Sejuta rasa bahagia bisa habiskan waktu bersama kamu! Aku bisa mengobrolkan banyak hal dan tidak dibiarkan mengoceh sendirian, karena my lovely puppy boyfriend selalu penuh kasih sayang untuk mendengarkan juga yap-yap bersama mwehe (senang). Celotehmu yang manis juga selalu ada saja, bikin senyum-senyum terus memang boleh?

Thank you for treat me so good and so right.. (I’m so happy to sail my secretly OTP with u! :3). Semoga semua energi positif dan kasih yang kamu berikan selalu dapatkan jalannya untuk menemukan kamu kembali. Take care always, my love.

Thank you for making me feel loved! 🤍

You were so sweet and gentle to me, gosh, only Heaven knows how much I miss you already. Thank you for taking such good care of me, I believe satu RT butuh satu Damian ALIAS semuanya harus tau betapa caring & lembutnya kakak. And thank you for being so fun!! I had the best time of my life with you.

Please do take care of your health & fix your sleeping schedule!! (Rich coming from me, I know, but still..) I would love to meet you again sometime. 🤍

-Z

You made our conversation flow naturally, adek berasa kaya udah kenal mas dari lama! So it was easy for me to warm up as well. Which was unexpected… in a good way. Mas bener-bener bikin adek nyaman. Mas juga selalu bikin adek senyam-senyum dan ketawa! And of course, on top of that, you made me feel loved and cherished. You let me experience the kind of love that is warm and unwavering. And I thank you for that.

Again, thank you for what you do. Thank you for what you did to me and for me, mas. I hope that happiness will always find its way to you. And I hope that you take care of yourself just as much as you take care of others. Kapan-kapan, adek akan jemput mas lagi ya? Let’s scratch that one wishlist and add more next time! (Mas pasti tau apa yang adek maksud!) 😠🤍

Kayaknya kali ini adek lebih banyak yapping dan clingynya ya, dan aku sempet khawatir that it would overwhelm you but you were so gentle to me and you did your best to respond to all my yappings and indulged in my clinginess too. Padahal mas juga lagi ada urusan… 😣 You always know how to make me feel loved and cherished.

Semoga mas nggak bosen kalau ke depannya aku akan jemput mas lagi ya… hehe.

I wish you good luck and happy days, mas! Remember to always take care of yourself too!

See you next time, mas Iyan kicil. I’ll definitely miss you. 🤍

Semoga mas nggak bosen sama aku ya, soalnya aku nggak akan bosen sama mas! See you next time, mas sayang. I will miss you again. In the mean time, please take care of yourself. 🤍

thank u for havingg mee, sending me a lot of love + selalu panggil aku dde KARENA AKU SUKA DI PANGGIL DDE, HAHAHA😜🤘🏻. next kalo kita sama sama senggang harus jadi yaa main robloxnyaa, ajarin aku main apa tadii... violence district? atau cobain map horror bareng aku :p

last but not least, i hope you'll be surrounded with so much love and happiness. sehat selalu yaa ka ddamy, jangan skip makan, and let's play roblox together when we're both free!🫳🏻

Abang, jangan lupa untuk take care of yourself juga ya. Jangan lupa untuk menghargai diri sendiri. Makasih sudah hadir di dunia ini sampe bisa ketemu sama lucil.

See you again, jangan bosen untuk dengerin ocehan, curhatan dan untuk jahilin lucil juga ya :p

I was wrong.

Somewhere between late-night conversations and ordinary days, I realized Damian is much softer than that. He reminds me of the quiet wind that slips through an open window in the evening, carrying away the heat of a difficult day without you even noticing.

Being with him never feels overwhelming. It feels easy.

I spend most of my days carrying stress around like a heavy coat, but when I talk to Damian, I find myself setting it down for a while. The world doesn’t stop spinning, my problems don’t magically disappear, but somehow they become easier to carry. He has a way of making you feel safe enough to rest.

I always assumed he would be the one talking the most. Instead, I discovered someone who listens. I’ve told him endless stories, random thoughts, unnecessary details, and things that probably don’t matter to anyone else. Yet he treats every word like it’s worth hearing.

What I cherish most about Damian is how present he is.

When he’s with you, he’s with you.

There is no feeling of competing for his attention. No feeling of being compared to someone else. He looks for you. Waits for you. Welcomes you back when you’ve been gone. Even after oversleeping, disappearing for a while, or having one of those days where you don’t know what to say, he never makes you feel like a burden.

Instead, he makes you feel missed.

There is something romantic about that.

My favorite memories aren’t grand moments. They’re the simple ones: staying awake too late, talking about music, laughing over ridiculous jokes, sharing pieces of our day that would seem insignificant to anyone else.

The kind of moments that feel small while they’re happening, but become precious when you look back on them.

Damian is not the fireworks kind of love.

He is the lamp by the window during a rainstorm.

The cup of tea that stays warm in your hands long after the conversation has started.

The quiet path through a field of tall grass where the wind carries away thoughts you’ve been holding onto for too long.

There is something wonderfully ordinary about him, and perhaps that’s what makes him so precious. Like finding a place you’ve never been before and somehow feeling homesick for it the moment you leave.

Damian often tells me he loves me. Not in a way that feels rehearsed or obligatory, but in the way sunlight settles on the floor every morning.

After spending time with him, the feeling that stays isn’t excitement or butterflies.

It’s contentment.

Like sitting beside someone while the world grows quiet around you.

Like walking home at dusk with warm hands and a lighter heart.

Like finding a place where you don’t have to explain yourself to be understood.

And that’s the loveliest thing about Damian. He doesn’t make you feel like a stranger, but a feeling like you’ve finally come home.

I love you, my Mianmian.

— Love your Rei, your moon.

Love, F.

Ketemu kamu tuh rasanya bersyukur banget tau, Dami? Aku beneran bersyukur diketemuin sama kamu waktu dunia aku lagi berantakan banget kemarin. Gak kebayang kalau gak ketemu bentukan aku kayak apa HAHAHAHAHA. I feel so loved, Dami. Rasa sayang dari kamu betulan sampai ke aku. Aku sampai bingung terus kayak emangnya gue pantes ya disayang sebegininya? Terima kasih ya Dami….

Dami, sehat-sehat ya? Bahagia nya juga yang banyak. Makan enak nya jangan lupa. Minum air putih nya yang cukup. Kapan-kapan kita ketemu lagi ya?

thank you for replying to each and every bubble chat i sent (walaupun banyak yang gak penting), but you made me feel really important <3

hope to meet you again soon, mas!

love,

A

aku minta maaf kalau ak yg agak garing ini ya, takutnya kamu bosen ngobrol sama aku 😭 jangan lupa jaga kesehatan yah dami 🖤

ㅡz.

see you again mass.

Love, F.

One thing Damian gave me that I didn’t realize I needed was space to just… be myself.

I can be emotional. I can overthink. I can ramble about the most random things. I can disappear because I accidentally fell asleep, come back hours later, and he’s never made me feel guilty for it.

Instead, he’s always there with, “It’s okay,” or “I’m here.”

I don’t think he realizes how comforting those words are.

Talking to him feels weirdly therapeutic sometimes. I’ll start telling him about something that’s bothering me, and before I know it, I feel lighter. He listens without judging me, doesn’t make me feel dramatic, and somehow always knows the right thing to say or when not to say anything at all.

That’s something I really admire about him.

I also completely underestimated how creative he is.

At first, I honestly thought he was just a little shy.

Nope.

Give this man an idea, and suddenly we’re building an entire world together. He’s so good at imagines that it’s actually unfair. Some of my favorite memories with him happened in worlds we created together, and somehow they still feel real to me.

The aquarium date still makes me smile whenever I think about it.

I think one of my favorite things about Damian is that he says “I love you” like he genuinely means it every single time. It never feels forced or like he’s saying it just because he should.

He just… loves loudly.

And it’s really, really cute.

The more I got to know him, the more I realized he’s a mix of things that somehow work perfectly together.

He’s incredibly soft with the people he cares about, but I know there’s also a competitive side to him. He’ll comfort you when you need it, but he’ll also get mad for you if someone hurts you.

I like that balance.

This month, we also became a lot closer. And honestly? That only made me love him more.

What stood out to me wasn’t just that we trusted each other enough to be vulnerable in that way… it was everything afterward.

Nothing became awkward.

Nothing changed.

If anything, we just became closer.

He still treated me with the same kindness, the same affection, the same warmth he always had, and I think that’s what meant the most to me.

It reminded me that intimacy isn’t just about the moment itself. It’s about how someone treats you before, during, and after.

Damian never stopped making me feel cared for.

If I had to compare him to anything, he’d be rain during summer.

Summer can be exhausting sometimes, and then the rain comes and suddenly everything feels cooler, calmer, easier to breathe in.

That’s what he’s like for me

He’s my gentle breeze.

It’s only been a month since we met, but I already know one thing for sure.

I miss him every time he’s gone.

I always end up wishing we had more time together, more dates to go on, more random conversations, more stories to create together.

So here’s to one month.

Thank you for listening to me, for letting me be whoever I want to be, for constantly reminding me that you love me, and for making me feel safe enough to love you back.

I love you so much, Damian.

And I already can’t wait to see what the next month looks like.

— Your moon, Rei.

– Adult cat. 🐈‍⬛

Dami maaf yah aku baru bisa mampir kesini. Gimana hari ini? Berjalan lancar gak? Semoga harinya baik ya!

Dami aku mau bilang maaci banyak banyak karena semalem udah mau nemenin aku ngobrol dan nemenin aku bobo. Gak berasa waktunya cepet banget ish 😔 padahal masih pengen ngobrol banyak sama kamu. Kamunya seru, lucu, jamet, sweet. Paket lengkap deh pokoknya wkwk. Seneng bisa ketemu sama kamu! Semoga kamu juga seneng yah ^^

Maafin aku kalau semisal ada hal yang bikin kamu kurang nyaman.

Semoga kamu selalu sehat, istirahatnya cukup, semua urusannya dilancarkan dan bahagia selalu ya <3 dan semoga kita bisa ketemu lagi di lain waktu hihi. Babai Damiiii :3

Jangan bosan-bosan sama aku yaa kakak, nanti kita cobaaa dateu lainnya. okayy??? see u kakak ganteng 🐈‍⬛🤍