https://padlet.com/miruczek/2ovf2qieasj7 Stworzone z radością en-us 2018-05-11 13:47:19 UTC 2023-06-05 06:57:01 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet-uploads.storage.googleapis.com/252155260/899fe04ea1b6f4e6f14d9e01c2f9f19e/i3yUWpOw.jpg miruczek https://padlet.com/miruczek/2ovf2qieasj7/wish/259949956 We made it. Or rather... we are making it now. Are you as surprised as me that we are here now, promising to love each other till the end of our lives? 
Some people think that only the love from the first sight is a true love but in our case, it's one big bullshit. We didn't fell for each other from the first sight, not even second or third. But what's more important, we started loving each other after knowing each other a while. When I think about my past relationships, it always been rusty. You know, the sexual frustration and the need to have someone but it never worked out as I thought it will. Expectations. I always had expectations. When I met you and I've started crushing on you, I promised to myself that it's going to be different with you. I knew that some parts of my personality are toxic and my relationship always turned into something unhealthy, mostly because of my fault. But with you, I just wanted to improve myself to deserve you and this relationship. Do you remember the first day when we met? It was so natural for us to joke around and talk for hours even if we usually don't feel comfortable around strangers in general. I just thought we will be best friends. Well... I wasn't wrong, right. I always tell you that but I will say it again today, you are my friend in the first place. My best friend. A person I share my life with, my struggles, my happy days, my illnesses, my dreams, my past, present and future. Actually... I think that I should say it in public. There were few times when I didn't feel well. Actually, I was a total mess and it was a danger to my whole existence. But Aiden, his words, his calmness, saved me from bad thoughts. I will be always grateful for saving my life and making it more bearable. Waking up everyday to you, going to sleep with the thought that there's someone who cares is beautiful. You are inspiring me. Inspiring me to achieve my dreams and goals, inspiring me to get through every day, even the hardest ones, inspiring me to become a better person. Honestly, world has around 8000 millions of people but among them all, you were the only one person I trusted to with all my concerns. 
I'm sorry that sometimes I'm not a good boyfriend or fiance. That sometimes my anger is out of the line. I'm grateful for your neverending patience to me and your logic thinking. It probably saves our relationship so many times.
If anyone would ask me what I like the most about you I would honestly say: everything. You have flaws too but that's the part of human nature. I've never had those expectations about my ideal partner but for me, your personality is an opposite to mine. It's probably weird but I often imagine us as ying and yang. We are so different but whenever we are together, we are filling up the missing parts in each other. It's harmony.

Aiden, I really love you. It's that kind of love that it's unconditional but also never-ending. I've always been afraid of attachment and its consequences because everything has its end and it hurts so bad when people are leaving. But I want to keep loving you and being attached to you as long as I can... and even after it, I just want to see you growing up and flourishing. 
Thank you for giving me that chance to give our relationship a try because I know that you were afraid of it too. I just want to make you the happiest person in the whole world because you deserve happiness. You are such a kind and loyal person, it's so rare in this world. I know that some people from the past made you feel like you aren't worth of affection and attention but baby, you are damn worth of it.

I want to thank you for all those days we spent together. You learnt me how to love myself and how to love someone without being selfish. You actually made me a better person and I am so grateful for that. I want to be a better person for you, for myself, for us. I want to keep our safe shelter and I really want to hold you in my arms for so long. I want to make you happy because I love to see you happy and excited. I love to experience the life with you. I've never felt something like this with anyone and I think that if it's true that we have our soulmates somewhere, I think I've found mine.

In front of our friends, I want to promise that I will not stop loving you. I will try my best to flourish our relationship and to make you the happiest person in the whole universe. I will sacrifice my all to be with you. I will not leave you in illness or in health, I will be your guardian angel and I will protect you from any harm, including the harm that I can cause myself. 

I love you, 
I loved you,
I will love you till my last breathe.

Yours,
Yael.

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