First of all, I feel that out of everyone, I can relate to you the most. Like when I talk to you or try to encourage you, I don’t have to be careful talking about my faith, or worry my jokes will get too lame, because of this strange connection (no, not just the leadnae telepathy). Maybe it’s also because we share the same faith, and we serve in similar ministries. So it is easier for me to encourage you using bible verses, and I can involve God in the encouraging speech XD Maybe that’s why you ended up crying when listening to the new song “Victorious,” because you can relate with it the most. And considering I have spent so many years in the US being surrounded by church friends, having to come back here with an entirely different community, having you is sort of like a reminder of what my community was like back then, which is nice. Cause likewise, the way you encourage me is more Godly based, so it hits me harder on an emotional and spiritual level. Like I said before, sometimes I feel pressured to keep up a good image or become a good example because you and Sara are watching me, and I do treat you as my spiritual kids. XD But no one is perfect, so obviously I still fail many times. Yet, you still say you consider me a mentor and role model despite my failures and shortcomings, and I really can’t fathom why. But then you tell me it’s because of the way I get back up again everytime after I fall, so I hope at last that, can become a good example. And even though you say you never had an obvious encountered with God or heard Him speak audibly, just the fact you told me that during one of my lowest moments is proof that God is using you, speaking to you to pass on the message to me. Don’t worry, everyone has been given spiritual gifts. And I think one of mine is to be able to hear God more clearly (since someone said I had the calling of a prophet, so maybe that’s why?) It doesn’t mean God never speaks to you though, sometimes you just have to be still, and spare some time in your busy-ness to just listen.

 

You are a very positive person, and that optimism rubs off on others. It is something we need when everyone is feeling down or depressed, you’re like the slap in the face to bring us back to the right track. This makes you, the eternal maknae, wiser and more mature than the unnie line combined XD hahahaha You may not know it, but you are good at encouraging others too. And in many ways, you remind me of my sister actually, I don’t know if I ever told you. Your sense of humor is really the same. She loves beef and potatoes so much, it’s her Instagram name (beefnpotato) LOL Maybe that’s why our humor match so well? A lot of my jokes make people go “…” and in real life, there were many times when I get ignored because they can’t relate to my it and decide ignoring me is better, which hurts. So in the end, I conceal who I am with people and don’t make jokes in fear of ignorance. But as long as you’re there, I know I’ll have my personal laughing track ready XD And no matter how lame or stupid, I can always count on you to go HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAAHA. And again, our telepathy is no joke. It amazes me time and time again. Leadnae is undefeatable.

 

Your singing always gets better and better. But after Re:Bye, I figured that those slow paced rnb style songs with lots of riffing fits your voice the most. You really keep improving a lot, so keep singing, cause your talent lies there too. Keep learning languages, you have another talent in that area. And I admire your writing, considering you hate to read books. Imagine what it would be like if you actually DO read.

 

In conclusion, I am extremely grateful to have met you, and to take you as my first and official daughter. You make my life more colorful and happy. Hey, you know what is a happy color? ORANGE. Hahahahahahahaha And no matter what, even if I’m angry, or depressed, or anything, your presence and support always makes me happy~ Saranghaeeee~ <3

 

From an anonymous Taemaerin shipper =_=

 

PS. Let go of Mikey. Let it go.

 

A true derp queen you are, and even though you are so far, I love you to the very max, but not as much as fluffy yaks (Sorry i was just trying to rhyme it makes 0 sense). HAHAHAHA But YES qUEeN of the derps even though mel hates it you keep doing it. This is why I look up to you; it’s so fun to defy mama, right~? *evil laughter* 

But besides the funny stuff, I’ve noticed that you’ve been feeling down occasionally, and it makes me really sad because I always want to see mae smiling and laughing (and derping, if you will). It hurts me to see my sis like that because of anything! I hope everything will work out with life… But you know, if something doesn’t work out, maybe that’s for the best :) Just yell out “PLOT TWIST” and it’ll just make your life more fun hehehe. And I’m saying this because I know you believe in a higher being; If life isn’t going your way, it must be going in God’s way, right? So always be happy, knowing that He has plans for you to succeed in your own way! <3 

Love yOUUU,

A potato and chicken nugget ^-^