Adek selalu excited ketika menceritakan tentang keseharian adek, tentang kesukaan adek, ditutup dengan cerita adek yang sempat kemusuhan dengan durian itu hahaha. Lalu membayangkan adek yang senyum-senyum salting di sana, menggemaskan sekali, my cutiepie!

Kakak selalu senang mendengar semua cerita adek, kakak nggak akan pernah bosan, justru rasanya ingin terus mendengar suara dan semua hal tentang adek. Kakak sayang adek cantik a lot!

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-Abang.

- Isa.

you’ve seen me at my best and my worst. you know me better than anyone else, down to the little things that make me happy, the things that bring me comfort, and even the things I struggle with. you’ve never turned away, never hesitated to hold me together when I was breaking apart, when I was at the lowest point of my life. if there’s anyone who truly understands me, it’s you. and I hope you know just how much I appreciate that, how much I appreciate you.

every moment with you feels like home. the way you treat me, the way you care for me, and the way you make me feel loved.. it’s something so rare, so pure, so precious.

if love had a definition, I swear it would be your name, Nanan.

also there’s one thing I need to tell you, something I should’ve said earlier. if you ever felt like I was keeping my distance, if you ever wondered why I suddenly pulled away, please know that it was never your fault. It was never because of anything you did or didn’t do. it was me. it was me being too deep, feeling too much, and not knowing how to handle it.

there were so many reasons I shouldn't have let myself feel that way. you already know the first reason—the recent experience I had, the fears that still linger deep inside me. and you also know the second reason, the one that makes everything even more complicated. but despite all of that, I couldn't help but fall. I couldn't help but care for you in a way that went beyond what I ever expected.

so please, if you ever wondered, if you ever blamed yourself even for a second—don’t. it was never you. it was me, and it was the fate that sucks. sometimes, the universe just want to give me a prank fate, just want to laugh at me. but you need to know that no matter what happened, it will never change what you are to me. it will never change how deeply I cherish you, Nanan.

you are, and always will be, the most precious to me. no person, no fate, no circumstance can ever take that away. and no matter where life takes us, I will always carry you in my heart.

thank you, Nanan. for everything. for loving me sooo selflessly, for always being there, for making me feel like I matter. you are the most special person to me, and I will never take that for granted. I love you, Nanan. I always will 💖

with all the unspoken love I kept inside, Eyon

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