such a warm person, annoying in a lovingly way, and fun to tease. I don't know whether it's just me being a feeler or you're being honest but I can feel your genuine and sincerity towards me. Thus, that's what makes you the safest home I could return to.

The words and actions you gave me, I can tell that you put your feelings through it. That's the reason behind me found a comfort in you.

My sweet, sweet love, please take care of yourself properly. Listen to your personal doctor, eat properly, drink lots of water and don't drink too much coffee. You already did great for being a morning person and didn't sleep too late, keep up the good work! Oh, lastly don't overworking yourself. (Mahasiswa sakit bisa dicari yang baru, kalo kamu sakit aku gatau mau cari yang kaya kamu dimana lagi).

I said too much now.... I guess this is it, until then, My loveliest Ian.

J.

Bro..

2023-07-07 14:27:26 UTC

Hi bro.. (lovingly) (in a past tense) thank you for our past three days together! Truly enjoyed every shared second together with you. You're really the type to make people attracted to you and make them comfortable being around you. I feel like we can talk about just anything. Anything like, anything; even a complete non-sense would be something we can discuss about if that makes sense.

And, yes, thank you for allowing me being my one true self in front of you. Actually I don't think I have that much energy left so sugarcoating is something I want to avoid the most and I did successfully avoid that all thanks to you! All our banters, they were very dear to me and no I'm not a masochist before you ask ~~so please shut your fucking mouth~~. And thank you for handling me so well (sfw-ly, I promise everyone!) whenever I'm sleepy. I know I'm such an ass whenever I'm about to go to the dreamland. The way you shifted from the assholiest asshole to the kindest warm gentleman surprised me tbh.

Also, I'm not a fan of a fast-replier but it has been nothing but fun with you so I kinda waited for you the whole time. I hope I didn't burden you for texting you back that fast. I long to be with you the whole time, that is. But the point here is thank you for being such a nice company to have around! Other than you reply suuuper fast, you're also very attentive. Thank you for paying your full attention towards me the whole time.

Not only that you met my expectations, you exceeded it. I always feel in awe about how passionate you are even in your tiniest gesture. Say that I'm being too much or taking it personally: everything you do is sincere and not half-hearted. So please don't think too much about that. I may not be able to describe it well but I swear they're nothing bad!

You really were THEE man. At least for me. And I'm sure everyone that left you a message or two feel the same. Thank you for being my tapestries even for a short bit. You're a kind, genuine soul and honestly, love that on you! You know, the world really is a better place because you're around.

Really hope to see you around again, soon.
S.

To my dearest Ayen.

littlebeyi — 2023-07-10 16:21:04 UTC

First, I deeply apologize for being here so late. I am profoundly sorry.

Oh My Ayen... As your name suggests, I love how it swirls from the tip of my tongue. The delicate sound is as if it calls me to have my hands wrapped around your waist. Have I ever felt lonely? You brought joy to my life, and though it was only for a short time, I was beyond grateful to claim you as mine. To have you around as my devotee and bring joyous moments when we are together. You are such a gentleman—one of the most enchanted to spend time with. With your sweet smile that paints your face. The tidbits of smile across my face every time you come to tell me about your day To be your lover makes me feel like I don't have to worry about anything. You listen well and give me all the warmth I have been craving.

Have you ever heard them say that time flies if you spend it with the right person? But you know, when I am with you, time feels so slow. It's contradictory to what others say. But when I thought about it, I found the reason. It feels so slow because I treasure every second I spend with you. I cherish every moment with you.

Thank you for loving me to the fullest. Thank you for taking care of me. Thank you for making me so happy. I could never thank you enough for everything. I am so lucky to be your lover and to be loved by you. Until we meet again, Ayen.

:]

akshabuana — 2023-07-18 17:01:17 UTC

Let me ask, what are you made of? I have confidence that you might have been made of ocean's fortune. Ocean's wealth. Looking so eye-pleasing with soothing energy you radiate. You seemed (you still do) like a dependable man, with full of warmth and affection. Who's believed to give prosperity in silence. That is somehow how people see when it comes to the ocean, without falling deeper than the surface. That is how people feel when they're sitting on the edge of the beach.

Simply enjoying the view, because your statue is already amazing to see. But I'm a full of curiosity man everytime I see beautiful human standing so delicately. That's the reason why I decided to fall, to plunge.

Guess what? I'm glad I did that.

I know, you're bonfire. One who makes everything around me feels warm. Makes me feel at ease, and that I want nothing but to stay. But turns out, you're also ocean's waves. One who makes everything more fun than just warm. One that makes peaceful beach seems more interesting than how it looks. That makes a story becomes enjoyable to read, even re-read.

How is it, to feel warm in a playful moment? In an amazing moment that can't be described just by one word.

This ain't sweet talking, no. I just love playing with my words, so you know that I'm not just writing this. I feel it, too.

Thank you, Api. I want you to know that I treasure our moment a lot, and I don't feel this often. Let's meet again in the future, and please don't be tired atau gue gebuk. (BECANDA.)

P.s. The more I listen to this song, it somehow sounds like us. That's why I don't want to add another song but this.

Hey

dreaminstarlite — 2023-08-07 16:51:13 UTC

Thank you udah nemenin seharian, best brother ku, as always you are attentive and give your comforting presence to everyone..

Until then! Drink enough water, makan teratur yaa, sehat sehat!

Warm hugs,
🍧

to the sun that perpetually shines on sunflowers.

2023-08-13 17:03:32 UTC

hi hello again, kayiyi! i know it's too late, like so freaking late, but here i am. neeways i have some things that i wanna say to you. i really don't know how to say it, but when i'm with you, it feels like i'm alive again. there's something in you that awakens me. before i met you, i felt quite anxious because we hadn't seen each other for a long time. there were many things on my mind at that time. but it's all indisputable. i really feel myself again and it's all thanks to you. so thanks for that!

speaking about that, i suddenly remember something. i remembered how your manager described you, and i thought that was very accurate. you are truly a moodmaker. your presence can give positive energy. i'm sure the people around you must feel happy when you are by their side. that is a very extraordinary thing you know. and i'm so lucky to be a part of that.

kayiyi, you need to know that you always have your own way, which is unique, and distinctive that makes me feel excited. i'm so excited about the point i'm looking forward to it. looking forward to what you will do. enough to make me wonder and wonder how there is someone like you (i mean in a good way). sometimes i wish i could be like that (like you).

and oh you may be a bit busy lately. and i know it must be tiring. so, whenever you feel tired, you can get some rest. drink your favorite drink. eat some delicious food. listening to music while laying your body on a soft mattress. you can always do it (just if you want). but neeways, i hope you won't be sad (don' you ever). because you are a great person! please remember that, sir.

thank you for always doing your best. keep going, okay?! and i hope you won't feel bored with me. because i sometimes find myself a bit boring pft. well see you then, love <3.

the sunflower that needs its sun,
ayiyi.

If only I could freeze the moment with you, I'd live there forever, K.

melthingheart — 2023-08-24 11:25:30 UTC

Took me so long to finally have a word to say to you. A bare soul with a heart full of love might not be enough to give you, since you always deserve better. Even no matter how beautifully I arrange every word to send to you, it won't ever be as kind and beautiful as your presence. I always see you as a chance, where I can see tomorrow better, and yesterday as a good lesson to learn. You're such an uncountable kindness that come to light up my days.

In the strange street full of strangers, I found you. I really took the wrong way but it led me to you. I don't even know where life took me for this, but still, I thank life for bringing me to you. Every second I spend with you is the most precious second I have ever experienced.

I hope there will be another good encounter for us to sit by the table for two, having your favorite coffee on both of our cups, since whatever your favorite is, it will be mine as well.

Along with this letter, I want to express my utmost gratitude. Thank you for being born as one of the kindest souls here on earth. I bet even Saturn or Neptune will get jealous on earth because it has you.

I might still have to learn better about you, remembering how well you learned about me. For another encounter, I swear I'd treat you better.

The autumn who fall behind your back, A.

Halo, Manusia Lucu, Apizen.

2023-08-27 00:50:58 UTC

Coming here again after... quite some time. Just want to drop by, to give you a little appreciation you deserve to get. The past few days were.. very comfortable, if I may say. I hope I didn't make you feel less than you thought it should be. We were both like a worker who were stirred by works, when we actually are just college students.

I don't know if I may say this here... but I really want to tell this genuinely. So, do read this in a very loving way..!

Morning to noon being busy together, having quite heavy schedule. But then, we're having our time in the evening until we closed our eyes. That's very lovely... (Please percaya.) I personally love this kind of relationship, where both of us could still do our stuff. Though I was kind of ISBZJSDN as I couldn't give you any.. (Damn classes.) (This is a promise to give you everything someday.)

Round of applause for you who have been working hard to make the week worthy. Thank you for treating your week well, now it's time to treat yourself better. Take a rest, stay healthy, drink a lot (AIR PUTIH). What I really mean is, don't push yourself too much. Alright?

Last but not least, I hope this ain't the last time I say, "Thank you." Until then, please take care of yourself well. See you!

— A.

Kaizen, my sunshine.

2023-09-27 23:46:00 UTC

I couldn’t believe someone would change my life in only two days. I don’t think words will be enough to sum it up. It was surreal, such magical days to me and I don’t think I will be able to forget it. I will keep it on a small space deep inside my heart, dikasih label “Anak Setan”. 😇

You were a sunshine, you came and changed my dull life like it was nothing. It was really easy to love you and to know that you love me back. But it was tiring to be your lover, though. My jaws hurt from smiling and laughing all day. :]

My massive gratitude won’t be able to be expressed than a ‘thank you’ as you gave me so much in a span of two days. But if ever, I swear I would do and give anything to return the favor you did to me. I also feel like I need to thank the Sky and the Heaven for giving me the chance how it feels to feel love and to be loved by you.

Thank you, I feel way more than one percent better after I met you.

— S.

Head over heels.

2023-10-08 23:08:20 UTC

Hey, love. Probably that one sentence above already describes my feelings towards you. I’M HEAD OVER HEELS FOR YOU, OK? It was such a wonderful day I can say. Never thought that being with you would be so addicting.

Thank you for everything you give to me. Thank you for showering me with all your love. Thank you for spending your time with me. POKOKNYA THANK YOU BANGET.

I will cherish all the moments we had. I’ll capture all the laughter we shared. Everything was meant to me.

Gue gak pinter merangkai kata-kata, tapi yang pasti gue BAHAGIA BANGET. Makasih dua harinya yang berharga. Maaf banget gue suka bikin lo emosi sama kelakuan gue. Sejujurnya itu emang love language gue. Bercanda.

LO, jangan sampai lupa makan sama minum air putih banyak-banyak. Instead of ngopi, mending lo cuci muka aja biar ngantuk lo ilang. JANGAN KESERINGAN NGOPI. Awas aja lo. Kesehatan lo itu nomor satu.

Last but not least, gue harap lo gak kapok pacaran sama gue. Please be happy, Kai. Gue harap besok dan seterusnya gak ada yang bikin lo bete lagi. Kalaupun ada, semoga itu gak berlangsung lama. Kalau kangen gue, panggil aja nama gue tiga kali. Insya Allah gak bakalan dateng. Sekian dari gue. I love you, tapi bohong.

P.s: Sebenerny gue nyesel dikit kenapa gak ambil PDA juga karena GUE PENGEN PAMERIN LO KE SELURUH DUNIA ANJIR. Tapi yaudah lah. Semoga kita ketemu lagi.

With love,
Ruby

To my Hardhian.

2024-02-05 04:59:13 UTC

Hi, there, the coolest! Haven't I told you that your name is the most handsome? To captivated at first sight's actually not really my thing, yet it feels undeniable for me; to pulse the urge to have you close, to get inside your embrace.

I can sense that you were the sweetest when it comes to your loved one, and glad that I can prove it right. :p Thank you for spending the late evening to adding some sugar (and spice, mostly 😋) to my sparkling Sunday. You were a complete opposite during our steamy sesh, and it was the most thrilling expectation that you've reached. Thank you for the meal, once again!

Our time together may be a bit brief, but I'd cherished every single second and stick them within my mind! It was lovely to have you around, and please do expect me to appear in your lap in the upcoming moments. ;) Until then, I only wish Iyan the best of luck for the future! 🤍

—A, your only Doll.

ma precious rakun tengil weyyoweyyiyu

2024-06-03 16:23:19 UTC

gunight, gumoning, guaftie, guevening-ning kakak kaiyo yang k nya keren! thank you for being accompanied me for 3 days. honestly it feels long but short, but i really really enjoy every part of the moment with you. ‘3’ & i hope you feel the same too…. :DDD 3 days was a very great experience & i wassooo grateful for know kakak serta being yours waaarrgh akhirnya setelah [redacted] [hanya kakak, kak clary & Allah yang tau]. i couldn't thank you enough for all of the love that you have given me. thank you kakak kaiyO_O for showering me with so much love. :<3 i hope the world always treat you well & may you always feel the happiness that you deserveeeee. i will support every part of your choices, as long as it’s good, yiyu will continue to support. jangan lupa untuk memamerkan senyum manisnya, serta makan dan minum yang cukup, demi keberlangsungan hidup kakak, istirahat cukup seusai kerja, supaya kaiyoku selalu sehat & ceria, juga supaya yiyu bisa ketemu kakak lagi dehhhhh. remember that you are more than enough for me, kakAKKiyo. now playing see you soon by beabadoobee. so, see you soon to another of an our “meet—cute” i guess???? ^_^ …..may time be kind enough to bring US together. 💘 🎀miong<3kinci<3kupu-kupu<3rakun.jpg🎀 WEYYYY DAAAAAHHHH YAH BESAR.

Hi.. again?

2025-11-13 10:46:24 UTC

Fate works in such a weird way because what do you mean I got to see you again after all these years? (Lovingly)

That aside, as always, I enjoyed your company enough that it was such a shame it has to come to an end.. ::insert weeping and falling into knees gif:: it was such a blast with you! Thank you for always making me feel loved. Thank you for always being the gentlest lover and goofy friend. That bicker (lovingly) of ours? Perfect, I want 14 of them. I was actually nervous at the start because what if we became awkward after all these but that thought evaporated into thin air immediately the time I talked with you. Something about you that makes me feel comfortable enough to open up.. strange.. drop pelet bantennya please kuat banget kata gw.

Well, if anything, thank you for loving me, Hardhian. I hope my embrace was warm enough for you to come back to. May I see you again. 🖤

– A.

Subject : Notification [Thank You]

2025-11-16 11:02:33 UTC

Dear Kak Kai,

I hope this message finds you well.

I’m not entirely sure where to begin, as my mind feels a little blank, but I still want to express my gratitude. Thank you sincerely for the time you spent with me over these past two days. I truly mean it. Being with you never feels long, moments seem to pass before I even notice. Your warmth, kindness, the way you check in, and how you genuinely listen to everything I share make me feel cared for in a way I deeply appreciate.

Even when you’re busy, you never leave me wondering. You still take a moment to update me, and that means a lot. Every conversation with you feels gentle and comforting, as if we’ve known each other far longer than we actually have.

Thank you again, and I apologize if I ever troubled you in any way. Please take good care of yourself and stay healthy. I hope you’re surrounded by good days and good people.

Yours Truly, A.

Dearest Kayi.

ravnestag — 2025-11-23 11:34:14 UTC

I barely wrote, for things that usually left trace in my heart. I barely wrote for things, but here I am. You have my sincere appreciation, Kayi, and I'm so proud of you.

We had so little time together, yet you made it clear that both of us loved each other deeply. Thank you for showing me love, and likewise, I'm giving my best towards you :) I like how we learn from each other just to unravel new things, and it's been very fun, Kayi. I'm glad that we met. Good luck on the other side!

Sincerely, Isaiah.